Hi Hostel Boston MA USA:
-I was so tired. I hadnt rested in weeks. If yer oldr and homeless u shud rest once a week if u can
-My liver really hurting lately. Ankles fill up w fluid. Then i know i shud have rested 9:12:00 AM
-I stayed awake all nite fri. I needed that peace and quiet away from the harassment during the day 9:15:00 AM
- I stayed awake all nite fri. I needed that peace and quiet away from the harassment during the day 9:15:00 AM
-1 am to 5 am is so delicious. So peaceful. So nor...
1 am to 5 am is so delicious. So peaceful. So normal compared to 6am- 12 midnight. Its what life was like b4 1995. Or in 2002 was peaceful 4 me. 9:20:00 AM
- Maybe the main perps have christians on my ass now. Last nite i was compelled 2 orgasm repeatedly & content was not things i wantd 2 see. That content 9:25:00 AM
-Was coneccted 2 satanism & certain satnc factions. Then it was degrading me as being whore then i had 2 orgasm while mindlessly repeating i wanted 2 conform 9:28:00 AM
-Then of course i cried 4 a second bcause i didnt want that 2 happen of course. Then i stoped ded bcuz i just dnt cry anymore. 9:32:00 AM
-Earlier saturday i was shown a quick vision of some old 70's porn that i was shown by sme1 as a teenager & told i had 2 make up 4 all of my sins b4 god. 9:35:00 AM
-Which of course i promptly disregarded as typical remote influence bullshit & very coercive and manipulative 9:38:00 AM
-Also after i said alloud that i wantd 2 conform & then cried a bit its as if sme of the torture stopped due 2 my showing i was actualy being tortured 9:41:00 AM
-And i was convinced some1 was watching. I always have the feeling some1 is watching in bathrooms 9:44:00 AM
-This is either due 2 perps leting me know my bathroom was bugged when i was @ 335 washington & recent interfacing in most showers i take so it seems like watchd 9:48:00 AM
-Or this due 2 simply tech being used 2 make me think being watched in all bathrooms. I believe its mostly tech used 2 induce bcuz no happen on sundays here 9:51:00 AM
-In MA in exact same showers and building. Wel now we know y homeles drop in no open sundays in this area. Smart TIs wud sense difference 9:54:00 AM
-All day drop ins 4 hmeless women r targeted w remote influence. But all have differinh content 9:56:00 AM
-Now being hit w something as my body has begun 2 jerk and when that occurs i feel 'hit' 10:16:00 AM
-Its goten worse over years. Whether the change is my health or that there is more tech capacity i dnt know. They used 2 use perps in the rooms and hallways 11:20:00 AM
-Its goten worse over years. Whether the change is my health or that there is more tech capacity i dnt know. They used 2 use perps in the rooms and hallways 11:20:00 AM
-And outside 2 do noise campaigns. Now its all tech 11:21:00 AM
Getting ready to leave in bathroom:
-I think the kids dnt know any better they been raised hovering parents and afraid of everything. I c now they were traind by 12:14:00 PM
-Basicaly being raised gangstalked as part of childrearig. 1 perp in group of course said i was old fashoined bcuz i wudnt go along or screw over 12:18:00 PM
-Someone else
Sitting in fast food restaurant. Had these experiences while in shoppes on Mass Ave across from Berkelee College:
-More forced decompartmentalization and integration. This is partially being done as part of a forced deprogramming program. 12:57:00 PM
-Was given self perception as old groupie. That i am aging face is falling. Sickly. Dont i think i shud give in be4 its 2 late 2 make smething out of my life? 1:00:00 PM
-Then i was shown memories that i keep seperate so i can have normal life while not doing activrsm. Told i shud integrate. The compartments were being broken 1:05:00 PM
-Thru against my will by the system. Was also told i use imagination 2 much 2 survive. 1:06:00 PM
-That i must fully give up using imagination in daily life & fully integrate in2 society 1:08:00 PM
-The rapes earlier helped push this thru as well as there was some mild sexual stimulation that has now ceased. This very typical bostn.Berklee college area. 1:10:00 PM
