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Saturday, June 4, 2011

Phrases Looked Up In Google That Do Not Exist But Should

"White Women Rejecting Black Men"
When Googled, this came up with one result,which was written tongue in cheek and stated that white women rejecting black men should be remedied by forcing them to sleep with black men.

"White Feminists"
When Googled, this came up with lots of results, mostly from white apologists who's writing consisted of kicking themselves in the asses for not trying hard enough to continue to dissect themselves constantly to be better and more fair 'white' people among Liberal factions. Many were Lesbians.

"Giving Birth Is For Suckers"
When Googled, this came up with one result, some person who was depressed and wrote a post about hating everything. Which means I have GOT to write a post with this title.

Other phrases that dont get any satisfactory results in doing research are "poor white women", "poor American expatriates", "poor whites moving to Europe", and simply "poor white women".

The poor white female feminist or independent of the prescribed notion of what 'woman' means in our still mom and apple pie America, is still a creature sadly unrepresented in this country. Its not that they dont exist, its that they are totally unrepresented.

We are squeezed between Jewish feminists speaking for us, forced to support and rep African American interests if joining in Feminism, as well as supporting upper class white female's predilection to harass and be unsupportive of sex workers and issues surrounding that. Im not talking about Annie Sprinkle type of activism, just telling the truth about the sex industry so the public can make accurate assessments and opinions not far too Liberal coddling or the opposite Conservative, patriarchal ruling of women's bodies. Most Americans have a very screwed up view of this reality, and are too tolerant of the industry's corruption and too judgemental of people caught up in its grip. Americans dont understand the sex industry in thier country therefore they cannot make accurate judgements just like they dont have an accurate portrayal of the homeless.
A book in the Harvard CoOp with all these lovely, artful pics of homelessness around the USA, mostly of white homelessness made me realize that whites in poverty are treated quaintly. No one would dare go to Africa and make poverty look artful, not in order to remedy the situation. Perhaps that is becuz Whites refuse to be run by charities and the pics were of a sort of surviving outside the system, building shanties etc. African Americans live alongside Whites in homeless shanties in places like Tennessee, where if you cause trouble, you WILL get yer ass kicked whatever your race. Places like Tennessee have alot more on the ball concerning poverty and independence from the system than nanny states like MA. They allow people to form communities and define themselves and ghetto culture- often only able to exist WITH A HANDOUT FROM THE GOVT OR THROUGH CRIME is NOT part of that definition. Be peaceable or get out.
The trick of the Liberal states is to CONTROL people who dont have the money to support themselves and if you notice, places like MA and CA are grossly overpriced to live in. Supporting 'the poor' in places like this makes it safer for the rich to exist as well as makes them look as if they arent hoarding all the resources through wealth. For some reason, certain kinds of people do NOT see this in Liberal states like MA. They dont see that they are being tricked into being CONTROLLED by the upper classes. They just are satisfied to take the handout.
And the dreaded campaigns to End Homelessness are just another threat to freedom from The System and The Man, even if it is put forth by well meaning social services types, who I have experienced know full well the corruption of the system and are solely in existence to make the wounds it inflicts on The People less painful. They do NOT serve in our interests.

All the white pride sites seem to be connected to White Supremacy, something I dont really agree with. And most of the White empowerment seems headed by males and unfortunately- Christian, which is totally unacceptable. There are some White empowerment movements that seem to embrace our ancient gods from pre Christian Europe, but there is something not academic about it. Its always specifically Germanic or Nordic.
The key with this is to realize that Europeans, though having a history of arguing amongst ourselves, have a common cause right now worth fighting for and being connected to Hitler and specifying Germany or Scandinavia is going to shoot ourselves in the foot. I often wonder if the FBI have paid off more operatives to set up some of these extreme Nazi websites and views.

The poor white female is hated for not giving in to the black man, hated by white women for being poor, and I dont know how upper class white males view us, often they seem the most sympathetic but also seem to consider us playthings to harass etc. And EVERYONE wants to control us or exploit us. Here in Boston and Cambridge, most attractive poor white women are high on heroin or pills. They are surrounded by two groups, and a shadow group, that disregard them or only seek to exploit or control them: upper classes, African Americans or, the shadow group seems to dislike poor female Goyim.

These are NEW times with NEW rules. The disrespect towards poor whites nationwide has gotten to be epidemic. Our color used used against us to claim there can never be any problems against us and our class is then used to exploit us or keep us down and further abuse us.

