“There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you.” --Maya Angelou

Thursday, August 18, 2022

Uber creeps

 Partner switched personal payment method from my PayPal to his accounts. After update it finally worked. We started getting NORMAL NICE drivers who were genuinely DIVERSE as you'd expect with a  supposedly random way of choosing whoever is in the area to pick you up. 

Then a few days later-another update of the app. After that update my partner starts getting creeps again just like before. 

The difference in service and driver behavior is so clear now that we've had what seems like normal decent everyday ride services as opposed to a black listed type level of service. 

I'm sick of getting young hot shot foreign males who all have Tesla's and other models of cars THEY COULDN'T POSSIBLY AFFORD and they all have a creepiness about them as if they are criminals. Opposed to years ago when I would get interrogated using my account, we usually get creepy vibes and dead silence and the ride is very anxiety inducing as if SOMETHING ISNT RIGHT about the environment in the vehicle. 

Stop sending hot shot young arrogant drug dealers or whatever is going on, that like to speed constantly in cars they couldn't possibly afford AT THEIR AGE, WITH THEIR STATUS BY HONEST MEANS. 

It's that or assholes with DIRTY CARS who LIE ABOUT HAVING NUTS OR OTHER STUFF that triggers my anaphylactic reactions just so the asshole (always shitty and foreign) can get paid.

If someone has a dashcam and I have to stick my head out the window the entire ride with my mask down under my nose in order to alleviate the feeling of my throat closing up even ever so slightly to mild reaction, it makes me think that it might just be on purpose so somebody can get the entertainment of looking at me suffer.

We already give every single driver a free written message and text it to them asking them if they had any heavy colognes or air fresheners like that ridiculous thing that people stick in the damn heater because most young hot shot guys have stinky acts type spray in their car and then I would not be able to stick my head out the window I wouldn't be able to ride in the vehicle so to avoid that a free written message is sent to them and if it's bad enough we cancel which is always worked out fine but if you're an a****** and you lie about it just so you can get the ride how do I handle that because Uber doesn't seem to give a s*** about the rider it's all about the driver. 

There's no place on Uber you can tell the driver officially in your profile when he's picking you up or she is picking you up that you have a disability or something that makes it dangerous for certain conditions to be present in the car such as peanuts nuts fish or heavy heavy cologne type air fresheners that you have environmental health conditions or allergies or chemical sensitivity she have to go through all this crap and if somebody lies and they show up you can't cancel it that point and if they have a dash cam you have to wonder why didn't they just cancel why didn't they just be honest about it or I have to wonder if somebody is trying to see if I actually do have an anaphylactic condition because for some weird reason the system seems really obsessed with denying that I have this issue everything from a few allergists to when I was being framed in New Hampshire they were obsessed with denying that I had allergies to peanuts when they didn't even test me which I'm going to file and sue them for at some point.

One has to question if somebody is a human experimentee and what they're doing is illegal to the person it might just be super illegal and it might even make it so the person is no longer even allowed to be in some weird human experiment if they have anaphylactic reactions because it can kill me just the other day there was a dog attack of another dog in the park and as I was screaming at the dogs to get them separated and the owner was being a jerk of the dogs that attacked the other dog I almost got choked up and couldn't breathe which is one of the reasons I can't get into physical fights and people make fun of me because the adrenaline causes anaphylactic reaction another words if I got into a physical fight with somebody and the adrenaline was too fast surging through my body I could have anaphylaxis in the middle of having a fight and it could kill me cuz the person fighting me wouldn't know that that's what's wrong with me and I would die. 

