I have been looking at different sites all day about white supremacy and seperatism or just groups that support the idea that whites are being genocided slowly.
That I completely agree with. But many of thier ideas and claims just dont jibe with me.

Mexicans: Well, its true, the USA did rob them of thier land. They are natives. That cannot be denied. And though I dont want to deal with gang activity at the border and have been perped a few times in El Paso, in general Latinos dont mess with me, most likely due to my Italian genetics as well as the black in 'Black Irish'- the Spanish blood that causes some pure Irish have black hair, which my grandmother from Cork had darker hair, and my mother looks very pale with black hair and green eyes, very Euro Spaniard and with a temperment to match. Everyone else is blonde and very pale. But strangely she doesnt get on with Latino's. Cubans, Peurto Ricans and Mexicans are rarely rude to me, the most problems I have encountered would be with Mexicans here and there in areas where its normal for them to respond that way.
The reason is that like Italians they mind thier own business, have large families that they actually interact with and retain thier native language, customs, music and foods. They still maintain self policing strong ethnic neighborhoods and are usually Catholic perhaps another reason of my ease with thier culture. I notice something about the way they interact with thier children. Its very much like Italians. But very unlike YUPpie whites. They cuddle with them, handle them, and dont seem paranoid or nervous about every little threat around them and they would never be caught dead using those stupid leashes for kids. They seem to respect thier children more than that, and they arent afraid to handle or discipline them with love, unlike some whites I have experienced over the last 10 years who allow thier kids to run amok and do nothing to make them show respect or act self respecting in public. Thier children seemed happier much of the time compared to white children who nowadays have this suspect look in thier eyes or look hateful. I blame this on whites not making thier children strong and self respecting nowadays or by teaching them fear not resistance or coping skills. If Mexican mothers can show so much love to their offspring when they have close to nothing to go home to, then why cant whites do this? Seeing a Mexican mother handle her child was one of the most beautiful sights that kept me going while living in border areas. They are so natural and it reminds me of my childhood, before Italians became 'white' people on the whole. Are YUPies even human? If there are human reptilian hybrids in real life I bet they are hiding out as these creatures, paranoid, lifeless and living in souless archetecture that would make any normal person commit suicide from depression. This makes the old idea of WASPs look like a lively bunch in comparison.

I dont live in AZ so I dont have to deal with the issue, but when I pass by there, yes I do admit that Pheonix is really f*cked up. Whats strange is that Mexicans seem to become very unhospitable in places like ABQ New Mexico or AZ. Down near the border the culture never was a problem for me. They have thier own culture along the border. But Pheonix is the pit of Hell for Mexican gang activity and I hate it there due to that. Its obnoxious. ABQ must be so bad becuz they have to compete with Native American's from that area who have direct claim to the land as well as lilly whites, which populate much of the southwest. In ABQ there is a bizarre instance of Nordic gene expression, with people coming out looking like a true Scandanavian with no mixed blood. AZ is not the best example of Mexican culture. But if its any indication of Mexicans mixing with other cultures living in the USA then yes we are screwed. In MA there are a few here and there, and it depends on each interaction very specifically the kind of experience I have. When they have decided that blacks are better than white people its over. When they stay exclusive they seem to react more like they do down near the border. I also have learned a few words and they seem to react well to even the attempt to communicate with them.
This is one of the reasons I wouldnt make a good white nationalist. I believe the Mexicans for all thier crime, sexism and gang activity have a legit claim against the USA just as Native American's do concerning land. Its a fact, how can you dispute what is historically documented? Its so nonsensical. I dont expect them to love my ass becuz I am a 'white' person who sympathizes, believe me I know what gang members are capable of and many of them just dont care for whites no matter where they stand.
Other than thier country being totall f*cked when it comes to poverty, crime and human rights I would have to say that the USA had alot to do with just how that turned out.
I often ponder what countries like Africa or Mexico would have grown into if colonials had not interfered with thier natural evolution.

And one of these sights had pieces on black-on-white violence in white occupied countries like Africa. That is not legit either. Then get the hell out of Africa? That is just ridiculous. Why would you want to actually live in Africa? Especially if you are a seperatist and claim to not be very fond of black culture. I wouldnt set foot in that country for a million dollars. Its corrupt, dangerous, disease ridden and the militants have a fondness for utilizing systematic rape to control entire regions of villages as well as customarily castrate thier women. Thanks but no thanks. Whites dont belong in Africa end of story, just like Muslims have no business attacking Dutch natives in the streets for thier sexually free society.

I also wonder what the world would be like if everyone just went back to thier own countries in places like Africa or Europe. America is a hard situation as there are many kinds of people here and the dynamics just get tiring to deal with, especially now that civility is stone dead.

