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Thursday, February 3, 2011

Post By Text Thursday, February 3, 2011

Having allergic reaction 2 smething. I thot it was in room i was in. Then thot it was friend's leave hair product. Realizd it's either smething in my things or
-It is something in kitchen area . When doors opened 2 kitchen reaction started again. Its hard 2 sleep bcuz the main symptom this particular time is first
-Stages of throat closing up. Which is being prevented w benadryl.
-It suks not knowing exactly what the source is.
-Went downstairs 2 switch beds thot it was my friend. I got the impression sme1 thinks i do this 4 attention. I am talented and smart i can think of many other
-Fun or interesting ways 2 get attention. Its a joke. I am very natural with geting attentn i dnt have 2 try. My mother & grandmthr r middle chilren and
-That seems 2 b who pulls that game. I only child. I am sik of attention all my life & want privacy actualy
-The influence from tech ended @ 12:20 am approx. Its been horrible realy. Lately been totaly docile unable 2 think and remdmber
-Was going 2 go 2 E.R usually wudn't. Brushd teeth shower its managable. Most likely is combo of stressors,triggers. Clove of garlic earlier didnt wash hands
-Enuf oil got on my skin & my things. Plus whatever is coming from kitchen. But i always eat garlic last mnth or so.
-Dnt think i have ever not washed hands rite away. Havent eaten any in approx a week. Cant figure this 1 out 4 sure. Hate that.
Posted by Rachael O. at 1:45:00 AM
-With reaction that beyond mild shud know cause.
-Everytime i have gone in2 tufts med center or N.E.M.C over the past many years i have gotten specific ideation that the tv show House is based on me or
-The main character was. ONLY in that building does this occur. Hmmm
-Wether its true or not doesnt matter..Its the common experience that
-Common experience that sme1 using the gs systen attempts 2 steal INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY from the targeted person. Be that ideas or real life experience or
-Personal character.
-Also the show Mad Money but that may b coinidence
-Its bak. I had hours of no reaction and it just came on again.
-Strange. Lady sprayed perfume that stunk and its lessened the reaction