So after having a shower and cleaning up and having my haircut by my aunt I come to meet my mom to help her out of course I'm doing everything for everyone and nobody can give me any courtesy at all because they're complete f****** selfish assholes and this system sucks more than it did before covid they're taking total advantage of everyone's selfishness and auntie homelessness and everything else during covid now post covid and they're being complete jerks the rides I got before covid even theoretically being a targeted individual people were nice and to be honest with you when I use my personal account the drivers are nice cuz I complained a lot about assholes but there were a lot more nicer drivers before covid during covid you couldn't get a ride around here and now it's like this systematic f*** you sister especially when I use my partners account which we use for financial reasons. I don't appreciate coming to where I'm going to get my stuff ready for tomorrow and now I have to change my brand new clean dress that I got out of the laundry and wash my hair on skin all over again because of whatever was in that person's car there should be a law against Uber drivers lying to people that have severe allergies and cannot be around certain substances. I shouldn't be sitting in somebody's car and my throat starts to close up and I feel sick like I have a cold with a sore throat and a sore nose. And the f***** has seat covers but they're put on half ass and his car is dirty what do I have to do start asking people if they have a clean car or not the problem is is that with Uber you have no recourse they don't even have a direct line to call them. My partner couldn't use his account for one month and he was denied service for one month simply because of a glitch in their system and you can't contact them by phone to get it fixed quickly when you need service Ride service especially if you're a vulnerable population and that's how you need to get around sometimes because you have to do it through email that is absolutely ridiculous why are we letting these companies take over they've destroyed public transportation by the way because and they also only service a very small demographic of people the only benefit a small demographic of people gladly my partners one of them but did you know that college students are actually taking rideshare services lift and Uber from one end of the campus to another because they're too lazy to walk? And we've ruined multiple people's lives that drove taxis and cabs and destroyed the public transportation system when we're bitching about the environment all the time these companies need to be more responsible and whatever dirty tricks b******* is getting pulled through this crap they need to not be able to do it which means there needs to be more oversight and more ability to reach customer service years ago you used to be able to tell exactly what was wrong with the driver and that was a little bit more effective now they're blocking communication again and controlling what you say now you can only complain with not so many stars and then they ask you what's wrong and you have to pick up what they offer you you can't even write down what exactly is wrong. I have to hand it to them though they have returned some cancellation fees for him when the ride wasn't what he wanted so he had to cancel because of something to do with his disability or accommodation of the person that has to be with him. But in the beginning we got some real beaut and they were outright abusive before covid and I also got some really awful people. Before Uber had the 911 service to report crime we were totally unsafe using these right services.

People were so abusive. One time we were in downtown Boston of course with all those cameras around everybody can watch the show and Uber was in South Boston and we all know what that means God knows where this is coming from right it's just outright harassment if you know anything about Boston you know what I'm talking about God knows where the hell this crap was coming from South Boston and downtown Boston with a bunch of cameras I'll be just entertained for that, we actually had a foreigner it was so backwards and f***** up that he didn't wear shoes got out of the car without shoes on to open the trunk and then we put one of our things in the trunk and he got freaked out for some reason downtown at night and didn't like us and profiled us even though just 10 to 20 years ago he's the one that would have been profiled anywhere in Boston by the way but that's how power works there's no such thing as a quality all they're going to do is take the discrimination and pass it on to another group it doesn't mean as much to the money people that's all they're doing there is no such thing as a discrimination free society or equality all they're doing is passing the buck to someone else that isn't going to make them as much money and taking discrimination and making it so your prohibited to discriminate against people that they want to start making them money remember this is all about shareholders and money nobody really gives a s*** about anyone's lives mattering it's a game and it always has been a game and these are the games that these assholes play who are in power if you can benefit from it great but I want you to know it's a damn game nobody gives a f*** about your life mattering or not and by the way years from now you're going to be useful to them no longer just like we are now our demographic poor and white and probably houseless at this point in the city and the Northeast anyway and they're going to jump you like a hot potato and turn on you as well because it's a f****** money game since when do they give a s*** about anyone's life. And in this part of the country I'm out people like me are out if I was in the west coast in California that's a different story I'd be considered the artistic class and in places like Oakland where they're trying to gentrify because the people that live there don't really work for the city the way that the people live here in Black areas work to the city and do the buses and the security and everything in the hospitals so they want to get them out of there and so there's a lot of racism in getting people out of Oakland and gentrifying see it doesn't really matter. Nobody cares about you or me or any demographic it's whatever suits them in the environment that they're gentrifying and unfortunately in my home area I am now an undesirable because I'm not going to make anybody money on top of the fact that I'm up against the system in a genuine way not the approved of corporate activism and so getting rid of me is become like number one priority here it seems like. 

