“There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you.” --Maya Angelou

Monday, August 31, 2015

Interruption Yesterday In Blogs Due To Hard Hitt By System

Yesterday real bad. Hit the shit out of with tech reminiscent of Kenmore Sq ans Boston during late Bush early Obama. Kept smelling that scent from the neurotoxin or inhibitors whatever that stuff was years ago they would spray out of spray bottles or put in clothing. (The other substance sprayed more often seemed like'LSD Lite'. Like a lite psychedelic which seemed to improve the effects of the technologies. It makes you unable to have a mind. Forget about a clear mind. I will NEVER forget that smell.
The delivery system now must be some 007 James Bond type sh*t....real stealth.

Later at night I walked over land bridge to look at other beaches. Realized different city not Newport. Could feel difference. Breathe better, crap comes up from lungs. Pack lighter (unusually heavy in Newport this happens sometimes different locations-[NV] dont know why).

Realized Newport is TI killing field due to military college prob...or Mafia...or elite...or was it becuz Taylor Dane or Swift or whatever was in town? Combo of responsible parties? Dunno, dont care.

Must use caution.

Tuesday, August 25, 2015

OMG The African American (House Slave/Spy) Community In Boston Is SO ARROGANT

(After a doc appt at a local big hospital in Boston)

I keep forgetting how dangerous these Halfricans really are. Bred down south qnd in the north to have some percentage of the old white masters DNA they are forever entrusted to protectinf the property and interests of their original captors. They are family now and their dedication to the elite and American interests is soo touching.

Unlike other perps and spies they are brutal, violent, sadistic, power tripping and evil. They live and breath intimidation and they cant be subtle or careful like other kinds or races (or classes) of gang stalkers.

Boston employs these people in ridiculously high numbers (with totally racist hiring policies so bad that schools and fire depts and others have sued Boston for reverse racism repeatedly) to work in their hosptials, colleges, city workers and especially the transit authority.

Due to this they have their own networks of power and advantage and can conspire freely against anyone considered an enemy of their interests or the interests of their white benefactors.

And they are ultimately controlled by whites Ive seen it many times growing up here. The final say is a white male and the initial orders given against someone is from the same source.

Which is what makes their arrogance especially the females who house slave for the white patriarchy in Boston like no one else- so aggravating.

Blow it out your asses you bitches.

Thats all I can say about it. Youre bigfer bodies and male like appearance and documented higher testosterone levels are meaningless....if you are kept by others. You can be as bad as you want. YOU ARE STILL A HOUSE SLAVE.

Jeez..get a fuckin wake up call.

And dont hand me any crap about racism. The lawyer who took care of my case tols me I wasnt racist becuz I convinced the Latina in the cell with me to take her right to a lawyer. Im the one who keeps posting COINTELPRO destroyed the Panthers.

Im the one that thinks that blacks in the USA should stop listening to the likes of Farrakhan and other agitators and ditch fabrications like AfroCentrism telling blacks they are Egyptians to keep them in fantasies so they remain enslaved.

I'm the one who advocates a nationwide DNA project if not world wide that would find the truth about where African Americans come from in Africa.

Why are doctors office women so evil anyway in this city? Its such a norm its terrorible.
Then the people taking the blood are so nice, usually from the Islands maybe thats why. I seem to get on well with the females from that area, the men not so much.

Africans are varied and it depends on the country. Its actually easier navigating through that than African American relations.

Its so damn hard becuz the people you meet in this situation arent real people. They are assholes working for a system designed to destroy freedom fighters and dissidents or actually perform unethical human experimentation or torture on TIs and experimentees.

Remember the kinds of people African Americans got their other DNA from and usually the unfortunate ways.

Either rape or concubines or having to breed with a white man to gain power in society or avoid an owner's attentions.

Sadism, pedophilia and rape as sexual violence have all been scientifically proven to be carried over in generations genetically.

Also Native DNA is certainly from wounded people who's genocide has never been realistically acknowledged in this country even though we live on the stolen land every day.

