“There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you.” --Maya Angelou

Saturday, June 15, 2013

Clear On A Saturday Game Day In Portland-An Assessment Of Downtown Portland OR

Whole Foods in downtown Portland is absolutely horrid when it comes to being a TI.

Ive been here, or rather suffered here now long enough to have assessed this area.

It seems that downtown Portland is completely psycho managed by tech and most likely chemical influences. Ive seen what look like chemtrails outside the downtown area.

There's no tactical harassment for me as a TI however I daily encounter citizens who behave as if they know who I am and make it obvious they are agents of this system.

I am confident in this claim becuz when i go to outlying areas away from all the towers downtown, i am less influenced by technology and of course, then there are perps who perform overt and tactical harassment.

Also, when therr is an event where citizens come into downtown who obviously live outside the area for a sporting event at the stadium here downtown, THEY DO NOT BEHAVE ABNORMALLY AS IF THEY KNOW WHO I AM. They act like normal average people.
I also note that on such a day there is an event like this, the ill effects usually encountered downtown are not present.

Portland seems to let up on tech and chem influence on Sat and Sunday unlike other cities where Saturday might actually be the worst night of the week, such as Cambridge/Boston area where I cud always count on Saturday being an absolute torture nightmare of pain and suffering.
In Portland downtown, Sat and Sunday are fairly clear days. Monday is manageable. However, the torment experienced from Tue-Fri is absolutely unbearable and unbeatable. These four days are so crushing that they make life unable to be lived. Nothing gets done and Ive experienced an actual change in me as a person. Boston might drive me to racism and getting pissed off alot but I can stand my ground therr and at least get some things accomplished even though along the way I am made nervous and miserable daily.
This area goes for a all out severe mental illness in a Target, from Tue-Fri. Its possible becuz the system here reaches very very deeply into the Target's mind. I also experience physical symptoms here like severe anxiety and my heart not doing well.
I overeat very badly during the week also.

Ive noticed that anywhere that has ALOT OF MENTALLY ILL PEOPLE ESPECIALLY THE HOMELESS is a place that is going to be difficult for a Targeted Individual.

I can't claim that all these people are targeted and being made crazy, even though in my experience over the years this seems to be the case. I can't make that claim becuz mentally that is too much for me to deal with. I also cannot prove that every single person is being made nuts form the system. It could be a medical issue with the brain not working properly.
Since psychiatry lies to us about human disorders and covers for the GS system, a layman can't make a sensible judgement on the issue.
I can say that a portion of the mentally ill population r definitely in that condition due to the 'gang stalking' system.
San Diego CA, Boston MA, downtown Portland OR these are downtowns that have alot of mentally ill people that most definitely exist BECUZ OF BEING INFLUENCED BY TECH, CHEMICALS AND SOME PSY OPS.
Being homeless just frustrates and pisses them off even more becuz of the stigmas.

In the 70s it was called microwave sickness. Now its completely controversial and being suppressed by the powers and their media.

Uses of technologies is just a part of the system used to manage an area with population nowadays. Its technologies with chemicals and human forces doing psychological operations.
The rule of thumb is anywhere there is less tech influence there will be more or more heavy handed psychological operations using live in person human forces.

Portland was managable until I started using my food stamp card from Massachusetts. It might have been an ok area if I had not done that.
However the plan for me here seemed to be to get a job and get housed and it was being pushed on me very quickly.
Thats the problem with Portland-it seems like its this cool, easy going area but its one of the most Willpower and true Self crushing locations I have ever been in. Strangely that's really only experienced from Tue-Fri!
The tech is very deep reaching into the brain here, so much so that UNLIKE other locations, the damage from this might actually be permanent and I can't have that.

I suppose I fell for this area due to its mountain town charm, the people being so cute on average, absolutely beautiful specimens of blonde white males of Russian, German and Nordic descent or intriguing Native blonde mixes, the 90s type feel of the place and their Liberalism without being Liberal elitist like Berkeley CA or Cambridge MA.
Like San Diego its also someplace I genuinely wanted to help cause social change specifically in the homeless population.

It would be practical to fight all this by working on electromagnetic pollution activism but thats hard to do when the powers behind that problem have every major area of the USA with needed resources completely covered with a system THAT ENSURES THAT ACTIVISTS and anyone else who knows about this system who's against it are kept in a state of being incoherent, forgetful, half insane-targeted basically.

If I had the ability to work somewhere on this staying up nights and cranking out work on weekends and holidays you know I wud. I have the strength and experience with sleep dep to do that.

So they make sure I stay on the road, on the run and cant settle anywhere.

The most annoying thing about downtown is that everyone who seems to know who I am in the street plays these little games like alot of head hanging tactics (we all feel so bad we have to targrt you. -or- You are dead. You've failed. You are permanently kept down in this situation.) and much walking by appearing to be disgusted with me or frustrated Im actually still alive/in their town. A few people actually stop if they cross my path and allow me to walk by first-which is just another overdramtic way of making 'the TI feel self conscious.

The Truman Show effect here is really bad.

Last night after being messed with directly by a perp in Whole Foods (who tried to interrupt my eating with interrogation which i cut short with earphones then a call from a friend, which perp sitting behind his laptop was pissed about. Kept glancing up at me. It actually looked like there was an entire perp group in that upstairs cafè which has gotten really bad for gs. The security camera system there is definitely connected to something creepy-its more remote influence and feeling monitored than McDonald's.) ..I was given all these ideations about important people somehow watching and then being sympathetic: Alan Greenspan? Why do I not think so? And if such a person IS able to watch a hacked food store camera system THEN I DONT WANT TO BE IN THAT STORE. Damn....ridiculous.

And of course none such bullshit occurs in my mind on Sat or Sunday here in Portland and its simply managable the rest of the week.

And can you PLEASE stop trying to convince me GW Bush is a fan and thinks Im this awesome warrior chick or something? Even if 'that were true, its simply distracting in what I am trying to do.

I want to unload this f*ckin book and move on to other things!!


So..downtown is off limits and once again its a shame.

Today, Saturday here it feels like it did across the USA just two years ago. Now I can't even travel anyway in the continental United States becuz the remote influence is so heavy and destructive now.

My theory is that they are trying to make a world where the kids born native to tech can live and kill the rest of us off slowly. Anyone older better have money to survive the harsh new electromag pollution thats outside-which means they need to be INSIDE alot or have good medical care for problems that are going to arise.