So the crazy guy downtown who profiled Us and got scared he actually tried to drive off without possessions in his trunk and I had to chase after him and there was no phone number there was nothing back then and there was no Uber safety or any of this crap now this is before Uber got exposed for all the sexual assaults and all this crap which I don't understand because if any Uber driver tried to sexually assault me it'll be like having Eileen when your nose in your f****** car only one of us is getting out alive and it's not going to be you so it's a good thing that they do the two pot testing for safety or whatever it is because I don't think you guys want dead Uber drivers on your hands which I can't believe women would even put up with that at all. I don't even understand how something like that happens because every woman in this country should be carrying at least a knife and always remember they can take it away from you because they're stronger than you so you got to be quick or mace or pepper spray or something. 

I don't be afraid to pick up a lamp or any object in the room or anything you can find you just shove it right in their eyes you got to be vicious men a vicious why not be vicious in return so I'm very glad that I don't have to murder an Uber driver today I don't think anyone with sexual assault me anyway because I'm too damn big and I don't think that's going to happen in Boston because the women here are feisty as you can tell. But this is the kind of thing I'm talking about with these services they've been getting away with this s*** and now what are they paying the rent on all this crap with the dirty tricks department? Let me tell you what we're going to do if you keep sending my partner and his caregiver that has to ride with him a lot of times if you keep sending us Hot shot young guys that look like drug dealers because nobody can afford that kind of car when they just came to this country can't even speak English and they're 20 years old I'm going to run the plates and I'm going to accuse them of being illegal I'll call ice and I'll f****** report them for suspected drug dealing and I'll be a complete b**** and come up with everything that you can think of and imagine. And don't even try to call this racism because I saw the difference in the service I get and the service that he gets. I've also seen the difference in the service that he's getting my partner which is me of course right messing with me, I see the difference between when it changed from my personal payment the personal payment method would change from my PayPal to his cards and his whatever it is personal payment method in his name for a week or two before the next update we got Asians women white men nice cars clean cars normal people people that conversated they didn't ask strange questions it sounded bizarre like an interrogation they weren't quiet and creepy and I wasn't anxiety with the whole ride they were f****** normal life was f****** normal. Then after the update it went s***** again with every single driver is a foreigner from a s***** place and he's a s***** person and he's either the two demographics I described older selfish dirty car lies about the allergy inducing triggers in his car to get the money and he's a complete a****** with a s***** attitude and he also has to get out of the car to watch us get our stuff in and out of his trunk when there's nothing in his trunk as a form of intimidation which I'm also sick of unless you're going to help me with my s*** out of the trunk don't m************ come back there that pisses me off, or it's the 20-year-old drug dealer hotshot who cannot possibly afford those cars when he just got here can't speak English and he's like 20 years old or 19. There is no possible way that every single ride you get every week is going to be the same exact kind of person with the same exact car of those two descriptions in real life things are more random so this isn't about people from foreign countries and it's not about people being foreign or whatever it is it's the fact that I'm getting aggressive males who are s***** who make me personally feel very uncomfortable the whole f****** ride and every ride I don't know what it is ever since that update now we're getting all these s*** heads consistently I feel like there's something wrong in the car like I'm being watched or targeted or something's wrong with the vehicle I am so anxiety ridden it is the most uncomfortable f****** ride what the hell is wrong with the car? What is it full of cocaine or something and the a****** is on his way to a chop shop to have it f****** removed what are these people running drugs in the cars? If you keep f****** doing this and giving me and all my partner s***** service I'm going to m************ bust your balls.

You're not bus stop whatever little money laundering or drug running or illegals working or whatever game you're playing Herbert's whatever they are driving girls around I will find out what you're up to.