And one of the sites was Christian so that narrows what I want to read from them. Christ and primitive fights for survival on an animal level just dont mix for me. He was a Jew and supposedly half Italian in one theory. You are practicing a religion from the middle east created by a man who was middle eastern. I have never been able to figure out how Europeans can become attached to a religion that is not ethnically connected to them, like the Celts. Why are the Irish so messed up? I often wonder if this was so before Catholicism became dominant. Would there be so many lives ruined by drinking?
Many of these sights are anti Jew so...how can you be Christian. It just gets weird on some of the sights, they arent logical, but then again no one is logical anymore and the only train of thought nowadays is the one that gets people what they want.

The Jews..its a touchy subject. And a strange one. I see the web weaving, first hand and via the media. I do see it. But their culture so complex with many different kinds of 'Jew'. Its not something that I want to tackle. I simply do not have a very clear idea of just how powerful they truly are or if there is some hidden justice that we dont see acting to offset the bullsh*t we dont like being handed as if we are stupid. The Jews suffer enough by self torture- its hard for me to tackle any culture that is like that. Yes, I have seen a Jew on tv from Hollywood actually telling a reporter that they push thier god becuz they know that he is the one true god and that eventually we will all see that, and their god will win.
I simply cannot take that seriously. I dont have to take thier god seriously either or anyone else's for that matter. A claim like that is....lets just say that like every other groups that seeks some kind of world dominance or to dominate other cultures there is a limit to what they are capable of.
The problem is not to blame all these varied groups. They are doing what humans do..they are seeking by any means necessary to not only survive but dominate if possible.
The problem is with whites being very limp wristed nowadays. The YUPpies, many are attempting to appear genteel and truly wealthy and classy, but those types would never tolerate interference in thier culture from outsiders and true WASPs of old wealth have the best system at rulership over other cultures I have ever experienced. They know exactly what they are doing. I dont know what the hell whites are up to nowadays but they have indeed been taught to play dead in the face of race issues. They have become very weak I agree and there is an element of brainwashing that has been used over time.
Whites are very suseptible to brainwashing and I believe this is a direct result of the years of terrorism from the middle ages. It destroyed white pagan cultures and then the plagues and the feudal system. I dont have a great education but its easy to see that many whites I have encountered that are not strongly ethnic seem controlled by something...something scared whites out of having any rythm, which I know is a gross generalization but it has truth to it. No one seems to factor the horrors of the middle ages into how white culture turned out.
Its also the reasont that people of European ancestry like myself may take any red flags (no pun intended, red being the Inqusitor's color) from this kind of governance or similar action from authority very seriously. We have seen the likes of the Bush era before, and maybe only whites know how bad it can get if not put in check. I do not want to hear about black slavery becuz until you have dealt with the kind of deep and long destrution of culture that occured for over a thousand years in Europe due to the Dark Ages, you havent known horrors yet. It can get alot worse than slavery in the way blacks were bought and sold. The intrigue, deception and politics involved go beyond living hell. It is theorized that one of the main reasons for so many rats being able to spread the Black Plague is that in thier piousness and persecution of any pagan cultures or defiance of European peoples, those idiots went through a phase of killing large populations of domesticated and ferrel cats.
Paranoid authority? Yes indeed.
And only Europeans that have ancestral memories (yes, after what I have experiences, I believe in thier existence) of how bad this can get. And dont get confused. There were many Satanic factions working actively behind those actions.

Its interesting that something like gang stalking can be readily denied becuz if one looks at the history of European corruption such torture and this kind of running a deception and using politics to legitimize such actions is very common. What is being done to targets is very similar I would say to tortures from that era to gain false confessions and thier rationales are probably make them sound just as pious. What is stranger still is the inability for whites to have a serious revolt as populations did historically.

Whites have become way to easily brainwashed, pushed around, guilted, misled and bullied into compliance with a system that does not have thier best interests at heart right now. Something is going on that does not feel right and race is a factor. How did you lose your footing to begin with, is what you need to ask yourself. Stop whining about who is moving in on your territory and ask yourself how they could move in so easily? Mexicans may have a legit claim to certain lands in the USA as well as AZ is so corrupt due to having slave work camps on record with Mexicans being exploited. But if they are 'taking over' then what is your weakness that allows this to happen?

The one thing I have experienced lately is whites inability to contain any true back bone or they are not seeing the big picture or they have broken off into classes so that any issues affecting other types of 'whites' is not thier concern in thier minds.

