I am also being told I have to give up sleeping outside and being independent.of the system and.go.inside.to filthy Woods Mullen Boston Public Health Commission with all those awful Boston ghetto black women.

And that I have.to give.up being tough and finally break down and cry and be weak and ask for help like a lamb. Be genuinely weak and needy with a layer.or some shit..

I don't understand any of this. Everyone can go Fuck.off. just solve.my health issue.and.I am going.to.leave MA again. I will leave your stupid city..

By leaving your stupid country. For good. Just get me well enough to make.it overseas bastards.