Well I highly suggest that you send normal f****** people who are nice with clean cars that it seems like it's normal life and they're a mix of different people that seems like a normal randomization of diversity. Not having a bunch of drugs we deal is that a 20 years old speed at 80 miles an hour to scare the s*** out of me and intimidate me for people with dirty cars that are old pervert old guys who are s***** foreigners from s***** s*** holes that again seem like they're up to no good and the ride is very uncomfortable. 

That's why they play the game this way so they can say oh she's racist and that's the end of it well it's not that simple sending me two kinds of intimidating males on a consistent basis and even one or two females it seem like there's something really f****** wrong with them it seems like the kind of people I would be in jail with I don't want to deal with that s***, we have gotten the most screwed up people you can imagine and it's consistently assholes a nice car doesn't do anything for me if it's a hot shot kid who's obnoxious who if you ask him to turn the rap music down or turn it off he looks at you like he's packing and he's going to f****** slice your throw to kill you cuz he's a criminal basically is what we're dealing with, by the way another thing when we were using my account every single car had music that was s***** f****** rap and it was nothing but perverted lyrics what the hell is going on with that that's another form of intimidation after we switched to his accounts under his name I noticed that the rap obsession stops so you can see how these are tactics these aren't normal life things this isn't racism this isn't whatever it is this is when I'm using my accounts this is the kind of drivers we get we switch we get a week of normality then somehow the next update must send information to the dirty tricks department of exactly who this is and they go oh now we have to make sure we give them the business which is now we have a s***** new kind of demographic of which there's two of them at least the perverted rap music has stopped.

So I highly suggest that you randomize because there is no f****** way that this is normal that I'm getting just two kinds of people with the occasional female like twice a year. Like when I use my personal account it has my name on it I get normal people nowadays cuz I complained about s***** drivers so much I don't get assholes anymore why doesn't my partner get that kind of service if I have to be with him for his disability I am not going to put up with this crap. Especially the 20-year-old Hot shot who drives a Tesla I'm getting really sick of that s*** I'm getting sick of people driving at 80 miles an hour with stinky s*** in their car or the creepy old guy who obviously has had peanuts or fish in his car and now I have to waste my evening washing up changing my clothes all because somebody's greedy and there's no way to report these f****** assholes.

If you look at the history of these ride services you can see that they've screwed up really bad and they're probably paying off the dirty tricks department and I've posted stories before about these services and how there was some kind of convention in Las Vegas and people experience very strange behavior from their Uber drivers at the convention because the convention had some kind of security clearance involved just some weird thing with computers a technology where it was connected to some kind of security thing and the author of the article that I posted was saying the Uber drivers like a f****** agent and of course it's Vegas so that is going to be a little more security there because of what can happen and the way the place is built and the way it's designed and who runs it and who founded it and all this other stuff I get it and it's a little too close to California I understand the security issues but this is Boston we all know that there's layers and layers of Intel here and if you didn't know that you're a complete moron as well as the old Mafia system is still in place where believe me they know who the f*** is out here at all times but actually to be honest with you route 9 and route 1 I used to feel safe walking and traveling up those roots and I don't feel safe anymore because of the defunding of the police programs and defunding of the police so it makes you wonder who's really behind all this is it some entity that wants to privatize the police some private corporation or something that's driving this the private sector? 

I think they want to get rid of the police because the police are local remember this is all about globalization. The police are from your neighborhood they live where you live they actually provide a local layer of protection and in the past there's been instances where police have called shots on a situation where the feds don't necessarily like it in order to protect someone that's local what to do things their own way well they want to make sure they take that away. I certainly don't feel safe in my home area anymore because I can sense that there's policing that was going on that we didn't see that isn't there anymore you get a creepy vibe when you're in certain places that used to feel safe I felt like I was in Massachusetts which is my home which is fairly safe if you go to areas you know we're safe I don't feel safe anymore. and by the way how insane is it to have a taxi service where they have your personal accounts your destination your place of origin your GPS location the whole ride and they have your name and your picture? Are you understanding how ridiculous this whole entire thing is? It gives the system so much control over your life that it shouldn't even exist actually taxi should have just been knocked down in price I admit that the ride services are much cheaper but there's a bigger price that you pay again no privacy potential abusive power from the system.