As long as there is continued disrespect towards us then war must be declared or at least we must defend ourselves. If other groups of race, class, ethnic origin or religious identity decide to start acting civilly and respectfully, then we should do the same.

Its not the 90's anymore. All that PC was created in a very different era by my generation, trying to create a world that was good for all races and peoples. Since Reagan there has been a war on the poor declared that eased a bit under Clinton. Gentrification, globalization and corporate control of the world and its power was a threat we recognized but it wasnt enough- and thus when Bush came in, our greatest fears came true.

So here we are. I know damn well that PC is now being used to push through agendas that only support special interest groups and as social obedience to authority. Its original intent is now lost by being filtered through a fascist administration and era, one that everyone seems to want to forget ever occurred.

Its created a world very hostile to the common man- any common man that corrupt authority fears. The moves that were made were very complex but one of them was clearly to give African American interests much more attention and power, which would be just, if the motives were just but they are not. Those moves, when done via a fascist GOP era, equal only rich whites beefing up thier house slaves. How many African American radicals had to run to live in Africa due to Bush coming into office. Even Chapelle losing his mind and having all that 'bad luck' is suspect. Remember the rather explicit comedy skit he would do making fun of Bush? That could actually get you targeted back then.

Causing blacks to become the focus on power in the lower classes and totally dissing poor whites is NOT politically correct. Its outright manipulation.

We have GOT to remember that something evil, something very nasty came into our world during Bush, something that no one wants to look at or see or define. And one has to consider that corruption is 'in your face' now and the style today seems to be to intimidate people into putting up with it, Or Else. And THAT is not what PC was created for.
Its a typical tactic of authority to co opt subcultural or alternative culture and then take over and use it for thier own agenda. The public never realize that the leadership is now the original enemy of the originators of that culture.

Younger African Americans are now on the whole, very disrespectful, arrogant, sexist and aggressive with no fear of return fire. They now benefit fully from any wealthy black's legacies, all black organized crime operations as well as full support of the government. Since when do people so criminal in nature to survive get such full support from the government. Its like supporting rebels in a country where you have an agenda, like Iran Contra. And you can bet that is exactly the kind of people who are behind all of this social engineering.
Blacks, especially the males, should not get respect from whites, especially the women, simply by existing or walking by us. Like all other males, they should act right or get served, sternly and without mercy.

Whites especially the women are intimidated by the very thought of riots, crime or rape as retribution for not going along with African American interests, since we are not RICH WHITES and cant be protected from black vengeance like they can, which is why its so easy for them to push PC and fake 'Equality' and Diversity. They are not in direct competition with poor African Americans for resources- end of story.

Still we are expected to take abuse from black for what other class whites have done or do to them, and our women are basically now part of the pay off for past and present abuses, part of payment for acting as the house slaves and controllers for the rich whites.

Race is being manipulated in the worst way in a class war and whites are asleep at the wheel. At once intimidated by the 90's black uprisings and rises of gangsta culture (which is now empowered by intimations of Illuminati symbolism, which insinuates they are aligned with powerful people of all classes above poor whites, as in rich whites), as well as then the abuse and intimidation of the Bush era from wealthy whites in power, poor whites are being told to shut up and follow the program, dont think and dont protest: if you do you are either an anti Semite, a racist or a terrorist.

Its time to expose these games for what they are. Feminism if it insists on continuing to have Jewish females as spokespersons exclusively and keeps supporting African American interests, should be redefined or at least some new form created for women. JUST WOMEN.
I dont mind gay people or other races or ethnic groups or religions. But somehow, along the way from the 70's- somewhere in the 90's, poor white females have been crushed, squeezed, exploited and ignored by society and told to pick one of these to BE instead of poor and of European ancestry being who we are. Poor white culture- its music, its style have been practically destroyed in the USA. This is also part of the con job.

I simply do not want to be a submissive entity floating among other groups or defined identities as is the trend nowadays. White women are expected to be submissive to these trends now. Notice that when I wear a sundress with my build, people are disapproving but if a black girl wears the same dress, no one dares mess with her. Poor white women dont have the social protections that black women do nowadays. This is ALSO part of the intimidation.

