“There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you.” --Maya Angelou

Monday, June 20, 2022

Enjoy Your 'Clear Day' Federal Holiday Today

 It becomes so obvious that now after Covid is over as considered by many to be the case, that conditions are much worse than before the pandemic. 


And in the area I am in around Metro Boston in the northeast of the United States in the city area at least the changes are very bad. If they're doing this in other cities or whatever it means it's accomplished then it's no wonder there's a rise. There are theories about the way that that's done which I will go over at some point but I'm not being jammed if I can find a location that's easier to deal with however it doesn't surprise me that with the environment the way it is now with the stressors that are there if someone doesn't know what's happening to them or they're not mentally strong and emotionally sound if they would take that sort of action so in theory this is the powers that be working against the American public to cause domestic terrorism in order to gain control and continue to fear monger and cause chaos.


I've noticed as of this summer there is an increased police contact going on with me and whoever I'm with. Now that might be just because I'm in an area where theres  a large golf tournament this week.

 years ago in Cambridge if there was such an event which was my former home base before I was framed, nothing really changed for me however I've learned my lesson that in the day and age we live in perhaps being around an event of that size with that much wealth might be best to stay away because other bigger forces that say can influence local forces and make it so there's more attention to me especially because I dress very alternatively and live an alternative lifestyle to the norm.


I hope that this increased contact goes away after the US Open goes away is what worries me is it reminds me of the increased contact right before the frame up of 2016 or I was naive and didn't understand that I shouldn't put my interactions on the internet naming names and locations because then the person who sent the emails under my name could easily take the information and use it for that purpose.


Other than increased contact during this short period of time what I am noticing in the environment and this is only theoretical and an observation I noticing that my memory is decreased my ability to plan and execute planning is very bad I feel like I'm floating I feel like I'm out in the clouds I'm not grounded I feel as if I don't know where to go on that day I can't make a solid plan there's a lot of fear there's a lot of feeling disconnected and totally isolated from the environment and the community which was not the case before covid and during covid. The changes in the society and the local environment are actually contributing to this which I'll mention afterwards but of course on a Federal holiday I wake up feeling clear I know who I am I know what I'm doing and I wake up with hope. Lately as of this spring and summer I wake up with complete and total terror which is not normal I feel like I don't belong I feel like I'm old I feel like I need to move on and I'm having a definite problem with being able to write in my blog. My blog posts are all based on instances that occur and burst of fear and anxiety from these things that are traumatizing and then I write about them in a way that doesn't really make sense for my readers. I can't make videos I can't work on my other blogs unrelated to this subject matter I basically feel as if there's a cloak over me preventing me from speaking out at all.


As some of you know also my long time sponsor who helped me out greatly a 5 years has disappeared and I'm very worried about her. Her behavior was erratic in the last year but I never expected that she would stop helping out without even writing me an email or something to let me know what's happening or even without a warning. So this is left me crashing in a way because all of the support I had was taken and I feel like as I've mentioned or you'll discover from reading this the support for me my lifestyle my age group me is an activist I feel like it's all been taken from me all at once like the rug has been pulled out from under me which makes this situation much worse. 

Also isolating from friends and family even on social media or phone calls as if there's something preventing me from reaching out and causing me to isolate like I said on this clear day I don't feel that way this is something caused in the environment it's new post covid if you will because everyone acts as if it's over now.


I also have relief today from very bad aches and pains and a constant feeling of pain in my bones and muscles. This was brought on by taking one of the medications to cure liver disease that came out in 2016, it also has made it so I drop things out of my hands all the time which seems to be a permanent side effect of the liver cure medication. It's so bad that I have a name for it: 'Ha---ni hands' every time I drop something right out of my hands and it makes no sense that that would happen (I don't want to reveal the exact name of the medication personally because I am listing all side effects with my doctor that administered it so in the future is class action lawsuits I will make sure I have recourse because that seems to be the way that big farmer does things. When they know they've made all their money and the amount of people that have been harmed by the side effects only a percentage of them are going to realize there's a suit and file. I've kind of figured out that this is one way they make money off of these medications because if the side effects were listed up front people either would not take them or they would get into trouble right away. Also I can never really talk and express myself and exercise my freedom of speech on this blog anymore because I'm afraid that if I name a company or a police department or a store etc then the stalker that framed me in 2016 or hired hacker whatever the person was is going to take the opportunity to send an email under my name with threats. So I am unable to express myself fully). 

 I'll do a blog post on that at some point. I have arthritis and a lot of physical issues like that ever since secure my liver disease. However I noticed that when I'm in the city Metro Boston proper as well as without these clear days such as federal holidays. I feel as if I'm 75 years old and I'm only 51. So outside Metro Boston these issues are almost non-existent as far as the physical pain and hopelessness. 

So it shows that it's something coming from the environment in the major hub area of Metro Boston specifically. 

Harassment on the public transportation system which is being investigated by the feds for safety violations and multiple derailments and crashes of which are suspicious that might be sabotaged I've always thought,  it's gotten to the point where it's now a sport. Countermeasures have to be formulated and executed as if it's going into a major dangerous Battle zone -a hot area. 


One should not have to live like one is it war in one's civilian life at home in the domestic environment. 


So when there's a clear day such as federal holiday it is a very good time to gauge the new changes in the environment. Get anything done that you can make any plans that you can while you're clear. 


Anti homelessness is very high and discrimination and harassment of unvaccinated people is present, ironically in the very areas that were viscous about masking up during COVID. 


People are mean, arrogant and much more uncaring than before. 


It was a very clever power grab during COVID-19 and potentially the entire thing was for that purpose. The theory is very feasible. 


As an activist who is challenging the system in a way thats genuine and not 'approved of' or 'feel good' activism that's backed by the corporatocracy (race/identity politics or demographic specific police brutality) I find myself abandoned by the college areas as well as the traditional Liberal Left who seem to now no longer be able to 'afford' anyone who questions the system in any real meaningful way especially on subject matter like conspiracy or intrigue. 


Age-ism or discrimination and exclusion of older people is rampant among the young generation who has basically taken over the Boston area. Anyone over a certain age is assumed to be Hitler and the cause of everything wrong with society today. Even Gen X which is laughable. 


The students are gone for the summer so there's the summer time harassment campaign that occurs every summer in this area. Students arent around to observe injustice and I'm sure it's to try to keep the area a certain way for tourists especially since the US Open is here this year. 


It also seems to recruit and employ every loser who can't go away for the summer like everyone else. Believe me there is enough of them. Alot of young people are involved. It may even be a private security company or other organization. 


You can tell it's bullshit because when you arrive in town from being away no one pays you any mind. After a day or two you are treated like a cancer cell and perps are like white blood cells surrounding you, constantly trying to rid you from the body (the area and it's people).


This was all livable before Covid 'ended' this summer. 


Coming back to the city in May I noticed how complete the changes were to the area. 


Less homeless, no Travelers, less artists and musicians less colorful people generally. The building boom of condos has been pretty much completed and the new inhabitants are basically globalist colonists. And they dont understand or like traditional Massachusetts culture (unless it's touristy or corporate) and that includes harboring dissidents, artists, writers and tolerating homeless people as part of the community. Which of course they have destroyed that sub culture with meth and fentanyl heroin and underpolicing so now it's zero tolerance which the new corporations, privatized environment is happy to accommodate. There's also been the sneaky trick of bringing in alot of people from 3rd world countries who hate anything resembling poverty and it's a cultural norm to exclude people (the Indian Caste system). Employing them exclusively along with indoctrinated youth and indoctrinated African Americans or traditionally hateful African Americans in Boston ensures that the privatized and corporate globalist infrastructure is now protected by a stable population of workers and house slaves that will protect 'The Boss's' property and interests against outsiders and undesirables. And every demographic I just mentioned is now protected not only under federal law as a protected class also protected under the new Nazi like rulership of PC culture. So if I say anything about these demographics being used against and there are various different ways the different Dynamics then you immediately get called a racist and no one will listen to you which is another clever trick of all of this globalist design. 

Also a lot of detractors especially during the frame up specifically from one specific college kept trying to save my blog was racist. It's not so much racist as it has to do with point telpro historically and again because I'm foggy and jammed all the time it's hard for me to inform people of that and even for me to feel like I'm in the right because whatever is being done right now around here I feel like I'm public enemy number One even though intellectually I know I didn't do anything. I feel like a haunted animal and this is worse than it ever was before. 

It's interesting that all of the race related and identity politics related movements that have now created a prison from any of us where we don't have the money or the status to be in the bubble to be comfortable or we don't fit into the new, feel good symbiotic relationship that people have with each other. if your a TI and 'white' that might be the only thing you have in your wallet at that moment to get by or to get access to something and that has being taken away in this area. I'm sure in other areas it's worse and that is part of this great reset-to shut out people fighting political oppression unless it's officially recognized. Denying Targeted Individuals exist at all. 

 If it's not that, it's my gray hair if it's not that it's being homeless which makes no sense considering it's supposed to be about inclusion. As part of the community. 