Try this one day if you genuinely believe in gang stalking theory all the way down to the use of technologies that are classified and you are a sensitive or mediumistic person and you can just tell different kinds of environments and changing conditions and environments that are subtle compared to others who don't sense anything and you're very observant if you're that kind of person and you feel as if you might be targeted don't take the bus don't take an Uber try taking a taxi one day now I don't know if this is changed ever since 5G and it's now satellite instead of cables on the ground the old internet I don't know if it's changed but years ago if you got in a taxi you could literally outrun the gang stalking system whatever it was you could literally outrun it by getting in an anonymous taxi handing them cash and going somewhere you literally would buy yourself at least an hour to 5 hours worth of peace you had privacy and anonymity try it today and see if it works even a short ride across town I don't know if that still works but it used to and that tells you something right there maybe there's an ulterior motive to ride services maybe it isn't all about convenience and safety maybe it's about control ultimate control and if I don't see some improvement and some real diversity notification and randomization of the kind of people I'm getting rides from being my caretaker having to ride with him there's going to be issues. 

Friday, August 5, 2022

Planet Fitness downtown Boston (corporate 24/7) has assholes working there again on the overnight

 Honestly they usually had people who were polite working overnight. And there's reasons for that. 

(NO EMAILS WILL BE SENT BY ME TO THIS LOCATION OR COMPANY. IF ANY ARE SENT USING MY NAME AND ANY CONTENT FROM THIS BLOG POST a full investigation will follow as well as the max civil suite files for damages against anyone involved and criminal charges as well. this post is for public awareness as well as an act of self defense taken by me before I proceed with going through proper channels to fix the issue. )

Again theres douchey kids working the overnight downtown Boston. Very Light skinned black kid skinny. Rude, intimidating and controlling. Tries to bait and trigger constantly. Odd use of language almost as if obsessed with military culture. Potential violent maybe in future. Mayne ticking time bomb. Vulnerable populations especially females need to protect themselves. Possible domestic abuser. 

If the help at night isn't more respectful and doesnt stop acting like they are officers in a prison or jail to certain people (because THEY are a certain democraphic they think no one will call them on their own shit) then I am not only going to get corporate involved which I am really good at,

I'm going to expose everything I've seen in this place over many years time. I've got photos. And I know exactly why they had to install those video screens to keep an eye on who's going into the ladies locker rooms and I will MeToo the shit out of this company by starting a legal case....and they know why.

Do not fuck with me. I've been going here for years and everyone has always been nice because they are decent or because it's in their best interest.  

The behavior of this new staff is beyond unacceptable and won't be tolerated. 












Monday, July 18, 2022

We Aren't Crazy-Simply Underrepresented and Surrounded By Idiots

Gifted, Talented & Creative Adults: Challenges

 https://gifted-adults.com/challenges

"When the conditions listed above do not exist, gifted adults will also suffer greatly. They will most likely experience high levels of stress, anxiety, agitation, depression and depletion. Major bouts of depression and suicidal thoughts and feelings are also not uncommon."

Aside from the harsh and comical title, this perspective is fairly accurate. Unless we've had the benefits of education and opportunities then we are not where we should be.

I often say to myself when annoyed in daily getting around Metro Boston "This better be worth it (helping my partner, family member and writing two books), because I'm sick of wading through the sewage of humanity every day".

As cynical as that may seem it's perfectly natural considering my age and the way globalism has colonized my hometown and destroyed what used to be a culture that prized intelligence above all else, talent secondly and of course physical attractiveness. If you had all three you were seen as a person with POTENTIAL and it didn't matter where you came from or what you had to start out with. The culture here would coddle you, help you, work with you and believe in you. To an extent it still does but it cant afford to so it's probably done quietly. 

The way cities are being gentrified physically and then indoctrinated into a social credit system culture as well as using Asian style public shaming (VERY un-American) to gain compliance with new systems of indoctrination such as corporate Marxism, etc,  people can't be themselves. Especially if they do not fit into the pre conceived very restrictive in definition lifestyles and demographics that this new 'world' if you will seems to cater to or prefer.