This is what they do to handle slaves, did you know that? A tactic to scare a slave back to its master was to drop the slave into the unfamiliar real world of freedom with no preparation at all, and the abuse and lack of support would hopefully scare the slave back into the massa's care. If you are African American you should know this.

This is another thing. Many African Americans no longer care about slavery of human beings, only of themselves just like the Jews act as if they were the only people ever genocided when our own Native population died on the very land we now live on, and genocide continues throughout the world. Many African Americans are now only concerned with getting revenge or gaining power in America. Those are not people you can depend on if you are downtrodden and from what I have seen, they arent. In Boston and Cambridge its gotten really bad, as those places were always about racial revenge. Certain areas are ok like Manhattan for some reason, perhaps becuz I look Italian and there is a racial identity there that is defined. Down south however, if you roam into the wrong city, one can plainly see how nasty it is, how bent on revenge blacks are just like in Boston. So Cal was also this way, with more arrogance and expecting to get white women easily as opposed to focusing on being vengeful and nasty. St Louis is another city like this.

Poor whites especially now houseless poor whites, are forced into seeking services in racist areas that are mostly African American. In places like the south west, with large Mexican and Native populations, if services were run by those ethnic groups, the hatred wouldnt be so bad, but of course, they are run by strict Christians and all faith based, so again, poor whites and everyone poor is controlled.

We need a system of total zero tolerance concerning racism that assist the lower classes and the homeless and that includes ensuring no harassment by religious groups. If they want to contribute fine. In the south west and So Cal they do things like lock you in to listen to religious content in order to get fed or have you sleep on floors of horrid places until you join thier cult like Christian program (ABQ, New Mexico).

Many African Americans seem to not understand that much of the way the poor are handled and the manipulation to ensure racial infighting are all tactics of the upper class establishment to ensure their dominance.

Since African Americans have taken the bait, of power and privilege in the white man's world and the Jewish world, then they can no longer be trusted as allies. End of story. And Feminists need to wake up to the fact that in the 70's they assisted African American males to establish themselves to now only be repaid with 'bitch' and 'ho' and constant cruising behaviors from very arrogant young black males. WOMEN ARE OFTEN USED AND EXPLOITED FOR THIER INSTINCT TO HELP PEOPLE AND FEMINISM WAS ONE OF THOSE SITUATIONS.

In Europe, Muslims play the role of destroyers of culture now and its very very bad. I find it rather odd that any whites or anyone for that matter who dont have the resources to survive these assaults are going to be assimilated into some other culture or destroyed. Who does it sound like to YOU set up these situations?

I now understand why I was targeted so heavily before I could become an activist: becuz they knew that I was very independent minded concerning my specific identity and with a strong sense of Self. The truly independent white female, who does not hate or vilify males, and understands her power intuitively is a hunted animal and a threat to the system here in the USA.

Women are always trying to get me to whine about men and thier sexuality even. I am hated becuz I understand that males have no more or less power than I do as we both possess sexuality that has its power. This is also why Feminists MUST hate on sex workers. A sex worker who grows up and joins humanity is THE NUMBER ON THREAT TO THIS COUNTRIES CORRUPTION.
There is no way in hell we are going to give in to the manipulative trick of getting women to become male bashers. When a man says to me "well maybe you hate men" my reply was always "I wouldnt give you that much power".

Sex workers understand the dynamics of politics and power and frankly, they have experienced rich powerful men outside thier suits and realize: they are all pink on the inside (of their suits). This is EXTREMELY DANGEROUS to the patriarchy and the the illusions of power in this country that keep women strictly defined, controlled and exploited. There has to exist clowns like Annie Sprinkle, because anyone doing serious reform or exposure is threatening.

In America, all a woman has to do to gain respect is to have a baby. Any evil ass bitch can give birth- its a purely mechanical process. Not only is motherhood used to keep women from activism and from being warriors that protect the tribe in a primitive sense, it is also used to supply American women with a sense of empowerment, therefore they hate on renegade women that are either childless or involved in adult entertainment. Motherhood is very overrated in this country and that is also manipulative. It recruits women into men's agendas to support the patriarchy that exploits various peoples in its operation. Also, mothers will go along with a corrupt system in the immediate interest of thier children even if that means it is to the detriment of thier great grand children.