Dealing with all of this racially focused politicizing of everything people interestingly are avoiding or not mentioning the history of COINTELPRO. If they were familiar with the program and research on the older materials especially interviews with people from the program themselves brought to you by black panthers that became CCTV healthy this is the problem with losing touch with history and rejecting it and trying to create something new your destiny to repeat all the mistakes. So not looking at that program people don't understand that maybe they shouldn't trust everything coming out of the black community because it might be manipulation from the intelligence community or other entities in the power structure. You have to study Black culture in America to understand Black culture not just go to a protester put aside like I just buy happenstance has happened to me in my life. You can't understand people going to school and studying because they're going to tell you only what they want you to know and have you certain way that's what school is for. And the environment that was a little bit to the left especially in the Northeast they used to deal with those issues because they genuinely believed in fighting and questioning the system but the system can't afford to be questioned or challenged anymore and I think that is what we're dealing with right now through all of the necessary and it's going to make sure there's no open doors or cracks to let any dissident or rival opinions in. 


All you can do is try to notice the differences between the clear days and how the environment has changed such as I'm noticing it's changed when everyone feels like covid's over as of this spring and summer. Even with the issues I mentioned occurring. For all we know it might be something or in covid itself it's designed to make people this way.


The environment itself is almost deadly to me at this point and the fear and confusion and disorientation that's created is making it impossible to function and get anything done. It's good to notice these things because then you can either counter them or go to an area where they're not as severe. Wondering how much of this is an overdose of electromagnetic pollution and how much of this is adding 5G slowly to the environment. I am not familiar with the effects of satellite the way it's being set up as 5G as opposed to microwave and other electromagnetic interferences in human energy fields human thinking human life animal and plant life as well. 


Most people don't even know that 2G 3G and 4G come from cables huge cables laid at the bottom of the ocean that's our internet and then 5G satellite and I'm sure they don't understand the changes to the environment which you totally not environmentally friendly that are necessary to put more satellites out into space and I'm sure that they haven't been told about the future issues that that's going to cause pollution and even danger to us here on Earth with space junk.

Any activists goes against the system of meaningful way is real life and making life unhealthy and unpleasant on this earth when it's our birthright to have it be healthy and pleasant allowing for the dangers of nature of course and each other. 



Make as many observations as you can and try to get done what you can because tomorrow it will all come back again and you'll basically be put back into a prison. And actually as of this summer it's more like solitary confinement with the guards messing with me all the time in the dark with no lights as opposed to just being in a prison with other inmates that would be everybody in the city as well as me. 


Wednesday, June 15, 2022

DNA Test Available Traces Maternal Line More Specifically For African Ancestry/Race Weaponized In The NWO-kmow the truth

AFRICAN ANCESTRY MatriClan Test Kit
 "Men and Women - Test your mother's maternal ancestry. Your DNA is destroyed. We DO NOT sell or share your genetic information. The MatriClan Test will reveal the African country of origin and ethnic group (tribe) that you share maternal ancestry with during the past 500 - 2,000 years.* This test will not provide percentages of different regions."

You know my opinion on this-stop the Divide and Conquer and we can have a truly functional society. Ive always written about the purposeful disinformation, deceptions, even campaigns of creating identities for African Americans. In this way they keep African-American people enslaved. Every generation or every couple of decades.

If you really want to even up the playing field for African Americans then they need to know who they are,  where they come from and what their DNA has inside of it.  they're not honest with African Americans or the rest of us about these issues. Nowadays taking a hard look at reality is considered offensive even though people act like they're keeping it real by politicizing everything and making everything about identity.

Cult like, religious fanaticism is regularly used in Europe as we can see as recently as world war II and you're getting the same thing in Europe now, a sort of an inverse Nazism from the other side of the coin but it's the same tactics and the same extremist people with the same extremist plans (Leftists say that the world will be perfect once there's a race created from everyone interbreeding-thus a 'master race' and eugenics is once again, the answer instead of freedom, natural selection, free association and self determination.)  See nutcases like Barbara Spectre from Sweden. 

That's why we have this country and the US Constitution (of course I always allow for acknowledging the Native American genocide which also we should have a little more respect for by understanding that those people have been wiped out pretty much in order for us to have this country- we give them absolutely no respect every time we shit on the United States and the US Constitution. The US is not strictly a supremacists replica of Europe-Native Americans, their culture, their land and even their flesh in the ground we live on, eat food from and breathe, has made the USA the unique nation it is. Their contribution to music especially has been completely ignored. Jazz wasn't created anywhere else in the world-why? America is a very communications based country-think the Natives and speaking over The Peace Pipe. No European nation is like ours. All of our unique qualities are due to the people who were here before us and the people who came here afterwards. You bitch about history but you are more than happy to exist in the infrastructure and architecture that was laid by people in the past. Even the Lefts recent agenda wouldn't exist without the pioneering and suffering of the Baby Boomers and the brats pushing PC culture today have no respect or recognition other than a disrespectful 'okay, Boomer' disregard and refers to Covid-19 as a 'Boomer remover'. If I didn't visit, pay attention to, assist or respect older people I would have been in trouble.

That is why tribalism is so important to the system to create divide and conquer.
 I've grown up in Boston where before globalism set down here which is nothing more than a new kind of colonialism imperialism.
 everybody here lives so close to each other we had a culture all our own which is a form of diversity as they call it and we knew a lot about each other and shared each other's cultures, contrary to the ignorant separatism being taught now being marketed as unifying people.

Globalism hates local culture and it has to destroy it in order for it to colonize.

So I've seen black different kinds of African American culture of which in Boston was very common for us to share the same music or club scenes even if we didn't live in the same neighborhoods which sometimes we did especially in the 90s.

In my point of view from my life experience, age and demographic generally I feel as if globalism has taken African Americans away from us as allies, friends and as a people and as an ethnic culture that we shared in. 
It's almost like having a family member ripped away from you and then turned against you.

And after traveling the country and seeing the different regions in our United States- and they really are regional cultures this country-theres all different variations of ethnic cultures.
And that's what ancestry does and that's the reality we're not admitting to ourselves which I don't know why because getting to the truth is never a polite process. It's kind of like a doctor trying to dig out a tumor so the person can heal and grow again. It's never going to be an easy process to go and have surgery and have something removed or to fix something medically but sometimes it has to be done.

 My view is that they're sparing African-Americans the pain of looking at reality so they can keep them sick so they can perpetuate sickness and dependency and learned helplessness and all the things I grew up seeing in Boston and things I've seen in other places. People in Boston have no idea how good they have it compared to Baltimore, Maryland, Tampa, Florida, St Louis. Even California where they take bad areas that are homeless or ghettos and they just sort of corral them off from every place else and the police don't even patrol in there. It becomes like a third world country.
 In the Northeast you just don't have that because everyone lives so close they always have patrols and access to resources.  in the Northeast where I'm from the rich liberal elites would look like idiots if they didn't take care of their impoverished populations so it's a reflection on them it also makes it less likely that they'll want to rob their neighborhood which is often a few streets down the road from a bad neighborhood.  so the liberal elites do things because it benefits them.
 of course our culture has an element of wanting to help people and that's ingrained in us especially with the medical and educational communities here, however people do things for selfish reasons because they're human.

One of the reasons that slavery never caught on in the north especially the Northeast is because of the way the land is laid out and it just wasn't profitable which is one of the reasons why the Northeast was helpful in freeing slaves and in the freedom movement. 
now imagine if dealing with Yankees as I know them and Ive described them in my blogs- imagine if the Yankees did find slavery profitable. Can you imagine how much sneakiness and deception would be involved in keeping African Americans in shackles?

 In a way the Northeast and other Liberal elitist areas still do the same thing except they do it's psychologically and culturally. Humans are animals and whatever is useful to them is what they're going to want for themselves to benefit them and theirs. In the Northeast there's an attitude of 'we have to keep things in order to benefit us and we have to retain our position at the top but we still want to make sure people have what they need and are taken care of' much moreso than the South. 

Well as you can tell I'm not a person that believes in keeping the order of things if the people that are benefiting have the audacity to pretend that 'keeping the order of things' is to preserve their dominance such as a  progressive agenda and it's unifying people and it's freeing people. I simply cannot stand or stomach that much hypocrisy especially when I'm being screwed the most out of anybody or if conditions only seem to be changing for those in their service not for the worst communities they claim to be trying to help. 

Also in my age group we remember busing in the 70s used as an attempt to create equality we've seen these people do these social experiments with no consequences to themselves but they destroy the lives of people and social classes underneath them so we have a great mistrust of these social experiments because it's never at any cost to them ever.

