No matter what happens now I will feel much better finally understanding this even moreso at this point.
Firstly, a blog for your amusement: http://www.barrysoetoro.me/
The vids on the sidebar are interesting but the one containing the pastor from Harlem is especially recommended.
I dont know how enlightening it is considering I do not have time to do heavy research on a subject that indeed, would take investigation that was very serious into the matter. From the amount of people who have been silenced or died it seems like serious investigation might take more grit and money than anyone would want to put forward.
We all know that arguments dont make much sense in the face of whoever wants things the way they are right now being so determined in getting their way. So the timeline stays as it is. Even the truth will not change that.
However, in following vid that focuses on Hitler as example, the the French philosopher claimed it took some "superhuman strength of Will" to resist being sucked up into the fury of Hitler's speech (mass hypnosis) is good example for those of you left sticking by the original time line or the 'truth' if you will. That is the kind of effort it takes to fight brainwashing and that is what surviving TI's have done for years, sometimes for days at a time. This is why TI's are very bitter and angry in thier expression. Its very hard to fight with that much force and the world around you stays at the same levels of energy intensity.
(ok the vid subject matter is a bit ridiculous but the Hitler speech and example of mass hypnosis is useful.)
http://www.npr.org/templates/story/story.php?storyId=92021515
These battles are strange ones. They are isolated from everything else around them. Even covert warfare on one TI in public spaces would only be noticed by a trained eye. But this is example of the POWER of individual Will..and I guess one could add to that, whatever strength of force it is that keeps us going to stand by the truth, like a pillar that will not fall or crack, opposed to being reduced by deceptions.And the sheer forces of the recent kinds of brainwashing- both public en mass and privately on individuals. What that Frenchman describes is what we go through often in order to stand by the truth- about what we know and about what really happened instead of taking on official lies to seek comfort.
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Saturday, January 8, 2011
Obama Deceptions
I always disliked Obama but that was for personal reasons and for having my life drained and ruined as a new era took off from the Bush years- a period of time I am still living in emotionally and mentally due to what was done to me during Bush and continued into Obama. There was something else though, something in the big picture. Something not personal, not related to my race sensitivities from Boston and its history, nor my distaste for Obama as firstly a sexist and secondly as the male who I perceive as being chosen, once again, over a female leader (Hillary, even Palin).
I imagine how I would have reacted to this era had my life remained untouched by the horrors of the Bush era, of torture and betrayal. I may have been one of the people enraptured in joy for his election.
One has to understand how brainwashing works. 'The People' were so beaten down by Bush that they see this new era and the man repping it as something enlightening- something that takes us out of the darkness into light. Which is the perfect way to solidify any deception that occured during the Bush era (in the 'darkness' of that era) and take it forward into history without change or consequence.
So we see in this way 'change' is actually being used to actually carry through an agenda withOUT change- that it was used to keep something going that started during Bush (overtly anyway) and take it into history. The longer we go without calling forth what happened during Bush, the more it becomes like a cold case in criminal justice...which I believe is the whole purpose of bringing in the messiah character. Its also solidified the public as regressed children. It was very grown up to disagree with Bush and the fascism being used to beat down protesters etc. However, people became so terrorized and beat down that when Obama came in instead of continuing to insist on fighting, due to the fact THE WAR WITH ABUSIVE AUTHORITY WAS NOT OVER (AND STILL IS NOT), the public acted like rape victims left for dead on the floor by an overlord and now here comes rescue. Fighting for what is yours or what is right is not about being rescued, though we all hope for it often times during warlike conditions. Its about refusing to compromise with someone who stole something that is yours and you still insist on the idea that its yours or you at least want recognition that it was indeed stolen and want restitution. I dont think the American people were as robbed as individuals as TI's were during Bush. For those of us that lived the horrors first hand, we are akin to permanently maimed soldiers with no evidence or recognition of ever having served in battle. We now know fully what Vietnam vets went through coming home to being called baby killer, after having to most likely see such sights in real life as well as experience Asian guerrilla warfare first hand without proper training. (I firmly believe just like TI's, those vets had to be discredited due to they being victim witnesses to human atrocities, war crimes and a general abuse of the military for an agenda).
For those of use who saw that what was done, was pulled off through smoke, mirrors and intimidation as well as covert activities- the past is the ONLY thing that is indeed real. Its unresolved and will remain that way until the truth comes out, which of course 'official' history will reject and fight until it wins as it usually does.
