“There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you.” --Maya Angelou

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Whats In Those Little Blue Heads Of Theirs?

When I see cops around certain cities it brings back memories of gang stalking. And of the whole situation.

Even with sunglasses on you can see some of them still have that dumb look on their faces. Many now turn away either out of feeling bad or not wanting to escalate any longer.

The ones with that smug crap going on. It always runs through my mind,'what are they thinking?'
Are they simply fascist loving Bush supporters who think in general terms of believi.g I represent the Liberal side or rep some problem with society, thiink isn't it great I am homeless and had my life destroyed etc?

Or is it concerning some generalized tribal 'us against them' based on more local factions, like they don't like my mother or father's family? Or they associated me with the likes of my old associates?

Is it more personal such as me individually pittted against the community which they represent? Or is it something else more personal about me individually? Are they just out right perps and if so is it based on the cover stories or do they know they were involved in a black operation and psychological warefare on a Targeted Survivor of mind control programming..conne ted to my mother's status as a radiation experimentee and MK Ultra?

What's their deal? I just can't figure it out. Are they that uninformed about the true circumstances of this situation or are they fully aware of the torture, human and civil rights violations and just don't give a damn in the name of money and power.

Especially Cambridge who tend to seem more smug wheras Boston were always much more arrogant and abusive...like D-14 for instance.