Just went through St Louis. Thought about how much of my life was destroyed there. The intensity of the torture.
It broke the current stage of brainwashing, my state of mind recently.
I realize.I.can.never be free until I.disclose what happened. It doesn't matter who believes me.
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I looked.for the land protest sign near Soulard one can see from the highway. Didn't catch it.
The ghosts in the.light fog are there however. Dwelling.among those old moist and green trees.
The dead slaves who used to comfort me.
East St Louis seems a bit more peaceful nowadays.
I can hardly comprehend that I actually saw the system that exists on this earth that causes violence, death, murder and havoc.
I'll never allow any amount of brain damage, weakeness or repeated intimidation to make me forget those years.