Over in Africa many black activists have written that Jews created 'halfricans' before slavery began as a trade in earnest so that their was a population there representing their interests by relation.

The unfortunate reality of former slave peoples like African Americans is that we dont know who we are really dealing with. They are southerners who have broight their ways up north to the detriment of our culture and Yankee ways and societal structure.

They are Africans. They are white. They are Natives. They may be Jews.

After all the horrors Ive lived through with abuse at the hands of African peoples being used by the elite's system, the reality of blacks is that they are a murky, unsure lot and very mysterious, capable of being percieved as whatever those in power with an agenda want them to represent.

They posess great strength and ancient power yet it is not under their Will nor at their own disposal.

If African Americans have a secret empire that is responsible for all I and others have seen in this world let them be held accountable for their crimes.

If they act only as agents enslaved by others through tradition and long term psychological and social means then let their crimes be known as working on behalf of the always present threat of power and they be understood as dangerous to the weak and vulnerable who are oppressed by their keepers.

Let them be exposed as the danger they are to freedom and liberty by deceptive and covert means. That there is a percentage among the normal decent peoples of African descent that work foe the worst most destructive oppressive forces on earth yet hide as victims among the righteous.

Tuesday, August 18, 2015

Ridiculous Ideas About Returning To Massachusetts For A Victorious Ending

I feel like i should go back to MA. Like face them and make the system their take care of my health issues which are becoming a major problem now.

Docs are going to take too long here and i cant be here in winter.
Every time a TI goes inside they risk the people they've moved in with turning on them. And wasted money from setting down roots in an apartment.

The harassment and general environment in MA isnt conducive to survival or reaching goals.

Ive learned my lesson about MA. Every single time I attempt to master that place I always leave basically running for my life.
Boston Cambridge and MA are waters that cannot be negotiated. Its like an infamous straight or other waterway that each ship's captian tries to conquer.

Some paths simply cannot be taken. They arent passable. This just has to be accepted.

MA is outright deadly. Ever since I deduced from everything ive discovered that Raytheon is the company responsible for my life being as it is that they are the DARPA contractor connected to MK Ultra it seems that ever having lived in the same state as them was insane to begin with.

Raytheon is fuckin dangerous. Ive been tormented by MA enough.

Also I have a resentment and want to deny MA my residency as they have taken enough from me already.
That state never should have been graced with my being a resident to begin with. They never deserved it. They've mistreated me since birth and I will never let go of the debt they owe for it.

I will never return to that state again. Thats my intention anyway.

RI sucks. Prov is this bizarre ghetto wannabe prison. This used to be MA prison colony and it still feels prison like and oppressive.
Theres been death from floods. U can feel the past anchored here in ways that are negative and retain negative energy. Especially Native energies.

MA is so psychomanaged and becoming increasingly radiated from local leaks and as Fukashima radiation creeps across the north American continent it is now uninhabitable for me personally.

Docs at Beth Isreal were doing gesturing tactics when I had an appointment. Ive NEVER experienced medical professionals lowering themselves to the level of the common perps on the street. Theyve done some shitty things less often than nurses and EMTs but occassionally doctors do harm by partaking in the GS games but never like I saw at that hospital.

That let me know that MA whatever its problem is is degenerating to a level thats beneath me and my two generations of family who settled here from Europe.
It was time to go.

RI has some sort of roots in the ground that prevents this kind of degeneration. I have no idea what it is but their flag symbol is anchor and this place feels anchored or like a huge massive tree with roots so large its impossible to uproot.

MA has always been about flowing energy. Unfortunately the new way its being run has that energy flowing the way of the new types of people living there by design of course.

The only thing that really sucks about RI is the poor people in the city are totally cult mind controlled by ghetto gangsta wannabe culture. Theres no ethnic identities like in Boston. No Bohemia in the poor. No street scene.
The people seem to be unable to mind their own business which is the way of Boston in public, a polite psychic personal space.

Many of the residents actually seem like psychic vampires though weak they are still bothersome as they are many.