In order to get any human decency nowadays you have to possess a Victimhood status or the greedy, consumerists Netizens will disregard your right to exist completely. 

They are worse than the plastic people in the 1980s because nowadays they aren't honest about being self absorbed greedy consumerists living under a feudal system run major private sector 'overlords' like Blackstone Group, Black Mountain or Vanguard Inc. etc. 

They now are self righteous moralists without hardly any true humanity (these are the uptight people our Boomer parents warned us about from the 1950s. They're BAaaACK! LOL.) and worse they now fancy themselves progressive. 

Falling in line with social engineering from the powers that be isn't progressive. It's the same tow the line compliance that's expected from every good citizen and worker bee in the past. 

The theory of GS and being a Targeted Individual is that these bad outcomes occur because the TI is forced to live under conditions that retard their development, oppress them daily and cause them to miss opportunity or deny them opportunity throughout life. Most 'opportunity' allowed or offered is going to be very controlling and conditional-especially if they are targeted due to being programmed and an SRA survivor, ensuring that they remain a mere slave and serving in some way instead of having freedom of association and self determination. 

An uneducated smart person is a huge threat to their system. The mind isn't conditioned or disciplined to think a certain way. Being educated also separates people from common people.

Before I was framed in 2016, when I was oblivious and not realizing the plot that has been put in motion against me, an acquaintance tried to warn me by mentioning "police entrapment" and I just didn't get it. I was preoccupied.

This person said to me one day that in this part of the country you have to be connected to one of the institutions in order to be accepted or get anywhere (or be allowed to). He added the cryptic statement that "Here, natural talent is considered an unfair advantage". 

I never realized just how nasty the old Yankee system (along with their traditional allies, cronies etc) in place was. 

I realize now that without certain ethnic and ethnic based organized crime forces present there's no one to protect my demographic. 

It's sad to think that money and power require a high price such as the brutality and corruption that organized crime causes in order to force them to give up some of what they have. 

Now that's gone, there's no protection and nothing to scare anyone. It's back to running things their way. Rum and bibles for slaves. Goodly Puritans burning witches for sport and to gain their adjoining land, under the pretenses of consorting with devils... Or white supremacists... Or anyone that doesn't agree with the New Inquisition's decrees.

There's no way to run and hide. No place to get away from these people like decades ago. Globalist gentrification and other forces ensure that every last space is taken and accounted for. No underground clubs or book stores. No coffee shops where something new or revolutionary is happening.

The 'revolution' is fully managed product from the corporatocracy. It's such a well managed system of indoctrination that it doesn't tackle the real issues nor allow for any dissent or is it to be questioned even  debated. 

Its an effective diversion that ensures it conveniently leaves things out. 

It's an equation that's omitted figures purposely to produce a desired false answer.. one that everyone readily accepts in order to be employed , buy groceries and avoid being mobbed by angry peasants with pitch forks and torches. 

It's the ultimate censorship. Peoples citizenship and rights as Americans are being censored. The fact you exist is being censored. You're reality is censored. It's selective as to what you perceive and experience.

If you want to stop global warming, floods and bad weather then stop cutting down trees and paving the earth. 

It's a cause and effect situation that could not be simpler. 

Yet somehow they seem to have started to cut down MORE green spaces and pave MORE instead.  All the bike lanes, electric cars and paper shopping bags in the world won't stop what's happening to the earth. 

Again, working with the natural environment is totally disregarded and more industrialism is used. 

Seriously. Has anyone considered that trees provide shade, cool the earth, help stop flooding as well as paving ground causes it to heat up and water cannot sink back into the earth. 
I mean is this just so simple it's ridiculous? 

The new reality being constructed and formed is boring, sloppy, lacking in order yet high in being restrictive (you're worrying about what people think or say yet you can't CLEAN human dwelling areas or provide decent services or even possess common decency) and seems to be primarily consisting of buying things and existing online on the internet.

I'm a Gen Xer. I've been using computers and cell phones since 1998 in earnest. We were exposed to big clunky computers that only had green stick figure type text and a black screen no graphics. The beginnings of the reality these kids are born into today.

