There's this guy out here now with us..housed but his gf through him out.
He and she have always struck me as not to be fully trusted. He seems to get annoyed when I get any attention he has to divert it away from me. On occassion when he isn't here I notice I feel accepted normally again by the group squatting out here. When he is around consistently I feel unaccepted, shunned almost.
He's older and has respect from the kids and even other older people.
He just feels like the enemy and I don't know why.
I was resting this evening in the Sq (beat from errands no naps and kids partying loud lately). When he came through I awoke..becuz I started having body jerks which I get sometimes and basically felt ill at ease.
When he left all of that ceased and I returned to resting.
So what is that anyway? Very disturbing considering the uneasy vibe I get lately at camp when he's around.
