The kid i am with...his family are in on it.
He is nothing but a lazy piece of shit who's probably only with me to get out of trouble with the cops. I can face that now.
I have to get away from him and out of the USA asap.
Ive had enough of being so harassed that I keep having to settle for people who are simply part of the harassment.
I get alot of gang stalking with this guy around. Which is a red flag.
I shouldnt even b with him.
I constantly have to take care of him and its way to stressful. I see now that his purpose is to further that stress and help cause it.
I CANNOT believe I fell for this. I need to learn to stay away from anyone who is in trouble with the law, has shitty morals i dont agree with or seems selfish and uncaring about me.
He being around me has made me more tired, fat, stressed and sicker.
His very presence around me has a silent but definite negative effect on me.
Ive been targeted too long and am now stuck in this world of shitty people who keep on becoming handlers, becuz I am not allowed to get out to be around decent people.
Its like I am forever doomed to b around headgamers.
I saw on his family's wall pics that frightened me. People wearing black and red, posing intimidatingly with dark glasses on and even a little devilish looking grandchild giving the sign of the horns in one pic.
Thats enuf for me, now I understand where this guy comes from. If he's not conshus of it then these forces are going to be working through him just the same.
I need people who are going to think about ME first and foremost and protect me from my situation, not assist the system in making me look crazy.