Hearing so much more through the years that raises doubt about Obama, his legitimacy and the things about him that don't add up.
It makes sense now why covert activity was so involved in those years passing. Its simple- it was part of getting that particular agenda put into action, made into reality.
If one looks at it from a certain perspective, it was very ritualistic. Blowing up the towers is like getting rid of two pillars- or a gate. Opening the gates if you will. Then scarring the nation with terror, intimidation and abuse. Then bringing in a sort of forced healing which is what Obama is his name being Muslim, kind of like wanting to put a Mosque at Ground Zero. People dont want true healing, they want to move on and forget, get on with making money and going to Disneyworld becuz that is what Americans do and seem to enjoy doing. Americans are really nothing more than Europeans existing on someone else's land- I hate to say this but its true. This is NOT our ancestral home for thousands of years. Its been someone else's and they live outside of our made up reality on reservations due to America's genocide of them. So Americans must deal with reality very delicately.
True healing would consist of digging up all that went on during that era, like a wound that needs to be scrubbed clean with a Brillo pad. That is painful and no one wants that- except TI's probably due to our the poison in our unhealed wounds is killing us daily. The nation at large was spared such direct knowledge of details- they can afford to move on without true healing.
I have observed this before first hand by observing my maternal family as dysfunctional. I never suffered such brutality but observing those who did one thing is quit clear: victims of rape and exploitation by authority have to forever be intimidated and handled to keep them silent. This is done by constantly re-traumatizing them into submission and then making it better. Trauma bonds families of this type like no other glue every could. Those bonds stay if the truth is never faced.
And what does a country need most that is hated by the rest of the world by now as well as nervous about its position as a world empire in the face of globalization as well as subconsciously knowing that it was ill gotten to begin with? It needs to be bonded at any cost, which is why Americans stand by every single act by its govt that it knows is wrong- those who do know stand by as part of protecting the country and those who dont know are truly naive about what is going on.
Obamas whole purpose is supposed to be the magical healing process. The sun coming out of a dark cloudy sky. Maybe that works for those of you who have actually gone to Disneyworld and enjoy it or who dont know or want to know what reality is about opposed to bullsh*t happy endings, but for those of us who are not resolved with what happened he is nothing more than another deception, another lie, more insults.
So many people go with cover stories of TI's campaigns becuz they are actually so undereducated about what is really going on in this world. Its great that during Obama the torture lessened. But some of us feel it would have been best to die during that era instead of be alive now becuz this is NOT really living. This is existing in a living HELL. What was set off by Bush will not cease to exist until it is put up to the TRUE light and exposed. Then the f*cking thing will die.
Until then, your light of lights is nothing more than a light bulb compared to a true sun's rays.
There is a slight but significant difference between light used to deceive and light used to regenerate- TRULY so. Light used to cover or light used to expose.
I do hope alot of people got healing from Obama coming in step behind Bush. For many of us however its going to take mapping out just what went on during Bush to benefit from any stepping forth in time.
I feel I understand now fully that the activity that occurred was not just to get Bush pushed through but to ensure that Obama got in as well. All the covert warfare, all the deceptions, all the involvement of gangs like the Bloods that seemed so strange..all was culminated by one knowing black woman in Pine St after Obama got elected. She turned to another black woman and said "We finally did it".
Gang stalking is about either robbing someone of something that the system needs to give to one of thier people so they can fulfill thier agenda either getting rid of someone inconvenient or all the way up to actually taking spiritual essence away from someone and it being possessed by another who is much more key to thier agenda. Metaphysical activity does exist and why shouldn't it? Much of the rest of the agenda is obviously fulfilled by symbolism and ritual. I think that these factions feel that without ritual they dont have a structure.
But lets stick to what we can prove I suppose.
Here are some Obama pics. Ill rearrange them later...if I can remember.
I noticed that in the Shepard Fairey prints Obama is purposefully made red, white and blue. If you think like an artist not like a patriotic American you will see a few things. Firstly that it takes away from him being any particular race or 'color'.
Also, there is a split or duality to the painting. On the left side Obama is literally 'white' colored. On his right side he is red or warm colored which may be construed as 'colored'. This may register as trying to appeal to all races without offending anyone, which is its whole problem actually.
