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Monday, July 18, 2022
We Aren't Crazy-Simply Underrepresented and Surrounded By Idiots
Wednesday, July 13, 2022
Panic and Anxiety -Electromagnetic Pollution?
Grueling depression is helped by traveling, heavy exercised and keeping focused but it never goes away. Going inside for too long with crippling anxiety can become agoraphobia the fear of leaving your home.
Anxiety can be awful and panic attacks can feel like heart attacks.
I notice that on the buses there's the atypical anxiety around crowds and on public transportation -an awkward and uncomfortable place nowadays especially in summertime where the most unpleasant types are either visiting the city, going to a game from suburbs or aren't well off enough to leave for summer. Post Covid it's been miserable.
However I notice that being on the subway is much worse for inducing anxiety. Every single train ride and moreso certain lines than others. It's very odd..
I've often thought it very suspect that once people get clean and sober off of drugs and or alcohol they have 'panic attacks' where a person is then referred directly to psychiatry.
Problem is that as Ive traveled often for health reasons I notice that these attacks as well as anxiety is present much moreso in certain geographic locations than others.
It's also interesting that once a person gets free from one form. Of control over them, they experience 'symptoms' that put the person right into another system of control.
On certain lines here anxiety is crippling bordering on panic attacks that feel like heart damage is being done.
New stations, new trains... And most likely new forms of electromagnetic pollution.
As one particular station was being completed some years ago, nothin was working. No wifi and no electricfied lines or third rail. Going through the closed station was peaceful and the environment seemed normal as it did 30 years ago.
Tuesday, July 12, 2022
Combatting Critical Race Theory in Your Community
Combatting Critical Race Theory In Your Community
Sunday, July 10, 2022
Do TIs Really have Time For This Crap?
(please note this was written with speech to text and may require editing)
Especially those of us who decided to fight political oppression and thus became even more of a problem for the system.
Many theoretically targeted persons find themselves houseless and if we are fortunate (and smart) we can take it to the next level and live in subcultures such as the traveler community urban camping the shared economy even entrepreneurship and outsider art.
The Globalist society basically is about netizens not citizens (people who exist mostly online in the internet's manufactured reality). The future is one of an isolated consumer and add to that transhumanist designs.
People can do as they please you're supposed to be able to do that it's America as long as you're within the laws however we've developed a system that's very Chinese Communist and a bit Russian nowadays that we've implemented onto the internet and into social life which now is coming down into making federal laws that are ridiculous totally not constitutional government.
So people can't do whatever they want they have to do with this indoctrination system tells them to do that's not American just because you label something progressive doesn't mean it's progressive for everyone. Take Uber as an example it seems like a good idea however I just discovered through research that the reason that the transit systems in this country are falling apart isn't just age or the mafia taking all the money in the 70s especially in places like where I'm from in the Northeast it's because people would rather take Uber even across a college campus then walk or take part in the public transportation infrastructure. Uber only serves a certain small group of people as well and in that sense it's elitism just like this way of thinking nowadays the people are being indoctrinated into it's elitism.
And that's fine because I can always choose what trap mode of transportation I want as well as I can choose what to believe or how to live however when you start blocking other people from how they choose or if they disagree with you that's no longer constitutional government and of course no one's going to point this out and enforce it except in certain areas of this country because it benefits the corps photography and it makes us continue forward towards the globalist agenda.
All I have to see is increased anti-homelessness and totally disregarding and writing off homeless people based on making excuses for the system or how they got there with things like white privilege mental illness laziness or whatever it is that people don't want to deal with the realities out here nowadays or is in the old days it was a gray area I don't ask don't tell you had Northeast cities and other areas where there was old money and organized crime running everything and if anybody knows how the world works it's those two groups of people especially since the organized crime people were either Jewish or Catholic and those two people are going to take Kitty on people have a little bit more religiousness or sympathy based on how they're raised and also knowing what they're doing to the community through being criminals they have kind of a Robin Hood outlet on things where they decided to take some of their money and power and help people when they could either through tolerance or outright help especially because in the old days those people were raised in ghetto environments themselves. an old money of course has been around so long that they know the realities of fate as well as how the world really works and it's amazing to me that so many people that know about the gang stalking system they know about being a targeted individual this was common knowledge in the old days it's amazing to me that people try to make it out to be mental illness imaginary they try to make it look like the person's delusional they're actually trying to make it look as if these things don't exist well it's not going to be too hard to do when you don't have areas being run overtly by criminals and old money people because those people no damn well that this system exists because they've either been victims of it living in fear of being victims of it or they've seen it happen especially old money.
