“There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you.” --Maya Angelou

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Want To Protect The Good and Oh So Innocent? (The Obedient Rather) Go For It, I Am Bored And Want To See What Happens

Uh by the way if her new guenea hubby wants to protect her or some other bs with me referencing my family in this blog go for it. I am a victim of long time torture. I have spent the last years of my life controlling my urge for suicide every day of my life only in the interest of finishing my obligation to write all these experiences down in an expose. You have no idea what this existence is like. And as usual no one will care about anything but THEMSELVES. And that is all I expect from any of these people at this point anyway. They never were capable of anything else. Go for it. I will just pack up and disappear. How does Europe sound? Or some other far off location? I seem to have good luck traveling...something else I got from that horrid Danny character everyone scapegoats...I mean hates on so much.

Or I can be a c*nt and simply threaten to tell everything I know about miss J if I am not allowed to get my way on this one. In fact in the end I might end up the worst and most horrible monster of all...which I was trying to avoid but if society insists...who am I to not oblige?

When you get abducted basically with operatives from some unknown actor on an entire Greyhound bus and you get gassed then messed with, gassed again to wake you up then tormented you tend to start seeing the big picture in life and on our planet. When a Greyhound bus load full of n*ggers from pissed off, vengeful Memphis TN who bait you in a fight in the bus station, spies everywhere listening to whatever you are saying to anyone, the only human beings talking to you are smug, amused losers who only want to interrogate you with the same questions you have been hearing for years "Why are you in, Why did you come to ______?" "Where are you going next?" Over and over and over and over and over for years on end...which IS torture by the way, then on the bus with nothing but southern blacks, one of which feels bad for you- a girl of 15, so her 16 year old boy looks at her in his lazy manor and says "She's JUST a target"...you too might tend to stop caring if anyone takes action against you for telling the truth.

This is what I had to live through while princess was getting her degree and getting married. I had an entire constant psy ops team on my ass using my beloved ex to torture me for years on end. Sending doubles in certain cities- even a pencil drawing of his similarity dressed as a Samurai in one location- a key one at that. Using your love for a human being to destroy the victim. Using the person's own feelings and memories to drive them into the ground.

If you believe my stupid family that I am just crazy like my father- YOU DONT KNOW PSY OPS. YOU DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT IS CONNECTED TO MY MOTHER BEING A HUMAN RADIATION EXPERIMENTEE. WATCH THE VIDEO ON MY YOUTUBE CHANNEL. DONT LISTEN TO PEOPLE, BELIEVE ME YOU CANT TRUST THEM. THEY HAVE JUST WORDS I HAVE YEARS OF DOCUMENTATION, RESEARCH AND THAT IS FROM OTHER ACTIVISTS AS WELL. I AM NOT A BROKEN DOWN FRIGHTENED MAN GIVEN TOO MUCH LSD AND CONFUSED BLABBERING ABOUT A SECRET GOVT PROJECT INVOLVING THE MILITARY AND THE CIA. I HAVE THE ANSWERS AND THE PROOF- at least I know enough to show cause and use deduction. In fact in order for anyone at this point to insist I am simply 'crazy like Danny' they would have to be purposefully remaining ignorant and NOT looking at my and other activists work. Becuz its all out there now. No more blabbing about these NWO connected subjects and being dragged into the nut house by men in white coats. Its not so easy to do that anymore, which is why they have information overload and systematic ignoring. Works better in fact- becuz the crazy might just make sense as he's dragged away with everyone listening. Kinda like the mistake that buffoon my aunt kept making while she coyly attempted to be smart by being light hearted about my father being paranoid and saying "he hates the military". " He thinks that there is something going on with your mother's family and a secret govt project involving the military and the CIA". Yeah, its called MK Ultra, genius, and if you actually watched the vids instead of listening to my SLEAZY family you'd see that the victims who did show up to give testimony (not dropped it like my mother the coward after being stalked and harassed a bit), you would see that stalking, harassment and psychological warfare is a part of all of these Survivor's lives. This is the NORM for victims of radiation exposure through human experimentation as well as MK Ultra. Unlike what the CIA and military would like to claim, that they kept the experiments separate- the victims tell a very different story, many sound exactly like what's related to programming and other experimentation in mind control.

