The great thing about me is that much of what I figure out I cant place into the 'real world' becuz I never got a chance to understand how that system works. In a way, I often reveal things in a manner of the total innocent. Many years of programming and mind control tactics in use to keep me under control from those around me caused me to never form an understanding of a view of reality that most normal people had been raised with.
For some reason, my biggest disbelievers are choice blacks, who seem to be part of a large African American faction within gang stalking's ranks. They seem to genuinely believe that I am making all this up, not being 'truthful' and that all my claims are just 'sour grapes' for being caught doing whatever years ago and that is what got me targeted.
I do NOT want to believe that African Americans are, in great number, THAT naive. But I have to look at thier track record as well as them coming out of slavery within the US as a culture. They also have a firm base of survival in a church, which agian has nothing to do with critical thinking. Many blacks still exist firmly within a folk structure of myth, folklore and misinformation or purposeful disinformation.
However, I know of many AAmericans who in the past have been fully hip to what hte man is and was up to and fought accordingly. These blacks, the ones we grew up with during the 60's and 70's are NOT a reflection of the blacks involved in gang stalking. I dont know what the hell they are or how they formed the philosophies they did becuz they seem very VERY mind controlled in the way of an innocent slave on a plantation. They genuinely dont seem to grasp or understand anything about the enslavement of human beings, though this has been thier plight for centuries. Its time that you take a hard look at this faction of African Americans. They are not your friends nor are they trustworthy fellow poor people who understand what authority is up to and fight back. They are not even criminals who at least are honest about their aims in life: money,bitches and power. These two you might be able to trust to a certain extent in the wars against oppression.
But the blacks one encounters in organized stalking campaigns seem to be part of a gang...but its a cult really. Either that or they are followers of true criminal leaders and due to them being too weak of mind and heart to be a warrior, they KNOW they are full of sh*t but dont have the balls to fight in such a manner. So they act out as mind controlled members of a cult.
Its hard for me as I have two females and one older male that are black and have stuck with me as friends.
The thing that bothers me so much about the blacks that come after someone like me in a campiagn is that if they are not genuinely trying to be helpful, then they need to leave me and my business the f*ck alone. Am I black? So why are you messing with a white womans' affairs? They obviously dont think along the same lines as I do. And everyone wonders why I ignore blacks now like the plague. I just shun them regularly in both public and personal interactions. There is something very wrong with blacks thinking they are in charge of me somehow. Who in the F*CK do YOU think you are? This faction of AAmericans seem so out of touch with MK Ultra and what is really going on that they have no business interfering as they only serve to screw things up. Perhaps they were set in motion on my ass by the designers who know what a pain in the ass they would be as a diversion. You got that right.
That kid in Abq NM who lived off me for a month in that hotel, he definatley knew my situation and one of his comments was "See blacks think that Italians are thier own race." It may seem totally bizarre but many people involved in this are totally f*ckin bizarre. Mary Holiday in MI also made pertinent statement: "At least now (that I was staying with her) you wont be being chased around the country by a bunch of n*ggers".
Is it a gang? Is it Prince Hall? Is is COINETELPRO's children? Is it a black church thing?
Also why am I so goddamn important? Is it just for money, protection for thier criminal enterprises or is it something more like this was the price partially to get a black president? Or even worse, some bullsh*t connected to African forces which are particularly nasty and extremely violent and have no problem utilizing Voodoo to get thier damn way-which of course works well within a white society which claims to believe in a god but really believes in nothing metaphysical. I on the other hand am not so foolish. I have seen the power of the black community in the USA over the centuries, working queitly. However my ancestors are just third wavers so I really dont understand the roots of America and how this country works. Its not by the books thats for sure.
This is a culture that never stopped being about slavery under whatever guise or excuse, including thier God's will, they can think of.
In fact as far as I am concerned right now, the US is a cult and nothing more.
All the blacks who fought truly hard against these forces were run out of the country to Africa or are probably silenced.
Many African American TI's complain about being targeted by 'black on black' violence.
Many people in the US are not pissed becuz Obama is a black man. They are pissed becuz once again a woman can not be allowed to get near such high office and there is something really annoying to many white women concerning Obama and you just cant put your finger on it. Hes not even from black slaves from the USA, he's African and Caucasian straight up. Maybe its that I dont know.
And most of all its the fact that he wont hold any of the past administration responsible for everything that went on.
Its obvious that this very touchy subject of race is being used as a silencer and diversion so that the criminals from the last administration have time to slip into history. And America is going to let it happen.
Its sad that my country is truly dead. Its not that a black man made it into office its that the blacks who are IN office seem barley able to veil thier arrogance about race as well as remaining sexist.
I could strangle Gloria Stienem for feminism in the 70's and NOT excluding black men just becuz they were frickin black. NOW look what we have.
We, at once have to deal with 'black' encompassing the president, who choses to identify much of his image with black culture and community in the USA, as well as gangsta culture with 'bitch this ho that'. I dont recall some Italian guy becoming president while the mafia was trying to go legit and convince everyone they never existed. Then again I dont recall an Italinan person ever BEING president of the USA. (Its allright, we can take it. I mean, we did rule in the greatest empire in the ancient classical world...and our DNA still knows that. Probably all the non Italians, like WASP former barbarian types are still jealous about that, thus their historical attempts to reduce us to some perception of a third world country and call us meatballs and greasebacks and the like. We get it...your still jealous and probably afraid on a primitive genetic level from ancestral memory. Sorry about that, we will try harder to act like all you barbarian countries that are new at this. We usually drop this act however when we meet another ADULT from the ancient classical world like a Greek, an Isreali [too bad about all the blondage messing up those ancient roots] an Arab or a north African. Its nice to talk to other adults occasionally.)
When are women going to learn that men take full advantage of our nurturing instincts and will turn on us and screw us over whenever they get strong enough to do so? You're stupid if you call yourself a feminist but exclude sex workers and accept minority males.
You fools are just what the oppressor wants. You work for the male oppressor by never having a clue about truly fighting the system. You REACT to it, you dont fight it on YOUR OWN GROUND. You fight men on thier own territory as you believe you have to.
The system in place in the USA of total social control that IS partially the dirtiest tricks dept ever, ensures that you are used to thier advantage every time.
When are you going to get the clue that men do not have total power over you and that women have thier own power in which to put forth into the world?
Your biggest mistake is to demand total equal rights to men when not accepting men for what they are. Feminists actually want nice husbands who dont stray on them and always claim that women who put up with that from any man is thier enemy.
What YOU want is your own damn way in this world, not to be truly independent women. It sounds to me like you want men to work for you and you are extremely threatened by other women.
Its cuz sadly you are weak. I dont get offended by sexist themes in certain kinds of music or other media. Men straying are men doing what nature designed them to do. In order to be a real strong woman you have to look at men for what they are. They seem to be akin to predatory machines with no conscience sometimes, and other times they seem like children who are in need of mothering or at least our energy for nourishment. And likewise I need primitive male energy to survive which I rarely often do not get due to American males playing macho roles instead of being real men.
I get along fine with men who have real power or are secure in how much personal or worldy power they possess. The insecure f*cks be they rich or poor are a pain in the ass and unfortunately they outnumber real men in large numbers.
Likewise secure females. They are so rare its ridiculous. We all have insecure moments or insecurities that will never go away. But if you cant reach down into your aresenal and gain power internally in any given situation then you might as well join a group of feminists or gang stalkers becuz you NEED those numbers to feel power.