But now you have a group of people in this country called netizens and they're extremely ignorant they're really stupid and their arms with the internet and cell phones and they'll believe whatever you tell them as long as they can get on board be part of something I think we all know the problems you're dealing with mob rules and that's why we have law and order and constitutional government because of lynchings because of hangings because of mob Justice because of witch burnings, because of what the Inquisition did in the medieval days because of the Native that have happened just within the lifetimes of our grandparents and great-grandparents. It's because mobs of people who are not qualified or educated or even employed or designated to make decisions about law protocol procedure or the way is that a city stage should be run or even people's lives should be run in that city state should not be making decisions for everybody based on getting into a big mob getting all worked up and burning things to the ground and taking down flags and statues. Also mobs are usually not capable of doing that by themselves and again if you don't know history your damned you're going to repeat it what's interesting is a lot of this stuff is being done in colleges so I guess they're not teaching basic history 101 because I only have an 11th grade education back from the public schools in the 1980s in Rhode Island and Metro Boston.
Without computers with really shitty teachers or teachers that didn't really give a shit aging baby boomers basically I have a shitty education and I had to self-educate myself by hanging out at universities talking to professors talking to people hanging out with rich people in my twenties and reading a lot of books.
How is it that college kids are doing all this stuff because people are lying to them and directing their actions and when it comes to angry mobs of just any citizen that's all they are online that's all these movements are as angry mobs and that's not supposed to be able to dictate what becomes law and order so the agenda benefits the corporatocracy and it benefits the future that they want whatever forces are involved behind that probably bankers and construction companies and biotech whatever it is whatever it is they're all going to make decisions for us with weaponizing the public against each other basically it's the ultimate game of divide and conquer.
Because the public are not so bright that's why we have law and order and a constitution people like me right now are actually suffering more after the pandemic and all of the political people in the last two years because the people at the top are smart enough to engineer it that way they know how the public are going to react and think so what's progressive for you might not work for me it might be oppressive for me. And people like me already facing political oppression this vide.
Personally I think we live in a world where people have become spoiled they don't have to sing for their supper they don't have to work for their food outside and it's just easier to go along with this stuff and it's also entertaining and a bunch of nobodies that would never be part of something get to hop onto a bandwag that's the most dangerous kind of person that you have involved in this movement I have seen so many people come around to Liberal college areas in The last 5 years who would have been stuck somewhere in bum fuck Michigan spitting out babies and they come in and they have no business being allowed into a college area they don't have the brains they don't have the talent unfortunately that's the reality and they make a big noise and they start throwing their weight around because they can be part of some movement where all they have to do is say that they're binary and it's all drama and fuss constantly.
The problem is is they're not really doing anything they're not going to write the next Great American novel they're not going to do paintings that are going to be in a gallery someday or even outside or are they're not doing anything they're certainly not colorful characters they're just loud obnoxious leeches on a scene that's created just for that kind of person they're basically just taking stupid people and weaponizing them against the smart people who want true hope and change.
All they've done is created these little armies so they can hijack the hope of change that's really all they've done and they've also hijacked environmentalism. Everybody knows damn well that nuclear is not clean energy and everybody knows damn well that yes we need to make changes to the infrastructure when it comes to fossil fuel of course but the changes should have been done slowly and they should have been started 25 years ago when we Gen x is one of them started or even when my parents were young and the 60s and 70s but they wanted it it shouldn't have been done as a power grab during a pandemic and it's costing us what little money we have left because everything so expensive nowadays.
It's more than just left or right or voting for Trump or by and that's what they want you to think they want you to pick a side stick to it and become a crazy about it and a lot of the people that you see in these crowds a lot of these people that are in college a lot of these people that you see on the internet they're not real people in other words they're cointelpro type people.
Just the same as in gang stalking theory the theory which has been proven over time many times with simple activist stuff from the old days infiltrators saboteurs agitators it's all there their job is to get a crowd get them riled up their job is to spread disinformation this is what they do except now they have the internet.
