-5am blissful of course. No intrusions, no exhaustion,no forgetfulness. Life b4 2003.
-An intact sense of self.The dimensions of space & time i exist in behave normally. No 'remote viewing'. Just existing peacefuly in this body in this space
5:10:00 AM
-All this just 2 ensure i am humbled falsley 2 ensure i never expect much out of life. And 2 protect some rich connected madam, my family, my ex and the .H.U.D
5:19:00 AM
-slumlords who ensured the mold element replacing LSD in the MK Ultra formula saturated my body
5:22:00 AM
-@ this point its like being a cadaver thats reanimated every day @ 6 am. Controlled like a puppet told what 2 think say & do or prevented from thinking.
5:33:00 AM
-Thats the kind of necro bullshit that fits in well with the Satanic Age agenda. Im not nuts im @ the natural conclusion according 2 circumstances.
5:36:00 AM
-And no i did not mean that black bitch from jamaica plain. I meant the rich connected female of W.A.S.P backround.
5:39:00 AM
-That bitch vanessa who works @ woods mullen kissing trannies asses 'oh goodbye sweetie have a good day. Then i walk by 2 leave & i just had 2 take see the look
7:17:00 AM
-I was getting. Pure disgust & disapproval. With the street people that run through there i cant believe i of all people get that look. I didnt start off in this
7:20:00 AM
-Racist but this is 1 of the reasons i am now @ least just in self defense when needed. She typifies a large part of the blak community who r either 2 ignorant
7:23:00 AM
-2 know anything but the cover story or smear or they insist on using popular opinion, which they know is wrong, 2 cover 4 the target being harrassed.
7:26:00 AM
-If i told her about programming or human experimentation she wudnt believe it even if u showed her the evidence. As i looked bak she got scared of course as i
7:30:00 AM
-Passed completely. I walked out telling her 'welcome 2 gang stalking. Yer the 1 whos going 2 have 2 live w it 4 life'. Some blak idiot walkd by me dragging his
7:33:00 AM
-Saying 'ah the photographer'. This is y blaks r the most infuriating perps. They have 2 rub it in constantly. Its like bragging. Another motive 4 self
7:37:00 AM
-defense or protection. They basically rape u with the way they handle the situation. Which i am learning more & more is their nature. B4 this i felt we were
7:40:00 AM
-On equal footing but now i the seperatists point more and more. These r not the blaks of the 70's. Its war now. The blacks in boston have always been
7:56:00 AM
-Been nothing but trouble anyway. New york they seem a bit more respectful. Pretty much san fransisco and parts of the south r the only places that i have fond
7:59:00 AM
-Truly decent friendly african americans. Thats on the street level mind u. It may b diferent in other classes i wudnt know. 2 think i have fot the elements,
8:04:00 AM
-Temptation, attempted abduction, assault even murder. Lived thru years of daily agony so great that suicide was the only way out & finishing my book kept me
8:07:00 AM
-Alive singularly. And my original plan in brighton was 2 use my life experience 2 become a councillor 2 help other women & i am the persn who gets dirty looks.
8:11:00 AM
-Why was i not supported trying 2 change my life when living in brighton? Everything i askd 4 help on i was denied or stonewalled. They wud have had alot less 2
8:14:00 AM
-Less 2 use against me if the people arond me had listened 2 me or done their jobs propely. Y is it only i knew how nasty this system was? What they were
8:17:00 AM
-What they were capable of? Becuz i know from ritual abuse in infancy. & from how violent my family was in the 70's. That & being protected by forces unknown
8:26:00 AM
-Is the only reason i am still walking around and fairly sane. The people @ ghetto level here in the shelter scene have the minds of 12-15 year olds.
8:29:00 AM
-Thats unfortunately a norm 4 much of the u.S.A. Disneyworld every yearly vacation 4 life. And 2 keep me down on this level they know is going 2 destroy me or 8:32:00 AM
-Make me extremely bitter & hateful over time. I have been learning from other targets who have their circumstances on paper that the feds like the f.B.I
8:35:00 AM
-R helping 2 create terrorists by having gs like campaigns against individuals 2 turn them in2 informants.When that doesnt work they try 2 get them 2 act out.