So it kind of serves the purpose for the system to shovel bullshit at African-Americans. what's interesting is that it's so threatening to simply systematically look at this issue as a scientific issue and genetic issue. I'm simply putting forth fact in reality that is the greatest crime right now because it doesn't benefit the systems plan to repurpose African Americans in their new identity. So a lot of this is all more identities created by the system or simply just complex engineering with social engineering but in the end of course benefits them and it benefits globalism and the corporatocracy.

tell them where they're from, tell them the history about what happened without being angry and tearing down statues because that doesn't change history-you have to just realize people are a product of their time and let's move on. 
 if you keep statues up that are offensive, you will always have a reminder of the offense therefore you won't repeat it again.
I am very suspicious of this movement to tear down statues especially with terrorism and lawlessness in the streets during a pandemic. that's not how things.  It should be done through proper channels and African-Americans should feel that they have a say in government. Using terrorism only reinforces their alienation and separatism and it turns them into an army under whoever is guiding and shaping them to intimidate the rest of us...which people like me will absolutely not tolerate because I see it for what it really is.

 If the communities are involved then we would have arrived at a society that functions with African-Americans included. 

I don't understand the term 'post-racial' and if I think I know what it means I don't believe in it because there's no such thing because our DNA signals us every second of the day to judge who the other person is based on genetics. (For many African Americans, they say 'the gaze' they get from Caucasians is uncomfortable thus their need for 'safe spaces'. The gaze is anything ranging from fascination with their looks or coloring to appreciation for their appearance from an  asthetic point of view. And yes it can consist of dislike or suspicion due to varying reasons. What isnt being discussed is what goes on in the white brain when the gaze occurs. It could be that due to genetic cues, the gaze is  result of our unfamiliarity with African sub Saharan DNA and we are scanning for something genetically familiar for a reference point. To be honest as a visual artist many African Americans have some features that one is unable to ignore such as skin coloring, build, structure and even movement. However I personally scan for familiarity based on Africaness or European DNA. Often I can detect Native features. All of these are due to my own differing genetic ancestry as well as whoever I'm looking at as well as social cues and influences from the environment I was formed in. It's a very complex process. Instead of defining racism the way we do today, it would be more useful to understand what race difference causes in humans and how it's processed, detected etc.) 

 no one can have an honest conversation about that right now because they compare it to Nazism if you do which is complete nonsense they're just doing that because they want to have control. How does it make sense that the system is doing genetic testing on everyone and everything you can imagine to find out who's who they can have an edge the social engineering and controlling everything at this point in time they're doing that but yet they're telling us that race is a social construct and that these things don't exist? Again it's double think.

The best solution to this as far as I am concerned is to get people tested these tests should not cost $299 they should be fucking free if you can show that you come from any kind of slavery anywhere in this country the test should be goddamn free. And there should be a guarded family tree and DNA math of course the genetic material should be thrown away so it can't be used in any sinister way, as this test on this site says your genetic material will be thrown away we don't sell your genetic information which African Americans worried about some would say their paranoid but I completely agree. After the Black Panthers and everything that happened African-Americans regularly get set up for crimes by myself personally had reason to be worried that if somebody has my DNA they would set me up at a crime scene I know exactly the feeling and I relate completely to that fear.

So there needs to be somehow with  precaution taken against misuse or sinister use of the genetic materials make a genetic map and a family tree and signed out who's who and from where and who's related to who. I think this is a wonderful idea and I think that it's necessary and like I said it should be free and there should be more research taking everything available and putting it together which of course we can assume by the information we do have is nothing more genetically simply than a small gene pool of African-Americans from very specific areas that came over here and survived on ships came in for slavery remained here and through whatever circumstances games European DNA as well as African Americans and also I notice a lot of white Southerners are African american. By the way I also noticed that there's a lot of Caucasian people in the United States that their families hide their African American ancestry in the past so they look Caucasian but I have been dealing with people that are native Americans both foster parents from different native tribes so therefore I'm very familiar with spotting features that I now know are native American in white people. Especially down south it seems like most of the people down there that are Caucasian are actually mixed with me I see a very high instance of that down south in African American and Caucasian people.

He was also a realities about the Jewish community that they don't want to face the fact that a lot of them come from native indigenous Artic peoples through their  Russian, Slavic and even Scandinavian dna.

Too many people are held together by religion tradition superstition shared enslavements or oppression it's hard to present genetic realities because they see it as an attempt to tear them apart from what unifies them.

Well we have to look at the fact that this is being used to destroy the United States which is the only game in town. As a person of European ancestry who's been studying what's going on in Europe for the last 10-15 years and is fully aware that it's just another game like the Nazis were played on the country and they were used against the country and the whole war was created by elite and banksters to destroy Europe and create everything we have now and this is what the forefathers saw over and over again in Europe and as a person of European ancestry he was fully aware of the history in the Middle ages that also never should have happened was used to destroy Europe time and time again things are brought in that take away mankind's ability to evolve properly to keep us in this reality.

There's things that European people and people of European descent in America don't want to face about their background especially dominated with terrorism and torture by the Inquisition representing the church which owned All European land for a very long time dealing with the plague which went on for 600 years unlike our plague which went on for 2 years thanks to modern technology, there's a lot of different gaps in history that people don't want to look at and it's making it hard to create a truly honest unified society that functions without divide and conquer.

People are trained and they are threatened and they are indoctrinated to avoid these realities and the truth and as long as I keeps happening we're never going to have a functional society which only benefits the people who make money off of us who enslave us who work us to death and who are now charging us $7 a gallon for gasoline it's going to keep on happening as long as we're dishonest about 9/11 the Boston bombing racial issues were never going to be truly free which is what the forefathers were trying to get to with the constitution.

So if African-Americans who are the backbone of American society culture and history are trained and indoctrinated to feel like they're alienated permanently they're told separatism is the only way to success and they're made to feel like they're not Americans and they become anti-American that is extremely dangerous to this country and everything it stands for. As a person of European descent I really don't want to be in this country anymore I want to go back to Europe but that's been completely destroyed the way that it's always been destroyed by the forces that are always unleashed on Europe because they don't have what we have in the United States. So I can't go home to the Homeland so I might as well fight here I was born here I'm essentially an American my ancestors have lived here in Boston most of them just for about 150 years with the exception of a French Canadian and sister from 1600 but that would make me a Canadian colonial when it comes to being an American I'm third wave immigration which means the Irish is a German the Dutch the Polish the Italian at the turn of the last century.

So if Latinos who are essentially Americans like Mexicans Puerto Ricans etc as well as African-Americans are alienated away from being Americans and simply put into these specialized separatist groups then that's destroying the United States which we actually cannot allow. Happened like it's happened to our homeland in Europe I now realize there's a very good reason all of our ancestors left. 

People don't understand why Mexicans would want to be for Trump. We have to understand something Mexicans are basically Americans especially at the border that's there and sister land they're natives mixed with Spanish DNA and I highly suspect some visitations from the Vikings, who essentially come from Sammy type people Arctic indigenous people so they're natives indigenous Scandinavians who became blonde people through natural selection again it's all very complicated people of color is a lie it's an easy way for the core photography to get people under control in a world that would be chaotic otherwise but that doesn't mean that it's right for everyone and that doesn't mean that it's the honest truth.

Also Mexicans like I said that's their made in Homeland and they essentially treated like the border is like a door for them every day they just go back and forth so when people come up from the northern triangle from Central and South America to them Mass immigration destroying their culture taking their land away from them and invading their area that's why they want the border is secured not against Mexican people but against South American and other kinds of people invading Mexico and the Mexican border where they have lived for thousands of years.

Now leftists especially in the north where people don't know anything about border life down there they'll lie to people and tell them that it's all about these racist white people and they don't understand why Mexicans are voting for Trump and their traders but they're not looking at the reality of your basically asking native Americans to give up their land no one's putting it that way because of course they don't want people to see the truth they want to push their agenda.

So when you know the truth about who you are or your ancestors were what the culture is like why you behave the way you do who you're related to and even genetic information about illness in the family or genetically disposition to illness is very valuable obviously, when you find out who you really are you always have that strength to depend on. People can't understand how I've survived so long being targeted one of the reasons is because I was raised in a white European ethnic strong working class and poverty culture in Boston. That would be the Irish the Italian polish working class. As well as I know who my ancestors are and I can trace them back and I can study them who they are what they did where they lived what they ate whereas when I talk to a kid in Boston I asked him about his ancestry all he can tell me is that his ancestors come from down south and maybe he can tell me the state and that's it and then I'll ask him well what part of that state and he'll look at me and say well we don't know who the semi painful look and I can feel that vibe but it's just something that they live with. Well Maya it's attitude is that you shouldn't have to live with that because then you end up depending on the culture that they put in front of you and the repurposing and the reshaping of you by who knows who in the power structure. When you have a solid understanding of what's in your double helix, your genetic code you have facts that you can base things on not fairy tales deception stories cultural whims or trends.