And what's really disturbing is that no one's noticing that the more they put down conspiracy theory I conspiracy theorists and the more they push these easy fixes online activism feel good activism #easy push a button activism the more they push that and the less that people bring up real issues where agendas might be hidden the more suspect you should be of the easy answers.... And especially the mob rules.
When I say mob in this context I'm not talking about the mafia I know I'm from the Northeast and I'm older and so when I say the mob here we say the mafia for Italians and the mob guys maybe for Irish the Irish organized crime or Jewish even because they were all involved all three of those demographics mostly here in other parts of the country they have the Dixie Mafia they have a Cajun organized crime organization in Louisiana other parts of the country it's Russian now it's Chinese but in the Northeast it was those three demographics mostly but here I don't mean that organized crime I mean like an angry mob in the old days with pitchforks and torches hunting down Frankenstein like in the movies hunting down anybody as if they think committed a crime and they've decided that that's the person they're going to hunt down and they're going to hang them.
For accusing of being a witch or turn them into the Inquisition or the Nazis.
The rule of law and constitutional government is it supposed to pick and choose who's right and wrong this is the problem with this approach we're going right back to an era before The Constitution was created where mob rules and it's usually coming down from some elite group of people that want people to act that way on their behalf with sneaky motives of sjws and progressives. So the rule of thumb should be no matter what you do or believe in if you step on other people's toes or you cancel them or whatever it is because they don't agree with you you have a problem your country has a fucking problem because you have to look back at history and realize that that's not human rights it's the opposite.
And the irony of something like BLM having mob rules when they should realize the history of lynchings and putting people in jail without proper evidence before DNA testing came up the irony of that is just too much to deal with. Always remember that you can't hate on this group of people that are doing this now because number one they're naive their intelligence is really high enough they don't have exposure to what it means to have an agenda or what deception is also a lot of them are pathetic and sad and they really wouldn't have anything else if it wasn't for these popular movements that they're involved in like the person I just mentioned it was from Michigan that is a real girl and she came around Harvard square with someone who brought her back from traveling and years ago when Harvard was hosting a bunch of rich kids gone bad connected kids gone bad and the lost travelers and artists who hadn't found their way yet and activists you know people that belong around an elite University LOL well she just didn't belong there she wasn't doing anything she wasn't contributing and she was a pain in the ass and that's the kind of people that started to come around to the University Street scenes forget the universities and destroy the environment so that the real people who were genuinely needy and yes there are people in the Street scenes around colleges that need to be there they wouldn't survive in any other environment they're not just homeless that's why they gravitate towards the college and not a downtown area so they can smoke crack or do math their brain needs that environment it's unfortunate they're upbringing or circumstances were terrible and that's what we're dealing with now totally destroyed college seeds so if the outside of the college is ruined I can't imagine what the inside of the college looks like or sounds like or the kind of crap they're feeding these kids.
All this is is just a war on elitism by elites that don't like the fact that whatever elitism other people come up with benefits their bottom line so they want to get rid of all the elitism or all of the subcultures that don't benefit them and create one that benefits just them and their agenda.
For instance people have less and less knowledge of my subculture and I don't get the respect I used to get. It could partially be because of the changes from the pandemic people are not nice and tolerant they were before the pandemic and now everyone's kind of an asshole around here and it isn't just gasoline being $7 a gallon it's probably a bunch of different factors including whatever the hell is wrong with the things involved in the pandemic itself either vaccinations or the virus itself both of which have been documented to cause aggression and dumbing down and brain damage especially if you lose your sense of smell etc. Is that aside as far as timing goes it could also be individually in my case my hair is turning gray and in this part of the country I think there is a shelf life for how long you're supposed to be socially acceptable if you're involved in a subculture whereas if I was in another part of the country like Austin or California I'd be considered more of an artist so therefore this is a legitimate lifestyle for me for my lifetime for the Northwest etc in the Northeast especially in Massachusetts it's probably considered something for kids and you're supposed to grow out of it but if you're going according to the theory of gang stalking and being targeted then this lifestyle if you make a lifestyle out of it is pretty much going to be your mode of operation and how you get through it until you can get to where you need to go maybe going inside in an apartment where you're safe the people are not compromised not only does someone like me have health issues where I can just go into any apartment there's the added risk of security.
An extra for anyone who's going according to the theory of being targeted you have to find good people that are decent that have enough resources and not enough corruption so that they're not compromised and they can afford to behave decently towards you just because people have money doesn't mean that they're not compromised actually they're more in danger of being blackmailed or compromised to keep their position or whatever it is so you can't tell who's compromise and who isn't.