But it's not real. It was and is created by humans. Just like the lines on a map or the structures we build. All of which arent products of Nature and would fall and crumble and waste away if humans no longer existed. ITS NOT REAL.

After dealing with gadgets for this many years I am officially bored with these things. They were supposed to be tools and nothing else. Once you're done with them, once the task is completed, put them down and aside. 

I now see people behaving as if the dimension on the phone is a world they seem connected to. A place they seem to exist daily.

I've come to the conclusion that only stupid people could at this point still be fascinated by the phones and gadgets. 

Now there's a problem. Now we have crack babies who are born addicted to this online reality and they seem less like kids than a new breed of human.

They don't seem stupid. So they must be caught in the internet dimension because they were exposed since birth and before.

After having full recall of the first time I was out in front of a television and realizing that it was detrimental to a growing young mind-that it actually fractured my mind. Destroyed it. Did damage. (I remembered it was a Puff n' Stuff  rerun which was a pretty fucked up show for kids anyway and was inappropriate like everything else in  the 1970s. The Banana Splits is another glaring example of how tv wasted our minds, our time and pushed drug use and feeble mindedness on us from being infants and toddlers).

I then realized that the first time I really gained true consciousness as a human in civilized western society-where I could conceptualize 'reality' was about 7 years old. There's no way that anyone under that age should be exposed to Pre Recorded Light Images. Sound is a bit different and does not seem as damaging. Though I  am fortunate enough to have been raised in an era where pre recorded sound was accompanied with a healthy amount of live performances. Music in the streets, parks and constant concerts both big and small. 

If you look at modern day globalist colonized metro Boston where is the artist and musician? Where is the true expression of human life?  

People are looking down at screens in huge groups like ants working tirelessly.

Does anyone get that this is keeping people in a CONSTANT state of work and activity?

Everything seems geared towards that. 

So it's not only difficult to exist without any representation, support or place that's safe (the colleges have abandoned us as agendas have changed) but now the design of living spaces at least in cities is just so bad that even existing in these places becomes painful and downright awful. 

People also have forgotten the number one cardinal rule of city life: 
MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS.

That means that whatever I'm doing or wearing you shouldn't be looking or staring especially when a majority of people seem to have that stupid, confused looks on their faces. And if you're getting customer service from coffee shops for example please try to refrain from looking like you're actively SMELLING SHIT while waiting on people who don't look conformist. 

This seems specifically a problem with a new kind of globalist city dweller: the Uppity Third World Shithole Dweller or (1st or 2nd generation doesn't matter).

My great grandmother from Ireland was pissed when she came here realizing the streets are not paved with gold as she was led to believe before immigrating here. 

Well it seems today that that is the case that the streets are paved with gold you no longer have to live in a ghetto unless of course it's what they call a sanctuary City nowadays which is just a new way of creating ghettos without people understanding what the city is doing. 

You can now come here and immediately get a job and you're not required to live among your own kind until you culturally acclimate and get citizenship. You're readily accepted and you can go work on the globalist plantation as a worker be or in a franchise.

Well I'm very happy for you but always remember number one you're not from the place that's hosting you so you really don't know what's going on you don't know anything about the cultural nuances which I know that globalism serves to destroy in the interest of having you come over and be employed here but not everybody is going along with it and there's still some local culture also there's people who are doing things that's called pioneering that you might not be smart enough for ballsy enough or entrepreneurial enough to understand and you need to get out of their way people like me.

So when you see something that you think you understand especially in the city like Boston or New York when you never know who somebody's ancestors are you never know who somebody's family is especially in the Northeast dealing with a very smart person who's families loaded and you would never know it but that's one of the cultural nuances that you don't know because you haven't been here long enough you haven't taken the time to learn about your host City in fact you're obnoxious enough to act like you own the damn place because you're serving as a work would be which is complete bullshit and it's not reality.

Boston is also the kind of place that encourages people of a lower social status to harass other people close to them in the social status so they can appreciate themselves to the higher classes I feel better about themselves compared to the higher classes it's very classist and that will never change. 