But a closer look reveals that the white color actually looks like a human skull, as in an x-ray. This is what I kept noticing during the campaign.
Also red is very much an important color for this man and his supporters who ensure that red figures prominently in clothing if not outright red and black combinations, which by now the first family are not shy about displaying. I often wondered if this has any tie to China paying off factions in Africa and beginning to depopulate whites there and repopulate with Chinese which is still red communist China.
Shepard Fairey is the artist who you know by now I cannot stand and there are personal reasons for that and artistic ones. He peaked with 'Andre the giant has a posse' stickers on gas station pumps, becuz at least then he was being honest and it was genuinely brilliant and funny. What one notices now looking back at those RISD years in RI was that it got noticed as much as it did. And that is what he does now-use his ability to get noticed as now as an ad man. For him to pawn himself off as being ironic about commercialism and whatever else he is trying to infer and sell with Obey, and then to back up a campaign part of something this sinister is as usual typical for an artist to do. Artists are in ultimate charge of deception and they cannot be trusted.An artist is one of natures most dangerous predators which is why the system beats down anyone who wont work for agendas so damn hard.
If artists truly revealed reality, they would have to reveal themselves, which is the ultimate death of the artist, which is why they force people like me into no privacy, no secrecy, no sensuality and into confessions in self defense. It destroys any hope of staying with one's artistic talent. It dies once you give up your secrecy about the deepest parts of yourself and face the truth or at least reveal yourself.
That is probably why I myself dont want to write this book. I know once I do I will have perhaps served humanity but I will have committed artist's suicide by showing my insides to the world. That is, of course, what this system wants. And people who are not artists think people like me need to be reformed or whatever cover story which of course is a total front for them destroying creative people. They did it to Hemingway and they will keep doing it to artists.
Surprisingly that is the greatest crime of humanity's history is its continuous destruction of...ongoing genocide of artists. And no one ever stops it due to they not being artists and seeing the person for what they really are. America is especially Helen Keller like when it comes to artistic talent.
Shepard Fairey is the artist who you know by now I cannot stand and there are personal reasons for that and artistic ones. He peaked with 'Andre the giant has a posse' stickers on gas station pumps, becuz at least then he was being honest and it was genuinely brilliant and funny. What one notices now looking back at those RISD years in RI was that it got noticed as much as it did. And that is what he does now-use his ability to get noticed as now as an ad man. For him to pawn himself off as being ironic about commercialism and whatever else he is trying to infer and sell with Obey, and then to back up a campaign part of something this sinister is as usual typical for an artist to do. Artists are in ultimate charge of deception and they cannot be trusted.An artist is one of natures most dangerous predators which is why the system beats down anyone who wont work for agendas so damn hard.
If artists truly revealed reality, they would have to reveal themselves, which is the ultimate death of the artist, which is why they force people like me into no privacy, no secrecy, no sensuality and into confessions in self defense. It destroys any hope of staying with one's artistic talent. It dies once you give up your secrecy about the deepest parts of yourself and face the truth or at least reveal yourself.
That is probably why I myself dont want to write this book. I know once I do I will have perhaps served humanity but I will have committed artist's suicide by showing my insides to the world. That is, of course, what this system wants. And people who are not artists think people like me need to be reformed or whatever cover story which of course is a total front for them destroying creative people. They did it to Hemingway and they will keep doing it to artists.
Surprisingly that is the greatest crime of humanity's history is its continuous destruction of...ongoing genocide of artists. And no one ever stops it due to they not being artists and seeing the person for what they really are. America is especially Helen Keller like when it comes to artistic talent.
Jake the ex that gained so much from this. He knew that I was being persecuted for outside reasons that were not really part of who I was inside. But of course like everyone else he did nothing but jump on the opportunity band wagon and run over me with it. (you may now lol upon reading how bad that analogy was, and I am going to leave it that way too.)
He told me outright, very nervously with a facial expression that also averted his eyes from me, that indicated he was whispering this too me, as if to not let the rest of the world in on what was really going on- he told me that the world doesnt always see it- great and crazy artistic talent thats brilliant. That they "dont always see it for what it is". Yet he and others know me better than complete strangers do, and they knew I was talented. But they chose to leave me in the dust to die instead of defend that.