I mean if you're a seasoned veteran in this you can tell just by looking at something you can tell by the way they act and you know all the red flags that's why people need to continue to do internet activism for gang stalking whatever you want to call this system and being targeted the theoretical GS system because once you read the theory read the theory of counter moves read the theory of creating a counter system for yourself then if say for instance theoretically or if it's feasible that it is really happening how can it hurt all you're doing is making a way of protecting yourself from bad people even if it wasn't about being a targeted individual on that scale or its Nationwide or worldwide with some intelligence Network or something what if it's just local or what if it's just workplace mobic which is actually officially legally recognized in the courts in this country? Would you complain a lot but we come up with systems where you can defend yourself and that's for anybody being bullied or harassed or targeted on any level from kids on the internet all the way up to where we are and in the middle like workplace mobbing or community mobbing or if you have an angry pissed off boyfriend a stalker somebody in a position of power who has the ability to come after you just for whatever it is or you're a whistleblower at a company whatever it is internet activism makes it so people can defend themselves. We save lives and it's unfortunate that now they're trying to get rid of us by breaking up the conference calls breaking up the community telling us our causes useless in a world where feel good activism gives people easy answers and tells them that as long as they go along with this system of progressive Insanity it'll solve every problem by convincing people that every problem is right in front of them that needs to be solved when actually the really dangerous issues are the ones that are hidden with webs of deception around you as a citizen as an American or just as a person.
That's another reason I think they don't want us around is because we deal with webs of deception daily or it's always in the back of our minds the long term how we have to conduct our affairs to make sure we get a fair deal really that's all you're doing is making sure that you know all the dangers potentially so you can get a fair deal because the GS system the shadow system will always try to get you a raw deal.
So one of the reasons they don't want someone like me or another activist around who has good ideas about how to make sure you protect yourself and get a fair deal is because look at what they're doing with this indoctrination system and these crazy corporate Marxist systems of thought and ideology and making them actually part of our country's laws and infrastructure. They don't want people who can if you will deprogram the public.
They don't want anybody who can point out the deception and if anyone can do that it's a TI who's an activist but it's definitely somebody who's dealt with SRA high-level programming the deeper reasons that some people are targeted individuals. And it is unfortunate that some people in our movement I think it was just one person went to one meeting one time for targeted individuals and then he went out and did alone shooting that's like saying every gun owner is going to be alone shooter or every person involved in AA is going to go out and do something or everybody but of course that works really well because of the way they marketed and the way that they put out the campaign to make it look as if people who have these ideas are dangerous and of course it helps to frame me back in 2016 and put my reputation in question with emails threatening the police that somebody else wrote using content from my blog I think they framed a bunch of other activists around the same time. Getting rid of Alex Jones anybody who has any opinions they don't like or says things that they don't like if they consider a moral. I don't agree with the way Alex Jones went about what he was doing he was too aggressive and I know for a fact that his wife divorced him and after his wife divorced him because she had connections to Big media that's when he started having legal issues so it's all about who you know which is something I think we all accept as a reality.
I'm very disturbed by some of the things I found in these videos I know it's supposed to be funny and away from us to blow off steam those of us that see through this bullshit and hate it and really it's hard to even watch half this shit but thank God in a lot of areas you're still allowed to be yourself and think your own ideas I noticed it's especially acceptable or actually expected even if you're older they just consider you to be over 40 and you don't know what's going on and you're ignorant which is fine because then you know I'm not going to keep trying to remember someone's name when they change their name every other month to some girl's name then a guy's name then a non-gender binary name I'm over 50 I have gray hair I just called the person by the name that I met them with and they get pissed off and that's too bad I'm getting older I can hardly remember anybody's name at this point and I noticed that our generation is having more health issues earlier in life than definitely my grandmother my grandmother was healthy until she was in her nineties not 100% but she didn't really go downhill until she was really old the baby boomers as well as the Gen xers are having a lot of physical issues and that shows you how bad the environment is and a lot of this is actually due to electromagnetic pollution as well as other kinds of pollution and the food we eat which nobody is focusing on.
A lot of this environmentalism by the way and I'll do a piece on this maybe even a video it's actually part of what seems to be a depopulation agenda and to control people not for the environment think about it if it wasn't why would they have to make it happen during a pandemic?