We even have music for instance from Ireland that we can listen to and feel Italian to the power of that ancestry of course it's from the Irish presence that was here so long and so strong in Boston and I can say that my grandmother has told me that my great grandmother used to listen to this Irish music traditional music and it was considered part of the culture here that people would have it in the pubs or listen to something like The chieftains. That's another thing I noticed that they don't want tradition through music or clothing or anything else to be passed down through families or through ethnic groups. They always have to make sure that Father and son listen to very different music and that the sun hates what the father grew up with or would he listens to it's a kind of way of dividing conquer it with generations. It used to be in the old days that you would carry on the traditions of the ethnic music within the family and was in the neighborhood and the culture and perhaps young people would go out on a whim and listen to whatever was popular with the youth and of course it's natural that parents wouldn't like what young people or older people would like what young people are into but there would always be this background respect for tradition and the preservation of culture that would be ongoing from generation to generation that's another thing that globalism does it ensures that that no longer exists which is another indication that it's very important for globalism to make sure that they keep brainwashing us with the lies about how it doesn't matter where you're from.

It's very simple game, African Americans don't know who they are so they have to keep perpetuating that and then they have to put a strong importance on African Identity or African-American identity when it hasn't really even been established factually or scientifically through genetics with any kind of honesty or respect for the people themselves, and then they have to downgrade deny vilify and basically get rid of any European connection to ancestry and identity especially ethnic identity because of course as I mentioned that is one of our strengths. 

So they're playing with weaknesses in downplaying strengths of the people that they want to enslave it's a very simple game if you look at it that way in the big picture.

So not only do I care very much for my African-American allies that I grew up with I care too much to indulge them in the current nonsense that's being pushed because unlike other people I don't have white guilt I'm not going to let you gorge yourself on lollipops so that I don't have to feel bad anymore. In fact I may get made to feel bad everyday nowadays because everyone's labeled me a racist as part of the character assassination but of course I can take the heat which is why I do what I do. For the greater good in the long run it's all worth it. Don't even have the same view as the disinformation campaign they know me for years in the homeless seen and they've known me around the community and it just makes the campaign to vilify me look stupid but there's not enough of them for the general public to know my true character which is fine. What's most laughable as an example is that when I was framed by college in Cambridge was involved I would go to this college to use the computer when I would come home from traveling and get my business tended to and then go off and travel again. Well there was a long-term African-American woman working in the library that I would go to every time I would come home and she was from the old days like it was amazing she was even working there being African American she was long-term and I think she was from that civil Rights era in the old days when she understood the real threat to women that made feminism necessary I get a lot of help from older African-American women from the real civil Rights era because they can relate to me being oppressed as a woman you don't make it a racial thing which is a division more so of course that's what the system wants.
When they went to frame me they had all these new librarians who had started working there when the play started to go downhill which of course later on we found out that that's when the president had come in to take over at the college who was fraternizing with Jeffrey Epstein and college was taking all kinds of funding from Jeffrey Epstein and coming to the college frequently and so of course you realize as a woman why I was being subjected to abuse because it was more misogyny and corruption from the male professors and president involved in the college when the college was headed by a woman president in the era that was prior to that I had absolutely no problems and the librarians were male female they look like librarians they were grown ups and their 30s late 20s they look like normal people they had a degree in being a librarian and it was peaceful and well-run. During the time that this new male president took over and that's when the Jeffrey Epstein era of fraternization and funding really started to occur, that's when all the other librarians left except for this African American woman I knew that had been there forever, all the other librarians left and they came in with this group of young people who didn't even seem old enough to have degrees to be librarians and instead of having two librarians involved they had like five of them behind the counter at the library and they're basic character was they were causing division in the community they were aggressive they seem to be more interested in covert warfare and psyops than being librarians it wasn't peaceful they were causing trouble that means that there's something up there's something going on anyone who's been doing this long enough knows that that means there's something covert going on and there's more than what meets the eye. It probably means that they were brought in by a private security company and they're either posing as librarians or their people who understand the library system but they're working for the private security company the agenda was probably to get rid of all of the homeless out of the libraries who use the computer but also any activists I avoided the libraries where other homeless people were I made sure I was doing research and doing what I was supposed to be doing and getting out of there and doing other business when I had to I wasn't there to waste time in the library. So I was well tolerated by The librarians that were there and that's how you can tell that there's something up they remove all of the good and honest people where things felt normal and it was like a nice peaceful vibe and things ran according to the way they're supposed to and then there's troublemakers come in and they try to make you look like you are the troublemaker. This is what's up with gang stalking. It's the same thing as the textbook noisy neighbor moves in after you move into an apartment that's definitely part of being a targeted individual and it's laughable about how many people have had this happen because it's just such a textbook common tactic I don't know how they do it but I guess it's easy enough to get some asshole somehow that wants something or is owed something or is being protected from being exposed for a crime or whatever it is to move in upstairs. But there's been so many TI's that I've talked to who have the ever presents noisy neighbor upstairs who does crazy ass things to make noise we're talking about outrageous normal people do not make noise like this and they always move in after the ti moves In so it's like a major thing you have to be careful about with apartments, you have to watch out for the Noisy Upstairs  Neighbor. It was the same thing with the librarians they take out everybody normal and incomes all these new people that look way too young and they look like a collective group almost like an army that's another thing about gang stalking and covert warfare these groups of people resemble armies and soldiers or mercenaries and that's why you feel like you're in a war zone that's why it's stressful. They're not random they work as a collective they work as a unit like a military unit.

So when I was trained this African-American woman was the only person left from this peaceful era also remember that the president who was fraternizing with Jeffrey Epstein as were his colleagues also he was determined to make this college into a contractor not just a college that produced scientists and engineers to go work for contractors so now they're not just getting funding for land air water and space to produce scientists for the military industrial complex they're now going to become a contractor themselves which would explain a lot of the changes that went on as well as the corruption from the Jeffrey Epstein connection.

So my lawyer who was working for the other side because unfortunately the place I live has a lot of money and power and people don't realize that it's packed with money and power that basically runs the city but the courthouse is no longer in the city because if it was none of this crap would go on it's now over in a county courthouse and the county that I live in or existing basically or did it that time makes all of its money off of military industrial complex contractors, prisons, and institutions of higher learning that have way too much money and power, and biomedical and biotech. So the courthouse for the people unfortunately is nothing but a kangaroo court and most of the judges that I've seen are just lap dogs for the money and power that's in the very small City. So it's an absolute joke unless you bring in the feds which I will at some point because it's so cohesive and it's such nepotism here it's outrageous and they think no one's going to do anything because of all the money and power in this tiny little space they can do whatever the hell they want or they better do whatever the powers would be here want them to do.

So as my lawyer who's working for them not for me turns around and tells me to read all of these emails from these fake librarians if you will who the whole time that they knew me was all about trying to vilify me and trigger me and and wait and everything you can imagine the typical activist jamming techniques of saboteur agitator infiltrator that's what they are infiltrators essentially if you go by that rule book The activist jamming rule book. The cointelpro rule book. 

The only person left was this African-American woman and my lawyer told me to read all these horrible emails that were written back and forth between the The librarians that essentially seemed like they were from a private security company and not real people that are random LOL and of course it's all horrible stuff and stuff where they just make stuff up and they have these perceptions that are purposefully negative and there's so much damage I could do legally with the shit that they tried in that case it's outrageous but that's their job of course they're fighters their soldiers and they want to win by ruthless means and by any means necessary. So I'm reading these emails and I'm looking at how outrageous this crap is these emails between these librarians and then my crooked lawyer is telling me to read the emails and and asks me if any of those librarians are people that can vouch for me. Well I read the emails because of course me reading the emails is part of teaching me a lesson silencing me teaching me my place you have to understand this is what Cambridge does this is what they've done if you read history books this is what Cambridge does to get rid of people that they find inconvenient it's actually documented in history in historical records and stories that this is the way Cambridge gets rid of people that are inconvenient to their power structure this has been going on for centuries it's just my turn that's all.

So they're trying to torture me by making me read these emails because after I read all of the emails I turn to my lawyer and said well there is a librarian there there's two of them one of them is this old African-American lady who has been there forever who knows me really well and is familiar with me and my travels and then I come in there work on my blog work on whatever it is and then leave and I'm not there for many months on end cuz I'm traveling somewhere warmer and she's never had a problem with me and we're actually pretty friendly well the second I told her that she backed out completely away from the emails the emails were not even an issue anymore nor was anything from the librarians then she turns to me and says well it doesn't matter anyway because the emails are not admissible in court. Why did she make me read them then? Because number one I believe it was to torture me like I said make me know my place just to psychologically torment me with that content also I now am leaning towards understanding that it was probably to find anyone in the college who was actually going to be a potential ally of mine so that they could stop that person from helping me or testifying or verifying that I'm not this horrible person they tried to make me out to be because if that wasn't the case then why didn't the lawyer turn around and get a hold of this woman and get her to help us with my defense?
Why did she immediately disregard the emails if I had to fucking read them and tell her if there's a librarian who can vouch for me?