Women in America are very powerless compared to other cultures. The Super Woman or Super Mom is just June Cleaver with a job. I cant relate to either Liberals nor Conservatives. To me, Conservatives seem restrictive, and they just hide most of their engaging in the very things they claim to be against, and Liberals are outright sneaky and manipulative. Liberals brainwash and Conservatives intimidate. That is how the New America is perceived by a poor white women who is houseless. The best they can do is target me until I discredit myself or label me insane so no one has to listen to me make sense, which is very inconvenient to many parties obviously.

And Poor White Women will continue to remain ignorant, uneducated, overweight, drug taking, drunk dullards that are up for grabs by various groups that wish to exploit them.

It is totally no surprise to me that after I have lived only to serve the interests of the rich white man in adult entertainment, always being exploited, that the system wishes only to push me into the arms of a black man- for handling, control and as part of thier New Deal with African America.

Poor White Women need to wake up and say no to these exploitations by people in power. Black women would have been hip by now but sadly even they often dont see they are being exploited.


Men and thier female partners in crimes, are still treating women as property and barter in trade. My situation is a perfect example, though an extreme one. Thus it should illustrate the problem alot clearer.

Women in general need to get thier shit together and stop splintering and hating when it comes to women's issues. Not married women, gay women, straight women, Jewish women or black women or moms- JUST WOMEN.

And Poor Whites need a total de programming from years of brainwash going back to the 80's I can see plainly now. We dont need arrogant photographers beautifying thus underscoring the importance of our poverty- we need real representation of what is going on with poor and underprivileged people, and stop allowing society to delegate all poverty as 'urban' or black ghetto. This is racism in itself from the System and they benefit from the results.

I have acted out in anger for a long time now, trying to cope with my personal situation and i am sure that those hours of footage of me will be used to stop what I am trying to do, which means that instead of freaking out in frustration, I need to act to represent what my beliefs are instead.

I understand that my situation is severe and that I am kept dirt poor, and that some will not be willing to believe that such a system of politically motivated oppression and black listing exists in the USA but it does. Being poor, white and female I guess I am not supposed to be subject to oppression- which is interesting becuz if I was of another race or religious backround perhaps my being a targeted female whistleblower would be more believable in the USA. Hmph.

Also what is the deal with absolutely NO information on being poor, of European origin and wanting to return to Europe for perhaps a better life with American being so screwed up since Reagan and surely since Bush? I get the feeling they want you to have some education and money to move there. There isnt even anything easily found concerning going over there and backpacking and squatting except if yer young or if yer one of those middle class and upwards kids who can afford a plane ride or hotel in a pinch, when in my situation, its roughing it all the way.

Why cant Europeans go home again? The only place left here I feel remotely comfortable in is Native American country or Mexican areas- again NATIVE AMERICANS. Every other place just seems...fake now. Even NYC, where I am much more comfortable due to them knowing how to mind thier own business and there being a defined Italian identity there, seems contrived, like every other city.

The great energy in many of these places has been destroyed by anti terror, gentrification and corporate culture takeover. 'America' really no longer exists, except strangley in places LIKE Tennesee, Nevada, New Mexico, AZ and parts of the northwest. I am tired of traveling and seeing corporate farm towns, ghettos and gentrified YUPpie living spaces. Literally that is ALL that is out there, unless you can get to specific places and being poor that is hard. I have had the benefit of truck rides and hitchhiking friends that provided protection to venture into rural places.
Poor whites should not have to flee cities or suffer in rural areas. In a country this big with this many resources, it shouldnt even exist, which is why no one really wants to deal with it and instead keeps focusing on Africa, with thier corrupt leaders who ask for aid then cooperate with guerilla groups or military that steals the aid on its way in, or allows Christians to prevent birth control while feeding starving people, making more starving people.

People have stopped thinking critically due to intimidation from various groups and that is the problem. Subtle intimidation and the overt indimidation during Bush is still burned into our memories making us easily manipulated. Until we deal with what happened during Bush, American can never be free. It will be permanently enslaved by special interest groups who exploit it constantly- corporations, religions, races, and the every present danger of the now out of control military industrial complex.

Most Americans dont seem to care. So if we are to exploited and ignored then we have to care about ourselves because society no longer cares for us. And other people populating our class can no longer be trusted as allies. That is what is happening right now in America.

And the lack of information available as in the phrases put into search engines tells me that people are not thinking about these things. They are even conceptualized in this culture for the most part, so they must be brought into existence in American perception. Enough of letting the enemies shame and intimidate us, exploit and manipulate us.