Anyway what I found in these videos watching some of them I didn't realize it was a lot of mind control programming involved. Stuff that resembles high level programming of survivors of SRA and high-level programming programs like MKUltra in theory. As you know I have a bit of a pedigree if you will because my mother is a documented radiation experiment you both parents US military she was given radium to shrink her tonsils at a US military hospital in Massachusetts and she was born in Maryland and Bethesda which is notorious for experimentation. It's not so far fetched that MK Ultra would be also involved in our lives especially if it was taken away from the US government which has to be accountable and give you freedom of information requests and it was handed over to private sector companies where the public has no accountability and to demand from them.
So however this goes whatever is really going on with cases like mine there's plenty of people who have come forward to written books and made claims that they're programmed and a lot of them I believe that and some of them I believe are being used by disinformation systems unfortunately Arizona Wilder I believe her story that she's a survivor of programming but I believe that David Icke is nothing short of a disinformation agent because if he wasn't he wouldn't really be allowed to run around writing those books and he wouldn't be allowed to do anything they would have gotten rid of him. I think we've seen all the Bond movies and read all of the true information about Britain's long time running intelligence services even in the movie Elizabeth we can see the people that were around Elizabeth I wanted to get her into office to get rid of Rome running Britain which I can't blame them for after the horrible things the Inquisition did. However intelligence services are always going to be around powerful people and they're always going to be either guarding them or getting rid of them decided by whoever what the agenda is going to be.
So if the guy was really telling the truth how would he be able to create an empire based on something as ridiculous as claiming that the Royal family are shapeshifting reptilian lizards who have actually shown themselves to Arizona Wilder? He wouldn't be allowed to exist if he had any real evidence at all he be suicided or get into an airplane accident he would be dead. I have to live out of a storage space and I can't even speak about anything and I get framed and people have this shitty opinion of me with constant disinformation which is worse now than it was years ago because of course people in my family had some power connection some of my other family members had connections I didn't know about so I was protected and the Obama years were much more accepting of activism and speaking out on the internet as well as during Bush but nowadays you're not allowed to do that or they're going to say you're alone shooter and this is what they're doing they're making sure the conspiracy theorists can't put their conspiracies out there because I noticed the same sjw people and that whole progressive movement are the same people that are saying that conspiracy theories don't exist I need some mental illness or you're doing it just so you can push your beliefs forward which is a little annoying considering they're the ones that push their beliefs on people's throats and they're the ones that are crazy and come up with crazy shit.
So this is all a disinformation campaign and this is all indoctrination and it's all bullshit. What I see in these videos frighteningly I just noticed it today of these sjw people and these transgender people some of the stuff sounds like programming and I didn't realize until today and I'll have to dig deeper. Now that doesn't surprise me because that's another reason they don't want survivals of high liver programming to come out and do activism and they want to bury us because we are the ones that are going to recognize things that were in internal programming. Methods and mechanisms of control of human mind and Spirit things like mirroring things like alters things like shifting alter systems they don't want that because I noticing that the people in the video is talking or talking about alters and shifting Ultra systems which is very frightening. I can't determine if these kids are being programmed early on or if these kids are being taught programming from the outside and they're buying into it kind of like when you go into the military and they train you and in a way it is militarization if you look at it. Our society is militarized when people don't see it for what it is.
So don't buy into this stuff it isn't part of what we're doing we need to stay neutral on the sidelines we need to look at things for what they are and make sure that we don't take up sides take up political parties unless it benefits of us at that moment or start to buy into any of this stuff because it really is sort of like the programming of society like a mind control program for a person with high level programming. We have to stay neutral and recognize deception when we see it our job is to continue to expose the truth and make it so people can see what it is because some people aren't going to be happy some people are going to be confused and unhappy in this system and we need to save them and then some people are going to become targeted that we need to especially make sure they have what they need to survive and then if they can survive maybe they can even flourish under those horrible conditions that are life long.
So laugh at the video if you can but a lot of it is hard to watch and it's really disturbing and it's sad because just like with extreme consumerism these people are wasting their lives their lives are being taken up by the systems in a way it's kind of like the way religion used to take prisoner of people it's interesting that these people are probably very anti-religion and they don't even see that the same thing is happening to them complete with an Inquisition.