The reason for intimidating witnesses is the less people show up the more it looks like not alot of damage was done. THE BIGGEST DEAD GIVEAWAY WAS WHEN HELMS DESTROYED THE FILES. IF THAT DOESNT TELL YOU SOMETHING IS BEING HIDDEN, SOMETHING THEY WANT VERY MUCH TO STAY HIDDEN, THEN YOU ARE WILLFULLY IGNORANT OR A LIAR. End of story.

I have been told by someone in the homeless scene recently that I am known as a 'trouble maker'. So...I have to expose this to save my life literally and I am simply causing trouble? I think you know what I think of that: Go f___ yourselves, yet again. How selfish is that? Calling someone selfish who is being tortured and fighting for thier lives. This is what America has turned into. This is the nature of humans. This is what people do when they insist on 'protecting' a community outside of law and order. Well, The People never did have alot of sense really and even Machievelli knew that their hearts were black, which I have also found to be true unfortunately.

You gotta love the guilt ridden perps you meet, the ones who make excuses for thier sick obsessions with gang stalking. When they see what has happened to me they do everything from give me money to try to show me people arent so bad- forever still in denial about what they have done and thier true personal motives for doing it.

This is why we have law and order. Not just becuz society needs to have such things to create civilization but becuz the judgement of human beings in a mob is the worst you can imagine. People become part of a mob situation yes out of instinct but they always have some person motivation. Woman haters, vengence on women everwhere, racists, sexists, hating ceratain religions or those outside thier religion, class snobs, sadists or Cause Stalkers. I have found consistently that all gang stalking perps have some darker, inner motive for gang stalking that has nothing to do with thier above board logical reasoning for taking part in such a campaign. Its a luxury to them. Like a porn magazine: it may be forbidden and cant be caught reading it in public, but its still on sale on the shelf for you to partake in. That IS gang stalking. It is AVAILABLE to people and that is the biggest problem of all. No one takes part in gs for any opportunity, protection or profit without some sort of personal reason. Who would want to make money like that anyway?

Of course many of these groups, especially the blacks I experienced in Memphis TN were very similar to the Jim Jones, People's Temple cult. Forget movies and books- go to my YouTube channel and listen to the real time FBI tapes of the cult's last days, and hours. Clearly somehow someone had trained these people to become violent, controlling and psychotic within this cult. The image of them as socialists or Marxists trying to live peacefully in South America is NOT what you will hear on those tapes. You will clearly experience Jim Jones as a cult leader who lies to his people and seems clearly programmed for suicide and self destruction, of himself and his people. One has to wonder what they were doing down in South America...hmm. Iran Contra? Cocaine? Connected to black gangs? Hmmm..lets see. South America- Nazi's and their sympathizers as in MK Ultra/ Project Paperclip? Guerilla fighters in some other conflict? Or could it just be that getting them down there was alot more convenient for disposal?

To think there is an entire system that is covert that actually creates our standard of living....I laugh now when I look at self help books and books on economics. Is any of that information included? This is the missing factor- in why life is unhappy, why you cant lose weight, why your life sucks and why the world is the way it is.

It was told to me once a tale by an old head- back before old heads forgot all they learned in the 60's. He told me of a town that found out the meaning of life and went insane..or was it a town that was given too much LSD and went insane? No matter- I now understand this story. Realizing there is a covert system that runs our world and is capable of altering reality, entire time lines in fact, pretty much is the meaning of life. What else do you need to know?

I wonder if Princess will find that in her little microscope or genetically engineer perfect human beings without mental illness...becuz no matter what scientists do or refuse to acknowledge, be confident that covert ops is what really decides reality. And the minute someone becomes inconvenient some new system will be created to come up with disorders/crimes to keep them in line. Science means well but does it have a symbol for the variable in every formula that IS covert ops, as influencing an outcome?