Grueling depression is helped by traveling, heavy exercised and keeping focused but it never goes away. Going inside for too long with crippling anxiety can become agoraphobia the fear of leaving your home.
Anxiety can be awful and panic attacks can feel like heart attacks.
I notice that on the buses there's the atypical anxiety around crowds and on public transportation -an awkward and uncomfortable place nowadays especially in summertime where the most unpleasant types are either visiting the city, going to a game from suburbs or aren't well off enough to leave for summer. Post Covid it's been miserable.
However I notice that being on the subway is much worse for inducing anxiety. Every single train ride and moreso certain lines than others. It's very odd..
I've often thought it very suspect that once people get clean and sober off of drugs and or alcohol they have 'panic attacks' where a person is then referred directly to psychiatry.
Problem is that as Ive traveled often for health reasons I notice that these attacks as well as anxiety is present much moreso in certain geographic locations than others.
It's also interesting that once a person gets free from one form. Of control over them, they experience 'symptoms' that put the person right into another system of control.
On certain lines here anxiety is crippling bordering on panic attacks that feel like heart damage is being done.
New stations, new trains... And most likely new forms of electromagnetic pollution.
As one particular station was being completed some years ago, nothin was working. No wifi and no electricfied lines or third rail. Going through the closed station was peaceful and the environment seemed normal as it did 30 years ago.
