Also one must understand that my family always saw me as something defective. They could never take responsibility for thier actions and realize their father was the bad guy- not my dad, not me but Edgar Willems. The child molester, the mail man in Weston that was known for servicing all the lonely housewives. A member of the Friars and a converted Lutheran from New Orleans, he pretty much continued his Cajun learned ways while masquerading as a Catholic and a Yankee.

In fact I often wondered about the Cajun connection: Eddie Cox aka Eddie Hand told me specifically that Cajuns are "still not following the rules" and that applied to his "little princesses" he showed me in his cell phone- little, and I mean little girls posed kittenishly and seductively with clothes on but still one can tell. He's listed on the internet by Survivors as a Satanist and a child molester/murderer. Perhaps its disinfo I was supposed to find who knows? Yet my grandfather being so compartmentalized in his ability to abuse then act normally in society, and this constant popping up of a Cajun influence. I have to wonder if that is not where it all began, with him and something hidden way down in that bayou.

Danny was hated becuz he saw through the bullshit. He was targeted for it as well. Either that or he himself has something going on that is deceptive. I know his family seem even more insane than my mother's. And I dont mean schizophrenia. Its more of a madness, driven or born of power. The problem with my dad's family is that the insanity seems not emotional it seems like true to life insanity. Much more dangerous than my maternal family.

Its disgusting the way families behave and I abhor them due to this. Its like a commune where people are so stoned they no longer see how dysfunctional the living situation is and loose control over the body of the commune or group living situation. There is no order, what order there is seems an intuitive one made up of animal instincts and umbilical cords. No logic at all.

It's worse than Gitmo, families.