I was not this race focused until Bush left office. And much of my gang stalking including some horrible unbelievable experiences where the perp group was soley African American during Bush, along with recent developments socially in the USA due to Obama coming into office has left me very mistrustful of blacks in general. And I continue to suffer racism in my homestate as I always have. I am simply fed up. Its not to say that whites had not been largely responsible for destroying my life and places like Emerson College and around that area are full of memories of outright gang stalking. I expect rich whites to try to destroy me, I was told it has alot to do with thier protecting 'daddy's castle'. Its natural for them to percive me as a threat especially with protecting the likes of WASPy Jake and Julia and thier families. But the amount of blacks involved is staggering as well as the natural unpleasantness of homeless culture in urban environments being soley ghetto on the whole.

I was warned by this perp in ABQ who was one of those dirty old man types, who kept smirking at the young guy working at the college library while messing with my head, which once again raises the question of just how many people are in on or aware of human enslavement via means of covert warfare...he said "You'll have a life of loneliness if you tell the real story about what happened" and this is of course without me telling him anything about 'the real story that happened'.
I guess I expected men, jealous women or daddy's girl weak-minded women, as well as rich whites to try to destroy me. I never would have expected that blacks would be included in the campaigns to the level of sheer numbers that they are involved.

I dont even feel its thier place to have such authority over me or to be involved at any level. I dont recall blacks being part of my original programming and only one black male was ever allowed to handle me for a short time and that was a child perv named Rudy who was a Boston bailiff from Roxbury. My mother finally got so alarmed by the relationship that she cut him off from seeing me. He only got to make me feel like a whore once by giving me a gold necklace and my mother letting him drive me back to the foster home, which really screwed up my head. But I dont recall him pulling anything and I naturally did not like a black man having any authority over me and had a natural dislike of his presence in that capacity. He was a total idiot like all pedos and only the badge probably retained him a job. The other instance was my empty headed aunt, who is smart but her way of dealing with the family dyfunction is to act dumb to get around things. It makes life easier I suppose. She had this total b*tch named Honey as her 'manager' lets say. I never liked that either and I think I pulled a tantrum after I had enough of late nights and being moved around too much, by making a scene about her having roaches in her apartment. "Everyone has roaches", of course I was freaking out due to being at the foster home one minute, then going to visit my mother and being around whores and drugs the next then being returned there again, to deal with what was going on in that house as well. I was taken by my aunt back to my mother where I was ostricized by the dumb blonde b*tch for hours about being a brat by insulting her black female pimp about her creepy apartment. Even then the Italian in me did not like anyone messing with my family members and it came out in ways that were not obvious, as my mother's family are NOT Italian, in case you coulnt tell already.

I also have recalled some scattered memories of possibly being brought on calls my aunt was attending. There is a very good reason for my mother's family to be very nervous about me remembering my childhood. Especially with my uncle presenting a very Aryan looking genetic engineer who is also an ordained minister to 'represent' what my family is supposed to be about, while I get gas lighted, gang stalked and basically written off with them covering their asses that I am simply a mental case.

The truth will all come out about everything and then I can rest in peace by getting the f*ck off this ride and everyone can bleed to death for what they did. I will not simply be silenced and oppressed while I am still alive. Its disgusting how many people have so much to hide concerning me.

This guy from NA took me to see this old man he knew and used to visit at an IHOP like restaraunt in Waltham after meetings. The guy was a character and seemed a tad wet brained. But he had amusing stories, but what bothers me is how much he seemed to know about my situation. He commented once on beautiful people having sad eyes and he was referring to me which seemed extremely perverse, as if my enslavement to the system or my family's treatment of me was so beautiful and dramatic. Actually he enjoyed the control over a person who did not understand thier situation,like so many people seem to with targeted persons. He also pointed out a waitress who was Polish and stated that fact, then commented on mistreatment of her by her family, which he made reference to towards me as well.

All this sh*t is control games and you never know just how many pedos and sickos are around you until you wake up to being a mind controlled slave and a targeted individual.

This network is huge and they know who the kids are from families like mine, and they all assume that the abusive nature has made everyone in the family suseptible to mind control especially through terror. When that doesnt work anymore, they use anything they can to keep the person quite and silenced like behavior modification.

And they are very smart about the way the TI is handled. They believe that no one is going to listen to any of my claims just becuz the one's I allege concerning "mind control" and technologies are supposedly crazy sounding or delusional. But my mother being a human radiation experimentee, me being targeted during a federal investigation around people that have very sensitive information about VERY important men nationwide, as well as the documentatation of such tech actually existing sets me apart from any loonies one might run across.

Good luck with that. I am sure me becoming disgusted with black culture is going to interfere with my being credible as well. I dont think so, often I say what others wish they could.