Had procedure.wish docs would've told me i needed rest afterwards and to not carry a heavy back pack.
The system in SoCal seems to be closing in during this weak period od mine.
The main focus of behavior modification here seems to be to make me accept i am old sickly and have lost to this system ans to not waste my remaining years trying to to get restitution revenge or justice.
There's alot of pressure, an immense amount of pressure here to conform and compete or keep up with Thw Joneses.
I cannot lose my grip here nor during this physical weakness.
They r making sure i cant depend on certain sleep spots by sending people to harass us posing as property managers in Hillcrest where cops said was city property called Westerns district today closed will call Monday.
Interestingly western district includes every area where gs is very heavy. Hillcrest and OB.
Nowhere here is safe stable or manageable anymo
