“There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you.” --Maya Angelou

Saturday, February 25, 2012

As Usual Plans To Move On Brings Relief

Its common knkwledge i am leaving. I am laying here resting up. Gues what? For once all I can hear is silence. Beautiful silence. No ideations, no insanity or emotional disturbances. Just the slight high pitched constant in my right ear. silence.

and lying here i am truly still. i am not jerking occassionaly or as i get relaxed i am hit with something and my body jerks, always accompanied by a thoughtform when this happens...just lying still. In silence.

I can actually hear myself think. This is the way it should be.