I saw this librarian downtown in Boston and I filmed the interaction secretly, remember this is out in the public place so there's no reasonable expectation of privacy-and I asked her how she was doing she was down with a friend of hers in the theater district going to a play or a movie and she said that she had retired from the college library and she was very nervous about the issue she seemed intimidated and pressured. This was not the woman I was used to dealing with in the library for many years she was always confident at ease polite educated had a very nice manner about her and was friendly in the way that people from the '60s and seventies are friendly. I always wondered if they either forced her to retire so that she couldn't be asked to testify at any time or if they offered her retirement with a very fat pension or some kind of extra money or something in order to keep her quiet knowing that she could vouch for me also if she is my only Ally there to a greater extent than anyone else it also shows that I'm not this rabid racist Nazi like everyone was trying to meet me out to be so it totally countered the frame up and did not serve their purposes at all. It could also be that they pushed her out because she's the last reasonable same grown up who is an actual librarian that's worked there forever and they just want a bunch of psyops people working there who are hooked into the agenda who work for the system. Well years later during Trump that college got busted as well as another college in Cambridge for the Jeffrey Epstein fraternization and I could not have been happier because I couldn't defend myself legally because I don't have the know-how or the finances and I said before that this city is a closed system so I didn't understand that I probably should have brought the things in to break up their little party. 

And the reason I napped that out and I know it has nothing to do with the post but whenever I can make a reference to gang stalking theory so I can help people if they can understand how a frame up works then I will do that even if I'm going out on a limb away from the subject matter.

My point was is that the woman due to her age and growing up in an arrow where there was a lot of heavy racism she probably was the only African-American person working there I don't even know how she got the job she's actually part of a past cultural norm in this city I'm speaking of where African-Americans were allowed to work and Fridays and be in the community but they had to be well mannered and educated they had to sort of reflect the old money and educational institution culture it's there. Nowadays with this be yourself at work and in this area hiring people regardless of if they're qualified or not as long as they're reaching their racial quotas it's a very different world now and I understand the world she came from because she always had a little bit of that look and that feel to her vibe these older people that I know that are black that have experienced racism it's older forms and that's what creates true pride. The fact that she worked at that institution in that position was an unbelievable feat for African-American people everywhere and I acknowledge that every time I interacted with her not verbally but in the way that I had respect for her and in the way that my fraternized with her. And you see how institutions employ African-American people but if it's in their interest to use them against somebody or if they can't use it again somebody will do whatever it takes to save their own skin so they really don't care about progressiveness etc not when it comes to their bottom line. I believe a African-American professor from Harvard wrote a book recently and he's basically claiming that they used him as nothing but a poster child in a house slave. Well the thing about life is that you have to realize that this is just what power does and this is what power structures do you have to take what you can get out of it and leave the rest.

This is what doing business with power is like. Take my subculture The traveler culture we were indulged and tolerated and coddled until recently when these college institutions decided that it was more beneficial to start caring about race politics and catering to that and that our demographic being based in Americana train riding the hobo culture etc was no longer something that was the grassroots of today. If anything it's being brandished as white supremacy or a culture that's too white even though you've got Woody Guthrie hobos etc which are the people that were seasonal workers and suffered and died you want to talk about police brutality there's some whopping examples there when he Guthrie wrote a song about it, so that now you have unions and better work conditions. Well that's not what's important to power or liberately lead us. They don't have a continuous line of History where they want to make things right and where they want to make a world where are they keep a linear line of evolving towards a better society. If you look at what they do it's always towards a new game of divide and conquer a new poster child of oppression and victimhood repurposing people as this professor said using people as house slaves or poster children or for political purposes, and it's really only in the end at the end of the day and at the end of the decade or even the century about them keeping their position of power.

When I see those signs on their lawns in these libtard areas with money and it says hate doesn't live here and of course there's no listing of anyone homeless on all the people that they list that they support, I'm going to start having signs that say "hate doesn't live here- but greed does".

So part of getting along in this world you understanding the games that they play and that you shouldn't take it personally do it to everybody and you just have to wake up in the morning resist do what you feel is right and then you get old and you die and if you can make some changes while you're alive that's great but it's not to say that after you die someone won't tear them down there is no guarantee and there is no promised Land either that's another thing that they date African-Americans with and that makes me the most angry and that's probably the saddest thing that I've seen.

In those Obama posters made by Shepherd ferry who by the way was it RISD when I was modeling there and he began as someone that was interesting and amusing and a Maverick and you would see the Andre the Giant has a posse stickers at gas stations which was like a new thing coming from culture people would just put these public art stickers everywhere you see it now like it's paste but back then it was considered breaking down the commercial system. Now it's sickening to me to see t-shirts that say obey and maybe there's a stylized version of Andre the giant's face at the top of it and the kids don't even know where it comes from and it doesn't even look like what it started out to be. And this artist is taking this thing and just made an entire living off of it I'm glad he got called out a few years ago for being full of shit because I got sick of seeing this goddamn artwork hanging in Cambridge everywhere because he's celebrated because he did the damn Obama posters. All he did was make these horrible posters that have started this Marxist communist revolution that's nothing more than corporate Marxism and started the ball rolling with causing all these problems and disenfranchising people and indoctrinating people and I was very upset about how he manipulated the African American community with his posters that made it look like Obama was a messiah and the Promised Land theme.

Maybe once people know where they're from I know who their ancestors are without embarrassment or pain or suffering involved what shame involved and then realize that they are Americans they're the backbone of America they built this country with slave labor then we can live as Americans in one country instead of the globalist trying to tear us apart and people won't be as angry or offended. And I feel like that culture was sort of what was happening in the 90s and before that African Americans were just a normal part of whatever area they lived in especially like I said in these areas where cultures over that. To a person from the Northeast this separatism is very bizarre and it's very manufactured.

What's especially frightening is young kids now are indoctrinated with racism and separatism to immediately assume that 'white' people collectively don't understand them, don't know anything about their culture history race ethnicity or even the neighborhoods they live in nearby and that they're the enemy. This also is unnatural contrived and manufactured and totally engineered. 

You have to understand one of the reasons why the people from the northern triangle are so popular especially up here in the Northeast. Mexicans are from down at the border their Texans they're Californians and they're kind of bigger than life. If you're from the Northeast you know what I mean if you travel, they tried to bring Mexican people up into Cambridge and they had a little run in with the cartel up here trying to take over power and that didn't go over it seemed to actually be helped by the Chinese who owned businesses here. Cambridge is like bringing a bull into a china shop which is kind of a apropos description of a Mexican and of the culture that's here. 

After that sit didn't quite work I noticed that a lot of people from Northern triangle started timing brought up here and I think that Mexican people from my experience with them traveling the border for years they have a mind of their own, the warrior class survived down there so they're much more tolerant of people that are alternative like travelers punk rockers people with tattoos etc. This was explained to me by a man from Peru because I certainly don't understand it. And they're also foreigners essentially I understand that they're native and they're from the Americas but they're not native North America that would be native North Americans Mexicans Puerto Ricans and other people that are essentially from in and around North America. We grew up with people that were native North Americans in different forms of Latinos and Hawaii if you want to include that,  we don't get much exposure to here in the Northeast.

I suppose you could also include Santa Domingo and the Caribbean but I noticed the Caribbean has other influences may be French maybe direct from England.

So when you bring up people from the northern triangle you have people that are much more collective-minded they're much more conformist their worker bees they don't seem as friendly as Latino is from around North America they seem more separatists they seem much less respectful to the local population and that's more so the young males and they did not have a surviving warrior class so the Peruvian man explained to me that they are much more traditional Spanish Christian which means no tattoos no funky clothing nothing that stands out that's colorful.

Now this sort of person lines up a lot better with the Communist capitalist type system you're creating that serves the globalist design. So they're not really trying to get people of color jobs or have people immigrate up here that need a place to go from bad conditions they want people that are going to act like the Chinese version of collectivism it seems to work so well for globalism and they want cheap labor and they want people that don't have a streak of Independence like Mexicans or have anything that's artful or colorful or rebellious in their nature or their culture. The reason I can put this theory together is because I have actual first and knowledge of these different kinds of people. Which of course makes me dangerous because they want everybody to assume that every white person is ignorant if everybody but themselves and that white culture is this bizarre 1950s type thing.

So they are manipulative they are social engineering they know about culture they know about genetics and they keep the rest of us ignorance and brainwashes with a cult control system to make sure we don't really know who we are anymore as long as we live under their collective rule. So in this way they're going to make sure that if you're African American you respond to the plantation environment which is what your brand for they're going to make sure that Europeans respond to the feudal system and the church and the Inquisition and the threat of invasion and war from the East as is in our history which Europeans have been bread and raised over 2,000 years to respond to.

It's extremely important in this game in the long term for cultural survival and the survival of real humans not automatrons not a transhumanist agenda not collective enslavement but to really have true freedom true Liberty and to move on and evolve as we were meant to not under their rule it's very important to know who you are where you come from and what other people are like and where they come from it's important to know history genetics ethnic backgrounds it's important to know a little bit about everything and everyone.