THAT is what this whole era is about, THAT kind of deception. THAT kind of having to eat your own kind to survive. If this has all been so great in the interest of 'change' from Bush on down, and in the words of both Bush's AND Obama, in the interest of creating a New World Order, then why does everyone have to be so dishonest, to the point of murdering people and torturing people. While you bask in change, remember to connect all the really dark and horrible content that occurred and still occurs to this bright new day that is promised.
Luciferian systems, or the shades of light, darkness and every form in between that exist- know one thing. Without your own WILL its not enlightenment. Its a cult. And don't start looking up Crowley becuz no one outside of English rich people are going to understand that. Love under Will, whatever. Be it whole of the law..but he never tells you what law! And I never had time or patience to sift through and find out either. I'd rather take in Mather's words instead: that women have what men need to join lodges to gain...and be full of riddles and be full of sh*t as well it seems.
I suppose I don't mind evil if its openly displayed. I actually find myself quite tolerant probably due to it then not insulting my intelligence or wasting my time. This entire decade has done both and its intolerable. Darkness, truly dark..I can deal with. Deception, murder and human sacrifice parading as The Light is intolerable to me...I have to say I react very very badly to it. I suppose I am supposed to be grateful now that I know the secrets to how things work. That I can ace any situation now that I know how its done. That I cud use such tactics against my own future enemies and win.
True enough but Id really like to be just back in my apartment in my bathtub watching Comedy Central, with my looks, health and physique intact. And without the forever prying eyes of the public who I now have grown to totally despise for thier interference and total ignorance.
Here is a version of the same poster but colored differently. Would the result have been the same?
Here is an interesting painting of the same series. It is often sighted for its similarity to Hitler or Nixon campaign posters but more in depth is its Incredible Hulk like depiction. Once again he is white on one side and with calming light blue this time. On the left side is red, perhaps the beast within depiction. If you cover the white half it almost looks an inhuman or god like entity.
Lovely as these works may be they are somewhat childish. The public would have to be pretty regressed for this to work.
(see next post)
He told me outright, very nervously with a facial expression that also averted his eyes from me, that indicated he was whispering this too me, as if to not let the rest of the world in on what was really going on- he told me that the world doesnt always see it- great and crazy artistic talent thats brilliant. That they "dont always see it for what it is". Yet he and others know me better than complete strangers do, and they knew I was talented. But they chose to leave me in the dust to die instead of defend that.
THAT is what this whole era is about, THAT kind of deception. THAT kind of having to eat your own kind to survive. If this has all been so great in the interest of 'change' from Bush on down, and in the words of both Bush's AND Obama, in the interest of creating a New World Order, then why does everyone have to be so dishonest, to the point of murdering people and torturing people. While you bask in change, remember to connect all the really dark and horrible content that occurred and still occurs to this bright new day that is promised.
Luciferian systems, or the shades of light, darkness and every form in between that exist- know one thing. Without your own WILL its not enlightenment. Its a cult. And don't start looking up Crowley becuz no one outside of English rich people are going to understand that. Love under Will, whatever. Be it whole of the law..but he never tells you what law! And I never had time or patience to sift through and find out either. I'd rather take in Mather's words instead: that women have what men need to join lodges to gain...and be full of riddles and be full of sh*t as well it seems.
I suppose I don't mind evil if its openly displayed. I actually find myself quite tolerant probably due to it then not insulting my intelligence or wasting my time. This entire decade has done both and its intolerable. Darkness, truly dark..I can deal with. Deception, murder and human sacrifice parading as The Light is intolerable to me...I have to say I react very very badly to it. I suppose I am supposed to be grateful now that I know the secrets to how things work. That I can ace any situation now that I know how its done. That I cud use such tactics against my own future enemies and win.
True enough but Id really like to be just back in my apartment in my bathtub watching Comedy Central, with my looks, health and physique intact. And without the forever prying eyes of the public who I now have grown to totally despise for thier interference and total ignorance.
Here is a version of the same poster but colored differently. Would the result have been the same?
Here is an interesting painting of the same series. It is often sighted for its similarity to Hitler or Nixon campaign posters but more in depth is its Incredible Hulk like depiction. Once again he is white on one side and with calming light blue this time. On the left side is red, perhaps the beast within depiction. If you cover the white half it almost looks an inhuman or god like entity.
Lovely as these works may be they are somewhat childish. The public would have to be pretty regressed for this to work.
(see next post)