8:41:00 AM
-Which wud explain the fbi michigan years ago trying 2 play games w me when i called. So you've never heard of gang stalking b4 but you also neglect 2 give me
8:46:00 AM
-A subpeaona while every1 is trying 2 get me 2 believe i am a person of interest in a federal investigation.
8:48:00 AM
-They push people in2 racism hatred & acting out then they say 'see we were right about this person.' nobody in the u.S.A wil stand up 2 them nowadays.
8:51:00 AM
-That idiot in freemont made the biggest mistake of his life by being an arrogant prik & asking 'what r u doing in freemont rache? Running from the F.B.I?'
8:53:00 AM
-Thanx u idiot. Now i have the players. Or its like schlund's case where its the D.E.A or other factions impersonating the F.B.I. No wonder they want me 2
8:56:00 AM
-Move on & 4get. They have this attitude that its over and i have no chance of fighting it anyway. Going from being gaslighted in2 blabing 2 feds
9:01:00 AM
-Without a subeona to being abducted in a greyhound bus & gassed then messed with is quite a change in events. Does being mobbed @ a greyhound station in
9:06:00 AM
-Memphis tn while being overtly spied on then on bus a 16 yr old tells a 15 yr old 'shes just a target' is that also running from the FBI? 9:09am
-If this is about destroying a victim witness whistle blower while validating some agency's budget that makes alot more sense than the
-American sheeple hating my guts 4 any valid reasons. Not in such a war i shud care what sheeple think. Unless they start really thinking & face the 9:15
-Corruption and oppression head on. They r as traumatized as I am but I admit the reality of whats going on. They believe whatever they r told or go along
-Out of greed. The attempts @ manipulation never stop. They know continued deception is the only way 2 get the target settled. Does any1 honestly think
-That I cud just move on w memories like that? In order 2 avoid liability as well as exposure they now must keep the pressure on. Either i 4get and move on or
-i am forced 2 continue live under the idea that i am crazy or mentally ill. Its thier only way out of this & my being powerless against such a large
-Power structure is thier perceived guarantee 2 win ultimately. It is all perception management without that they have nothing.
-On the rise. Helping homeless women and minimally assisting targeted homeless women. Same boring converstations. Mostly staff talking about thier normal lives
-as if we werent even there. We get 2 hear about thier nights out 2 dinner. Or the latest hip places or spas or whatever else. Glad its there and open especially 10:32 am
-On hard winter days. But in this advanced of a society with this much education, we can do much better. Manage what we have better. Use resources in more clever ways. 10:35 am
-One thing that is the start of the trouble is always putting every demographic of the homeless in2 one place. In an ideal setting 4 my demographic
-If yer not high functioning or cant behave you cant keep coming there. Any1 disruptive or negative w out merit doesnt stay. Also, make more consequences 4 10:44 am
-people's actions. Hosting not babysitting. No religious content from the place. Be doing something other than sitting around like an a-hole waiting 4 housing. 10:50 am
-In fact housing wont even b a service offered @ all. Guests will pay in2 the system on top of grants or other funding. Travelers always welcome. 10:54 am
-Long term guests clean or do other things 2 assist in upkeep. Staff r trained but may or may not also b houseless. Administration dnt get disgusting salaries 10:57 am
-Like pine street inn. Negative people can be valuable if they r doing something. Dont worry about the drunks & the severely mentally ill. They already have places 11:00 am
-Go. And frankly we wud like 2 get the hell away from them theyre keepin us down. We r daily squished between agents of the oppressor and the lowest elements of 11:03 am
-Society. There needs 2 b a place where inovative clever houseless people especialy those that travel as part of thier coping, can go 2 b productive. 11:13 am
-Many americans dnt know what hostels r & when they do they think its an option 4 homeless americans. The days of hostels being 17 or 20 (dollars) r over. In cities w all 11:16am
-Access a productive person may need r about 40 a nite. Hi 2 med functioning houseless people that panhandle or get checks or support from home cant afford that. 11:22 am
-10 to 20 plus some chores is it really. Hostels r also usually moldy buildings that rnt up 2 code 4 housing, full of international yung kids & staffed by pot 11:27 am
-Dealing rings or staffed-owned by old perverts. That is not an appropriate or welcoming setting 4 my demographic.11:30 am
(I had to manually put in the rest of these that got left out from my phone due to posting so frequently the blog thought it was spam.)