And by the way different people have different natures in the 90s we saw that some people are comfortable living among their own kind that includes every kind of people that I just meant and you can imagine there's African-Americans I remember years ago that would much prefer living in their own neighborhood but then there's people that do want to venture out people that are curious people that do want to live in a diverse environment and those people will do so regardless of indoctrination or requirements. We had diverse neighborhoods in Cambridge long before it became a requirement to living in the United States or working in a job. and they don't even mention that and they have absolutely no respect for that pioneering effort because they don't want you to realize that some people want to live in a diverse environment and it's natural to them and then other people don't and it's natural to them they don't want you to understand that you have the freedom to choose free association self-determination which is what that was in the 90s and it would have evolved into something like we had today but not by force not by terrorism and not by perpetuating ignorance and cult mind control on the public.

They want you to believe that everyone's a racist and everything is awful and everything's been slavery up until last year and that now you're free and they're going to give you everything and they're going to tell you how it's going to be as long as you go along with them and  the new world order if you will globalist agenda then everything will be hunky-dory and you'll get to the promised land finally.... Which of course is just more other bullshit it's almost like a religion. It's almost like with the Inquisition was pushing and for a European person who's naturally a person who still has an instinct to Buck up against an inquisition religious type rule which is an abuse of power by the authority figures it stings to people like me when you have an inquisition telling you what your morality should be when it's clearly just to preserve the elite position and to enslave you.

So if you have a DNA test done and as far as I'm concerned like I said this thing should be free or there should be financial hardship help for this thing you shouldn't have to pay for it because that means only a small class of people will benefit from it, I want to see everybody get a DNA test and have a map of where African Americans are from how they're related to white people how they're related to natives I want to see it because then we can just get it over with get it done with and move on like we were supposed to before the powers to be hijacked political correctness hijacked opportunity for everyone hijacked a movement that was supposed to be real inclusion not in slavery in a prison.

It is more and more looking like a prison look at the LED lights outside just the glare in itself is harassment and intimidation. They're taking away the world that's out there at night they're taking away your sleep they're taking away more and more of your right to exist as a natural human and natural environment well of course handing you a bunch of BS with a fake environmental movement. So I totally advocate for this test because let's move on realize that you're not African you're African American but that doesn't mean that your Indian American or that you're European American or native America. That means that you're African and American. You're not an African living in America.

You're African your European and probably native American and that's just the end of it maybe with something else maybe Jewish or Chinese or Indian or something in some small instances and actually the DNA test that is on this blog with the link clearly states that your test could come out with other results but they can't tell you the details because it's supposed to be African specific afro-specific. What I found amusing of course is it said that the result cannot be guaranteed to be African which makes me wonder why somebody would take the test?

And of course Im having these funny visions I could use for a comedy skit of a Wigger  type character who's hopeful but living in denial and an illusion, taking the test and getting disappointed when there's no African DNA findings. 
Maybe they should have given the test to anyone who wants to be leadership of any African American organization like the NAACP scandal some years ago when the head of the organization turned out to be a white woman identifying (posing) as African American. 

It depends on how important truth is to you. If you are happy with the system the way that it is presently, if this works for you or you're getting the most out of it that you can no one is telling you to not go along with this if it's what works best for you your survival or you and yours flourishing in this nation. Genuinely believe in the system the way that it's set out now you believe they're telling you that's also your period I don't advocate changing people's minds if they're already set in their ways or an agreement with the system the way it's set up. However like me there are people that are unsure feel to see they're uncomfortable they're confused they're angry and I've also been lied to so much being a Target theoretically of gang stalking and so many people have abused their power like I mentioned I was praying in a way that I haven't seen since cointelpro in the 60s so outrageous or something from Russia it shouldn't even happen in the United States much less Boston Massachusetts. So if you have dissatisfaction the system the way it's set up like to know how to have a different way of existing in it or if you simply want to know the truth because it's important to you because the truth is something that they can't manipulate, like your DNA code which is truth they can't manipulate it, then take whatever you can out of my writing. As far as I'm concerned my goal is to make these writings of value at a later time when the world is so caught up in the system as it's being laid out now. Just like a lot of us see a future where transhumanism is the new religion and people are being primed to live in domed cities where everything is controlled including the weather there's going to have to be alternatives because not everybody wants to live that way. But isn't that what we do especially those of us with Norman invader and sister? Create new societies and big lands and create new colonies? That's why a lot of old behaviors from European DNA and other kinds of DNA has to be villified right now by the system. Because naturally it would deviate from the norm the  NWO system is creating.

For instance I just read a study about how the Warrior Gene causes females to express it as an ability to remain happy despite bad circumstances. the Warrior Gene had only been studied in males, therefore the expression was tempered by  testosterone resulting in antisocial behavior, drinking and fighting. Well, the problem is that the great warriors or figures in history conquering or creating new colonies either warring or pioneering basically people that had these behaviors but they are unacceptable in the modern pseudo-civilized world.  

 The traveler Gene is also an issue the modern world doesn't like (traveler gene drd4-7 20% of people have as opposed to the 'normal' drd4 80% of people have). Our western society doesn't like how the Wanderer Gene expresses itself. So in modern society in the archaic school system, still geared towards producing worker bees and more than ever preventing deviations children and adults are medicated to force conformity or create behavior that's acceptable. 

 people of European ancestry like myself who have studied and sort of broken through our historical enslavement perpetrated by the Church and the Inquisition during the Middle Ages, we view modern systems as being not as good as they could be because they're based on the ignorance of the Middle ages.
Imagine if we evolved our sciences from the worlds of ancient Egypt, Rome, Africa, China and Europe, Myan/Aztec etc and bypassed the destruction of these due to the Church, Inquisition and Dark Ages?  We developed from people reading humours. It took thousands of years to fall that far and then climb out of that hole. And I believe it was on purpose to keep humanity down because all that time the initiated, the elite and those in power retained ancient knowledge and privileged information. 

The archaic school system is now nothing but indoctrination like Hitler youth and therefore doesn't want to deal with any deviation from the norm even if it's actual expression of a gene. So my theory is in the future especially if people like the push this theory medicating kids who they claim have what they call ADHD with drugs to make them conform to a certain standard in an archaic system will be looked at as eugenics because you're basically masking the expression of a gene that's supposed to be there naturally. Which is why they're rushing so fast towards genetic engineering because the cure for this is going to be CRISPR babies. CRISPR is the system of canceling out certain genes before your child is born. 

As far as I'm concerned our system is still so biased and still so screwed up and based on abuse of power,  lack of ability to be responsible and good stewards of our planet we have no business being able to do any kind of genetic engineering. 
When people get rid of nuclear everything on this planet and admit the humans have no business splitting atoms because it doesn't occur naturally in Nature then maybe you can start looking at being able to play God but first you have to stop polluting and shitting where you sleep like a stupid monkey primate.
Thats the problem with humans is that we are Simian creatures and we refuse to look at that and accept our nature, include our limitations into our view of our reality. It takes extra effort to behave like a human and living a human society not an animal society posing as something humanitarian which is exactly what the NWO is.

Globalism with the shadow system that's coexisting with it which people refer to collectively as a whole as the New world Order.

when you have an equation with an answer after an = sign, not all of the data was put in to get that answer. You have a deceptive answer.

this is a very simple kind of deception that is really common among academics and people that are really really smart smarter than us.
It was illustrated very simply by a Russian man Grigori Perelman who solved a century old math problem. He was so disgusted by the world of elitist mathematics in America he stated flatly that this elite in the USA use their superior knowledge to manipulate the public. He refused to take his million dollar prize and returned to Russia instead.  

 taking you away from Nature away from your ancestors, denying genetics, keeping you asleep in this Judeo-Christian-Afro culture where tv and actually existing in another dimension called The Internet is more acceptable than living in reality. 

 they even want to make sure that you cannot sit by yourself for 5 minutes.  you're not supposed to exist in Nature. it's all about keeping you busy and working constantly... these are conversations I've had with people around the country especially this area who work in these fields or know what's coming in the future. they want you to have an electric self-driving car so you can spend more time busy working on the Internet. they want you to sit down and play video games which is working. It's all about keeping you plugged in and engaged instead of in a natural environment. 

True evolution of humankind would be to take nature and fuse it with science.

 I truly resent the enslavement and it's obvious that that's the goal because that's always been the goal throughout history. 

I hope some people find information through this test that gives them peace and a sense of belonging and doesn't contribute more to the separatism and false pride. Knowing who your ancestors are gives you true resistance. Because guaranteed even though you're the poster children of today and you're celebrated, the way the system works is they will turn on you when you're no longer useful and they will come for you as they're coming for us now. 

So knowing who you are in the future no matter who you are. 

Sunday, June 5, 2022

Here we go again or rather I don't think so this time.

  It seems like I'm getting a lot of activity that resembles the frame up era of 2016. 

If anyone actually believes that will work again or that any sort of deception, profiling, false reports, false witness etc is going to work this time you're sadly mistaken. 

I'm ready. And there's a lot of people who care that won't let it happen again and there's people who stand by the truth who won't allow it to happen.

