-Wish people wud stop mentioning my old associate all the time on the street, in shelters etc. I was targeted long be 4 her name was part of my vocabulary.
-The public act as if i was born of her. As if she owns me. Like I'm her invention. Defined only by her
-She & others like jake however r the perfect cover story. I c it now in its simplicity yet totally effective. My mother jake julie. By defining me strictly
-Thru a dominant parent then a friend and finally a lover-jake the last important person in my life 2 things r accomplished
-As write this being targeted heavily behavior modification. 8:44:00 PM
-Sexual stimulation being used which hasnt been 4 a while. Humiliation until will broken and accept what system is telling me
-Had splitting headache all day. 8:50:00 PM
-That i am not the most important person in the world. And I needed all of this 2 make me normal . That i used my imagination 2 much
-Also using certain memories that support this. It can b done now easily. The running of selected memories like one wud pik files out of collection on compute
-And only play selected ones
-Also getting some ideations about this coming out of New york.
-Intuition last nite told me to get away from here as N.Y and bostn r very nasty with the targeting w tech.
-Vision of the character in the last hannibal movie the 1 in wheelchair. That is supposed 2 b caricature of who is behind doing this 2 me. Had another vision
-After that but fogot it already
-Got strong ideation that its some1 in N.Y behind this
-Another stupid .C.S.I nick buried underground in plexiglass box. Y havent they used sonar or ultrasound on the floor of the suspect location yet?
Posted by Rachael O. at 10:34:00 PM
-Im hip now 2 the purpose of those shows. To desensitize the masses 2 torture while giving a portion a taste 4 it.
-The facial expressions of the characters supposed 2 b his friends was not sympathetic. It was coldly observing. In 1 scene (he was telling his friend what to do while freaking out under the glass trying to breathe. It was very..superficial. Not reaction of someone who was his friend and he was dying. It was instructive and very cold, also a sort of derangement to his expression. Not normal reaction for someone who is watching friend and fellow CSI guy dying.)