This can be very draining as opposed to Boston's energizing effect.

Providence has been altered from what I remember to cause this effect or change in energies and demographics.

As of now there is NO PLACE SAFE anywhere in the USA if you are a Targeted Individual and this was not the case some years ago. There were places you could just be left alone to be homeless or whatever. There were some decent people in street scenes. Every city seems to have caused.the worst people to remain outside and I dont know where all the cool people went.

America has become a living hell and thats on top of years of being targeted tortured and experimented on to cause that effect mentally and spiritually.

Ive noticed an increase in people seeming to be Christian doing harassment.
Really? Then why did this start with Satanists coming after me?

Go fuck yourselves its not going to work. Whatever you are trying to accomplish I will never be tired enough or weakened enough for you to complete your objectives.

Go fuck off. U r totally full of shit and liars. No one should ever believe ANYTHING these pricks come up with.

Its ALL BRAINWASHING. Which is why they want you isolated sleep deprived and confused.

Thursday, August 6, 2015

CAUSE STALKERS In Providence (Brainwashed Stalkers Who Harass Based On Belief In Good Cause) But Could Be More Deception

Providence RI is non stop harassment with no real redeeming qualities or pleasant diversions. However unlike Boston I wont end up killed or in jail from the GS system. MA is real bad now. I cant describe how evil and Gitmo Bay like MA has become especially Boston and Cambridge but they've always been guilty of severe torture of TIs.
Guess they are going for endgame now.

Today in Federal Hill in Providence I got dirty looks from older trashy ladies who seem disgusted with me and could be heard saying something about "God's  more powerful than that" after they passed.

Seriously? This is about the Abrahamic God now?  Please tell me this is some psych warfare nonsense and not real.

So lets get this straight:  becuz Im a Ritual Abuse Survivor who wont become a Christian and instead uses my past to fight the most evil, oppressive forces threatening humanity today Im against the Christian or Abrahamic 'god' known as God.

HOW IN THE FUCK DO PEOPLE COME TO THESE CONCLUSIONS? I really am dealing with people who have never skipped class and gone into a library to read books beyond their class levels LIKE I USED TO. Never read a history book that clearly documents the origins of religious beliefs.
Are they just brainwashed?

Do they actually believe the  electromagnetic technologies and psy warrior 'Spoonbenders' are 'The Voice Of God' instead of BEING MANIPULATED  BY MILITARY GRADE PSY OPS TECHNOLOGY USED HISTORICALLY FOR OVERSEAS CONFLICT RESOLUTION.

This modern ignorance is as bad as the Inquisition.

I think these might be lessons from higher up trying to make me understand the futility of trying to help the GENERAL PUBLIC which was never my intention anyway.

My work was intended to help Targeted Individuals, Survivors of mind control projects, experimentees of unethical experimentation and former cult members like LDS etc.

This is either from the public somehow being exposed to my work and the decievers twisting things around to their advantage as usual or its more bullshit thought up by psy ops experts.

Its also due to a country that cant admit the United States is being run by evil people and has done evil things especially war crimes domestically and abroad.

This is a Catholic area so its possible the brainwashed Catholics (its a prerequisite believe me  yet the church does have value in spiritual life) dont like what Ive posted about the church or the pope.

Why would people constantly harass someone who is fighting against the ultimate oppression of humanity as well as elite pedophile networks and everything connected to MK Ultra.

My work was only meant for those I listed as well as anyone suffering wondering why the world is going as it is and no one seems to be trying to improve conditions.
Many of which Ive met and i feel they deserve an answer.

What does God have to do with Raytheon or any other DARPA contractor?

I think when i got arrested or somewhere along the line my work was presented to an ignorant public and twisted around and if so I dont have a chance against the American public en masse.

That or the country truly has gone completely into the sewer and these animals will do anything to survive and that includes KNOWINGLY supporting a corrupt system, blocking any and every FREEDOM FIGHTER and LIGHT WORKER that is working against war crimes and the New World Order deception.