My doctor's concerned about my heart because of all of the stress of the last four or five years ever since the frame up in 2016 which basically destroyed my life and destroyed my health preventing me from traveling making me afraid of everything and making me unable to deal with authority figures to defend myself for to even advocate for myself or even other people the psychological damage and the PTSD that was induced from that event in 2016 is something the system is going to have to account for eventually.

My mother had a stroke in the last year I'm busy taking care of her I can't afford to have a heart attack my doctors concerned I've already been in the hospital once and if I had any kind of heart attack or stress related health issue happened to me I am going to go after everybody I can involved now and then so every time you pull nonsense will you approach me in a way that's aggressive intimidating profiling making it look like I did something wrong you're trying to scare me with scare tactics abusing power in your position of authority you need to realize that you have a direct effect on my stress levels where my heart is just about ready for a first heart attack. And that is directly from everything I'm dealing with with being harassed by train drivers who won't open up the trains for people who are disabled which I've called Washington on that already and I'm going to take care of this issue as well next week cuz I'm not doing this anymore it's not like it was in 2016 I'm getting too old for this.

My intention is to get my mother's situation taken care of advocate for her get her in a safe place take care of my partner's medical issues and my medical issues and go inside somewhere eventually and those two books I'm going to written regardless of if you give me a heart attack or not. 

But don't think I won't take the state the county cities and everybody else involved to task if I end up on the hospital bed with any kind of coronary issues and it's all from stress over the last four or five years and you will be blamed and you will be held accountable.

It's not like it was before I was ignorant of the law and never had to deal with any kind of abuse of power that was directly from authority it was always kind of done sneaky in the background so after 2016 I am fully prepared and I don't have the health nor the time for this anymore so I'm going to go directly to the top and make sure it does not happen again it's not like it was before.

What's interesting is that this was attempted last year as well and in adjacent town. Thank goodness some people in the community step forward who know me as well as I made a video to show how ridiculous this was and it immediately went away. But what's interesting about that is that the way I was approached this evening was the same exact made up manufactured fake attitude of looking me up and down is if I'm dangerous appearing as if there's something really wrong with what is happening here acting as if the authorities themselves are concerned it's the same exact stupid looks on their faces as last year. It's the same fabricated contrived over dramatic drama queen nonsense where it's to make you feel uncomfortable and intimidated when they're simply supposed to be asking you a simple question.

And it was done inappropriately with the wrong kind of authority making contact is me. Last year I have to hand it to them it was done with more class and comfort in mind I was approached by a higher up who simply asked me question s Even though they were games played like I said I advocated and the nonsense went away. Now this evening we're back to 2016 where a higher up did not have the respect to simply approach me it was done by people that to me are scary and how the 2016 has given me permanent PTSD. Which I do not have time for I do not have time to have a heart attack or not be able to advocate for my mother because I'm in a jail cell again for 4 months when I didn't do anything wrong. My partner actually believes he overheard one of the authority figures involved say the words do you want to hold him which would have been the biggest fucking mistake of your life because I have learned how to deal with this bowl shit drama play and this coin teleproofed up nonsense I learned very well in 2016 and there is no absolutely no way that you would have gotten out of that without being slammed with a major lawsuit. Especially since I've had an older retired officer from that very present turn to me in Kenmore square as I posted in this blog many years ago and tell me that he's harassing me while I'm trying to make money being a poor single female traveler who's been pushed through the cracks on purpose cuz I'm inconvenient He's telling me to my face is that his job is to harass me because my former landlord pays him a stipend every month. Now I understand this person is retired but this person is from the same place that I dealt with tonight so I could easily turn around and say that this is further harassment from the same source they just decided to start it back up now for whatever reason. And that's also another issue I haven't solved either I'm going to go after that woman that owns that building so no stipend in the world that you get every month is going to save her at all. People died in that building that shouldn't have because of her negligence and her family's negligence and she's dishonest she was housing a drug addict he used to rob all of the elderly people that she was manipulating in the building oh I've got a list of stuff also I had to sign a gag order when my health was ruined for life and I was given hardly nothing and had to sign out of court because of intimidation and it ruined my health with the rest of my life which is one of the reasons I sleep outside so if you don't like the way I look and you don't like me being a traveler and an urban camper then maybe you should stop protecting the very source of the thing that made it so I have in terrible environmental allergies that make it so I can't be inside with any mold or anything that's going to affect my chemical sensitivity. Because that's all her fault and I did the right thing once you proper channels and I was screwed. Now on top of that I had to sign a gag order so that I could not save the other people in that building how do you think that feels for somebody who's an activist? But don't worry someday I will fix it because I'm not letting that one go I'll make sure that these people that are corrupt hurting the elderly taking advantage of poor people I'm going to make sure that they are accountable and there's transparency and I'm going to cost the system so much money with mold removal and laws concerning mold in these human old building areas you're going to wish you had gotten rid of me you and all of your cronies and all the crooked landlords that exist You're going to wish you had buried me in 2004 or whatever because I'm going to be the biggest pain in your ass. So I guess maybe trying to give me a heart attack is your only way out at this point but I wouldn't suggest it.

Now let's do the threatening email disclaimer. If you get a threatening email from me when somebody's signing my name is me if you dare take me to jail or interfere with my library take my liberty away at all you are going to be so much money and I will ruin your careers and I will definitely have your pensions taken away because we've been through this before and there should be laws in place now to make it so it doesn't happen anymore and there should have been lost to make it so it never happened to me a 2016 and if there are laws then you didn't obey them to begin with.. so we're not doing this again if any threatening emails come in with my name on it your best bet is to go and find out with an actual real IT person not some jerk off who immediately points to finger at me because that's how you wanted to end up you better have an investigator find the bastard and don't even try to take me away Also you're going to have a hell of a hard time because even though I just gave you motive you could say I'm pissed off at this particular precinct I'm pissed off at this town I'm pissed off at this place so you're going to act like that's my motive and a cell phone or a computer could be using means and the opportunity I never put down the name of the place on my blog I never mentioned the name. So I'm not naming exactly who it is you say I have the motive to send the email to so first of all the asshole stalker that did this to me in 2016 is going to have a hell of a time trying to find out where to send it number one and number two if it isn't sent from somebody who's using my blog then it's going to be even easier to find the perpetrators because then we have to assume it's somebody involved in the harassment themselves. That narrows down your suspects.

I'm already getting the feds involved in anybody that does not do their job governing their organizations you see what the public transportation because they can't be trust anymore they're agenda as obviously with their head of their asses and taking care of the most vulnerable people so they need to be spoken to by true adults I guess. And I'll do the exact same thing with anybody else that wants to misbehave at this point because how dare you do this when coveted is still an issue? What the hell is our people thinking?

So don't try to send any emails under my name to yourselves Don't have any of your clown hacker friends do it either Don't approach me disrespectfully do not mess with me and don't even try to make it look like the way that I dress can make me profile and like I did something wrong because it's not going to work I did this in 2016 and I'm really good at defending myself and I have absolutely zero patients with my mother being sick why aren't you getting it through your skulls I'm in severe protection road of a parent there is no way that I'm going to let you interfere with what I need to get done it doesn't matter if I dress funky and I'm outside it doesn't mean I don't have a serious mind and you're going to seriously be in trouble if you interfere in with me taking care of my parent. Also when I approach that particular pricing I'm going to make sure that they realize that this particular parent who I'm caring for has a long association with them and all the old timers that works there they're probably recently retired they know my mother is going to be somebody left it works there didn't knows so they're not going to be too happy to hear that I'm being put into position where I'm going to end up in a hospital or I can't take care of my mother or I'm being threatened to feel like I'm going to end up in a jail cell again what I didn't do anything wrong when I'm trying to take care of my mother who is basically helpless at this point without me because she can't function to do things and coordinate things. My mother and I have a long standing in that community and I will find people from the old days that know us and I will make sure that you can no longer harm me or my parents and by the way I don't have a father figure I was raised by my parent I'm the daughter of a single parent household do you understand the bond we're talking about I will defend my mother this is Lee and the hematite until the fucking end as she will do for me that is a strong bond. And I don't need a bunch of mail shenanigans and testosterone and her fearing with that and if you keep screwing around I will get the biggest bitch female lawyer and every woman I can think of to understand what I'm talking about about being the soul remaining person to defend your mom and your the only daughter how many people do you think are going to sympathize with that it doesn't matter how I dress I'm now taking care of an aging parent as well as a partner with medical issues I know how to do this and you're going to lose.

Also as a female I felt extremely intimidated when I was approached and interviewed by two of the people out of the four people involved so the higher-up guy was okay reasonable enough One is a lower down guys was okay but the other two I wouldn't trust him as far as I can throw them they're up to no good. There's no reason that I should be treated like when I did do anything wrong and actually it came out that I was trying to help in a case to catch a criminal which I will do this week and complete it which is going to make the people that mess with me tonight look absolutely ridiculous which I can't wait to complete that. Because like I said we're not doing this like 2016 so back off.

