“There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you.” --Maya Angelou

Sunday, January 16, 2011

Its Sunday and of course I was suffering last night! It was Saturday!!

See how this system works? Its so powerful that I cannot even break through it to take my own advice. Today I woke up after staying inside and getting rest and felt very good and at peace. However, I experienced the same conditions yesterday as I also rested the night before in the same place. Note that today I feel rested and last night I felt suicidal and tortured moreso than I have in a long while.

Today I realized there was next to no remote influence. I felt as good as I can recall feeling back in 2003 or so. As I have documented this is always the case here in the Cambridge/Boston metro areas.
I also have documented that on Saturdays, specifically Saturday evenings I usually am hit very hard with ideations that are severe- usually along the lines of self injury like scarring my own face as well as suicide. This is usually only when I am in the Cambridge/boston metro area and recently I had been staying in Somerville which is outside Cambridge to the west. I was not experiencing these changes in Somerville location as I had regularly in Cambridge/Boston. This is most likely why I was not prepared and did not realize I was going through a phase of being targeted that could have been predicted like clock work had I been able to break through the influence itself. Its not easy being victim and observer. I have posted before that it is impossible to break through the heavy influence of a Saturday evening in this general location to understand that what is going on is tech induced and not reality. That is how powerful the influence is.

Last night's post shows that to once again be the pattern within this geographical location. And since I was unaware due to being held by such influence I did not realize that was the case once again until experiencing a sense of no influence today.

I was a bit of a fool to have stayed here in this weather as well as in this location where I know by now that summer is much more tolerable not only due lack of restriction through weather but there seems to be a lack of remote influence when school is not in session in the Cambridge area.
I should have left when school came back into session in Sept.

There now has to start being an official description for people like us who are this sensitive to electro mag environments or microwave influence. To travel not only with the weather but according to the kind of remote influence as well as the heaviness of such influence has now become a lifestyle for many Targeted persons.

Its interesting in places like San Diego that when one is homeless and/or targeted that if one stays within the downtown area of SD where remote influence is very heavy, one does not experience any gang stalking acitivity by in person human forces. When a target goes outside of this area to say, Chila Vista one experiences not only a lifting of heavy remote influence but also experiences a return of frequent and very nasty in person stalking and harassment. This is also something I have documented as a rule of thumb for TI's: When you are in an area with heavy TI and population management with technologies you will find less or no stalking or harassment activity and the same in reverse is true. This rule has never proven itself to not be the case in any location across the USA. Other than places where there is neither gang stalking or remote influence, usually small areas with no cell phone reception such as I experienced in Shawnee ILL on the Tenn border.

Some cities just dont seem concerned with me being a problem either. Nashville was only minimal gang stalking and I couldnt really sense remote influence. They seemed less concerned with travelers than controlling thier own 'homebum' populations. They also seemed alot more accepting of not only poverty but of whites in poverty.

To be honest it depends on the special intersts of the area. MA, NY and other northeast areas are horrible for gang stalking and remote influence or 'people management'. So are states like California with the exception of Berkelee where it seems that one can call the police and actually get gang stalkers chased out of the area and it seems they are not tolerated either. The southwest is very much a place of heavy gang stalking and very heavy and abusive use of tech. AZ is the worst place for gang stalking and tech and the abusiveness of their systems has no bounds. New Mexico is more about behavior modification but still there is gangstalking activity. I have no experience with NV recently but experienced being targeted in Las Vegas years ago as somewhat nasty but it was more overt and target-specific due to my not understanding myself as being a Targeted Individual. I have had no such experiences in Utah but Salt Lake city is set up to control homeless populations by the city being built to prevent any and all squatting. Salt Lake city was uncomfortable by design but there was no overt gang stalking or feeling remote influence being sued heavily, so I cant really tell.

One could probably continue to travel and document such findings the same conclusions would come about: that the US through social engineering as well as a system of control over the population now has a comprehensive system of people management. Specifically I found that the homeless populations if not taken to traveling and being clever in avoiding traps of specific locations were heavily controlled, one might describe the conditions as outright oppressive in many major cities in the USA.

In small towns there is often an immediate all out stalking and harassment of a homeless person/traveler and this may be specific to being a TI, to let the person know they are not welcome and to drive them out as soon as they arrive and keep them out. This has included police in marked cars as well as the typical 'regular guy' blue collar worker like phone/plumber cable employee or contractor trucks as well as many civilians. This is especially the case in the midwest outside of major cities.

So pretty much there is nowhere in the USA say, I as a TI can go and be totally left alone, comfortable or able to fully accomplish either work or other goals without severe interference.

Last night was just another example of how predictable this system is once you find out how it works..still not being victim to is a challenge that may be impossible to master.