Afternoon At Mex Border Gives Complete Relief From Being Targeted

Had a nice day on the border. I got hard to find candy and my companion got a cheap  man-purse.

Nice to have some time off from having my mind constantly pumped with the idea rhat Robert Deniro and Ice T and Coco read my blog religiously.  I am realllly sick of the Deniro ideations.  Doesnt he live over in Italy or something? Probably trying to avoid all the nonsense over here.
You have to wonder how they pick the list of famous people the system is going to fool you with.
The Coco one is really odd.

Seems the system has been using images of the celebrities I looked up on the internet last night.....BUT IT WAS ON MY COMPANION's smartphone as I turned mine off last month! (Hes got the renamed Nextel owned by Sprint now. Lets not forget the repeaters on my building in Brighton MA where I was terrorized and hit so heavily in 2002-2006 were Nextel.)

I was looking up plastic surgery before and afters which I find therapeutic. You realize that everything that looks perfect is an illusion and also I realize that I may have aged and become deconditioned but what I had was from genetics not a surgeon. It makes this system in fake America with all the average citizen perps seem even more flawed, pathetic and powerless.

So the GS targeting system has been tormenting me all day with illusions of psychic contact or impressions from celebs on a regular list but also some celebs from last night's photo look ups.

People might say its my own mind playing tricks on me but if that were so then why, once again, does getting out of the city limits of an area stop such illusions from occuring?

This afternoon and evening I felt.as if my identity had been returned to me. My sense of self.

I keep looking at Mexico and wondering oif over therd or in any other country is there a place fre of this kind of torment and harassment? A place like the US border areas and highways between cities and towns, where this system seems to drop off or be completely non existent.

Or is it only on the in-betweens that relief is found?

SoCal Severe Mental Beatdown Now Closing In For Kill After Medical Procedure

Had procedure.wish docs would've told me i needed rest afterwards and to not carry a heavy back pack.

The system in SoCal seems to be closing in during this weak period od mine.

The main focus of behavior modification here seems to be to make me accept i am old sickly and have lost to this system ans to not waste my remaining years trying to to get restitution revenge or justice.

There's alot of pressure, an immense amount of pressure here to conform and compete or keep up with Thw Joneses.

I cannot lose my grip here nor during this physical weakness.

They r making sure i cant depend on certain sleep spots by sending people to harass us posing as property managers in Hillcrest where cops said was city property called Westerns district today closed will call Monday.

Interestingly western district includes every area where gs is very heavy. Hillcrest and OB.

Nowhere here is safe stable or manageable anymo

Ocean Beach Very Difficult Area To Stay In/SoCal And Truman Show Effect

The reason i dislike Southern California is becuz there's alot of Truman Show Effect in this location. And consistent daily illusions that famous celebrities are either interacting psychically with the Target or the TI somehow gets the repeated impression specific celebrities are routing for them, feel bad for them.or are helping them somehow.---------

 Interestingly there's no such interface or contact from other sorts of VIPs such as political figures or titled people.or the very wealthy or powerful -just famous people. No support from normal people etc-just entertainment celebrities usually actors and music people.---------

I left the area due to this effect being so oppressive in the San Diego area.-------

I went up to Bakersfield CA and there was no such effect. In fact Bakersfield is a conservative town and the first thingI noticed were how many sherriff cars there were and different kinds of law enforcement.---------

 I got more done here to regroup and create a plan of action in a few days than I ever could have in weeks od being in SoCal from L.A. southward.--------

For all the cops and First Responder scum who are in on GS around the country it seems that legit law enforcement actually support fighting this system.--------

 Its a struggle to b here in Ocean Beach. Firstly theres something about this part of San Diego thats very physically unhealthy and I dont know what it is. It might b left over from the days when this was a meth ridden biker hellhole but who knows. Its deceptively hippyish-lets remember just how much military there is in Cal.


Let me give u an example of how ridiculous the ideations are here.

 Upon arrival into the L.A. area I got the ideation that Sharon Osbourne wanted me to finally get my life together if I visit here this time.

Tonight I got thw ideation that Dolly Parton could relate tme and sympathized.

 Today I had the impression that the singer of Metallica felt bad for me as.I was tired sleeping on the beach today. That blonde guy who plays guitar.

The list goes on daily...its soooooo annoying becuz I know its total bullsh*t. Moreso thats obvious becuz this consistent intermittent interface only occurs IN SoCal. Bakersfield had no such effect.

I have a few important appointments here then i wanna leave. I must say I a getting more important things done here and now however but the mental and physical toll is high.