I felt threatened as a woman I felt afraid I felt like I was going to be attacked in any moment I felt like somebody was going to slap cuffs on me when I didn't do anything wrong and my chest is still hurting right now from this because of all the stress of being messed with by the people on the tee that aren't opening the doors like they're supposed to and fighting with me and everyone just being nasty to me lately so if I kill over I'm going to blame you and everyone else has been involved with the last few weeks I tell sue you. 

Your best bet is if you have anybody engaged with me I better be somebody responsible and courteous that does what they're supposed to do the way they're supposed to do it because with me having all this pressure on me right now I don't give a fuck how it appears I live I'm not putting up with any of this crap I'm Middle East woman trying to take care of my family. And by the way like I said I was profiled by somebody that called authorities on us when in fact I'm trying to help solve a case of the crime I'm being accused of. And I was already working with a local police department doing it which makes everyone involve tonight look like an idiot and I cannot wait to go and scold the shit out of that community with these yuppee gentrification condo people these new people who are treating me this way and it community I've been part of often on for 30 years probably before the person was born who called on me tonight just because of the way I look the person wanted to actually make up a story that I did something and then goodness at the higher up authority guy questioned them and they backed down and said that they didn't see us doing anything but because we took a picture of something then we're suspicious well that's fine but when you have authorities come question me I don't need to be treated like I actually did do something this is the same thing as the email is in 2016.

The obvious intention is psychological warfare and harassment The obvious intention is to make me feel frightened and scared and uncomfortable which is unnecessary because all I did was take a photograph which even if I wasn't working with a local police department to solve a crime which is why I took the picture I still shouldn't be treated that way for just taking a picture and a looking the way I look. So if we continue this nonsense I will get a lawyer this time and I'll make sure that the person enjoys going after people like you I'm going to make sure that the person is so sickened with a sense of injustice over the way I have been treated all these years that he'll do it all for free and he'll be on call for every single stupidity like this and I will find that person and I will make sure they are not afraid of Boston or universities or authorities and they're out there believe me.


So if you want to be full hardy enough to base your perceptions of what you can get away with on stupid past stories and past events and people having misconceptions about how we can stupid and vulnerable and poor I am and that makes me an easy mark or if you think the way I dress is going to make a good impression of how you think I'm stupid a week and whatever it is it's not happening you have no what you're dealing and I don't think you have any idea about the people that are willing to protect me against predators especially when I'm in a position where I'm taking care of a sick parent and I cannot afford to have a heart attack and I cannot afford to go to jail again pre trial because of some made up trumped up nonsense about me being dangerous or me doing something I didn't do. Do you know how sickening that 2016 case is going to be when it gets exposed?

So unless you want to be in the mix which I don't think you do when that happens I suggest you do what you're supposed to do according to the book and be professional. Because I don't deserve this I'm the one that's been the victim here for decades in this area of the country and everybody knows it so why don't you show some humanity professionalism and decency and if that doesn't work why don't you be smart because the smart move right now would to be the back-off because not only is 2016 a bad example of something you don't want to be part of also when people learn about what I'm dealing with taking care of a parent and what I've been through and how I'm putting all of my health on the back burner and killing myself basically to get all this done no one's going to synthesize with you they're going to sympathize with me which they should have been doing this whole time anyway but I keep my problems private but if this keeps up I'll get every advocate every lawyer I will get an army together and there's a lot of people that are going to be pissed so I suggest you get out of the mix you do not want to involve yourself in the crap that went down in 2016 or even come close to it.

Because if you think that those clowns in Cambridge and in New Hampshire are going to get away with what they got away with they haven't gotten away with it it's just hasn't happened yet that they are going to be held accountable so I guess trying to give me a heart attack is the best you're going to be able to do I'll write killing me other than that I suppose. Because eventually I'm going to take back what's my and justice will be served and of sorry and when my book comes out it'll be even more sick and I when the public sees that the real criminals the real bad people including my own family members have lived great lives they have houses they have all this money they were handed everything because they were part of the corruption whereas my mother has to live in one step above low income housing where she's being mistreated and I have to live out of a storage space. Eventually the scales are going to balance you're not going to win.  And you're certainly not going to Ace this game by playing at the same way people tried to play it in 2016 or even last year.

So calm your jacks and cool down and stop trying to work so hard you friendly be nice because courteous I always try to do the same. And by the way I was told tonight directly to as the people were leaving one of them said to me but we were body cams and blah blah blah and I'll reach out to someone so next week. Well what's the comment about the body camps I know violence occurred no one tried to put a chokehold on you so why do I give a shit? What was that comment about why always dealing with body cams when all you're supposed to do is question me about taking a photo of something on a wall? It seems like somebody is very very intensely intent on defending themselves like maybe they did something wrong not me? Lol.

For all the TI's out there with the GS theory I knew this would happen I knew they would find a way around the body camps well I knew that they would do something right so it's pretty much what I guess it would be which is the only thing that people washing the body can footage can see is the person in front of the body camp and the actions of the authorities.. 

However the person washing the body cam footage can't see what the officer is doing when they talk to the person and being filmed which is the suspect or whatever you want to call the civilian so if the person was the authority figure wearing the body cam is making you feel nervous staring at you like they're going to attack you if they're doing whatever others psychologicals they do to make you feel scared or frightened or react badly they're basically beating you with psychological warfare and how many people are going to react badly when you can't see this on the body caps. I even predicted this on my blog years ago that once they get body cams are going to come up with ways of messing with people where they can't say or do physically stuff anymore but they can sort of probably use some kind of psychological warfare and it seems to me in theory that's exactly what they're doing and I just expect it as much. Too bad they weren't wearing body cams in 2016 or I would have a nice big fat case on my hands where I could sue the shit out of everybody and make like millions of dollars and take people's pensions away.

Because the way they approach me in 2016 was completely outrageous and if it was on body cam footage I'd be a millionaire right now.

And this is what I expected so that's one of the reasons why probably that you know there's the stair you feel like you're going to be attacked or made to feel like you did something wrong it was looking down at my boobs now looking at my patches as if I have like a wired bomb in my jacket The whole thing was absolutely ridiculous but that's probably because of the body camp s they have to do stuff now that psychological warfare because they can't get away with being overly ridiculous with being irresponsible or harassing or making stuff up.

And another saying is that one of them talking to me when he had me alone to touching something on his bill and I'm 51 years old and I don't know the stuff that authorities wear anymore as a gear they have all this new stuff and I don't know what the hell it is but to me in my perception because I was so scared just being talked to that way being looked at like I was going to be attacked by a mail of the species I felt as if the person was grabbing handcuffs I know the handcuffs are in the back but when I was being attacked psychologically tonight I kept thinking he's going to grab his handcuffs and put them on me he's going to grab his handcuffs and put them on me I didn't do anything. So I felt victimized by that as well because it was almost like I was going to be arrested and that's the way I was being traded and of course that doesn't come up on the body care which works perfectly doesn't it?

Another saying is I had a card in my hand I was trying to pay for something in a store and that was also being stared at is if it was a weapon and it was strange and there was something wrong with it and everything that I did every time I moved my hands every time I moved there was two people out of the four people there that their job was to make me feel uncomfortable and one of them had this look on his face like he was cynical and his believe me and I must have done it. Like I said I don't need this crap and we're not doing this I'm hip to the games and I'm seasoned at this nonsense since 2006 with the body cam psychological warfare theory I have now and I'm pretty much seasoned with being framed up since 2016.

So I'm glad that this happened tonight because it made it so that I could contribute once again to the GS theory and help people in the TI community so you have done your Civic duty by doing a public service to help people that need help even if that wasn't your intention boys. Lol. 

So I will go and help solve this crime that I was trying to solve because I have a personal invested interest in it because I won't revenge against the person who perpetrated one of their crimes with me present and I'm not going to put up with it and I'm also trying to protect my people I'm trying to protect homeless people urban campers like I said the most vulnerable of us are being left behind which is why I'm involved in trying to solve this crime or this person going around committing these crimes. So the irony of me being accused of committing this crime is so outrageous I cannot wait to exploit the shit out of this and the way I was traded tonight as well as by the community as well as the authorities believe me I'm going to Make use of it.

Once again I'm out there doing the right thing I'm out there working hard as in your level working your life because remember you get to go home to a house in a shower and a place to put your stuff I'm fighting battles on a lot of different levels living like people doing the military backpack. How's that Make you feel hey? You never thought of it that way did you or maybe you did and the guilt as well as feeling inferior somehow especially to a mirror female that must suck, it must really really be disturbing. Just wait until my books get written then it's really going to be a party. You better give me that heart attack while you still have a chance if I were you I would because after those books are written it's going to get really really ug ly because you guys guessed I guess Boston and all of its protectors and it's cronies this area of the country I guess you can depend on everyone being afraid of you but the difference is is that the respect you get is out of fear the respect I get is out of forgetting actual real respect that's deserved and earned. Why don't you think about that.