Problem is is that I've been traveling for over 10 years and I've seen through that system and I no longer let it control me well if you want to come to Boston to become Bostonian I guess you're doing a good job by falling into mindless classism.

Also let's point out a glaring reality there must have been a reason that you left the place that you come from. 

If it was all that great then what are you doing here then? And that's the thing I keep telling myself every time I get somebody from a third world shithole who gives me attitude because there's too stupid to understand what I'm doing or they're a dumb worker be who is a common person who accepts the local rumors coming down from God knows what authority figures have infiltrated the local authorities who talked to their friends and business people in the area and then they chat with these girls making the coffee.

So firstly let me just say that people like me really do not give a shit about what you think. 

Secondly you're supporting the bad guys every single time you get in my way or give me a hard time.  Which you will do anyway because that's what's required of you to live and work here. 
And because where you come from so horrible and because when you come from is death and drug cartels and rebels who rape and kill and cut people up and constant war constant dictators constant chaos murder in the streets disorder no Constitution no Bill of Rights because where you come from was so bad you had to leave I have to assume that you haven't fully internalized the Constitution the Bill of Rights people's right to exist individuality entrepreneurial pioneering trailblazer very American concepts. Therefore it would make sense that you would take your third world governing and bring it here and start spreading it wherever you live and work which of course I'm not going to put up with because I'm in American. Being an American requires more than just getting a green card and getting a job in a franchise and making money and buying a car and getting a house or an apartment. 

and if you're only judgment of another citizen especially somebody that's been here for generations before you is by those Petty standards that you can go fuck yourself squarely go fuck off I am so not interested but somehow I'm being mobbed by people to think that their opinions actually mean something.

Which of course is one of the greatest reasons why they're being let loose in the cities on all of us is because they can be manipulated to be weaponized as an army against people like me.

So what makes you think that you can come here and get a job and somehow that makes you important because you're behind a register serving coffee you don't even own the franchise most of these people are working in drug stores in stores in coffee shops they're simply just worker bees and by the way let me remind you that you are so damn low on the totem pole here regardless of how you want to inflate your fucking eagle because it's easy for you to just walk right off and get a job by the way let me remind you that if we still had factories you would away from the rest of society on a daily basis working at those factories you would not be serving coffee and you would not be working in the drug stores with your paranoia your superstition your backwardsness your hive mindedness or tribal mindedness and you're complete lack of internalizing American ways and our Constitution which is freedom and liberty for all not just for you because you have a J O B.

Only is it painful the above link that I put up there but now it's a living hell because you have to realize something this place and I'm sure other cities are basically set up to be like presents. Complete with LED lights glaring in the prison yard complete with tribalism making it so everyone has to be in a different prison day all coexisting together but separate.

If you don't realize that they're building prisons not new cities and you need to open your eyes.

And the only people that are going to really want to live here are people that are facing such a desperate situation someplace else or people that are never been allowed to get out of their desperate situation we've been here for generations or people that are desperate to make their careers work and will do anything and so their soul to this shit in order to get a job or get an education if you're a real person as you fit the description of the link above it doesn't matter if you are homeless or have a million dollars you're still going to be miserable in these new globalist psychomanaged constructed as a zoo or an ant farm for human type cities.

all you can do is try to start gearing up because guess what we have to do we have to do with our ancestors did we have to flee and we have to go find some place new or we have to go and conquer and colonize and build new places because that's what we do. Remember these places are being provided for people that don't have those qualities they're comfortable in prisons they're insects.

It's getting harder and harder for anybody who's a real person it isn't like one or two dimensions and a Netizen in order to exist and look forward to reality. But this is a big planet and there's got to be some place for us to go and even though globalism and the gentrification that comes along with it seems to be all about controlling the physical spaces that we live in inside and in public spaces if you notice all public spaces with globalist gentrification become pseudo public spaces tightly controlled designed for a very restrictive use and activity natural spaces are never allowed to exist any longer.

if you're upset if you're angry if you're going to do damage if you're going to commit suicide if you're going to do alone shooting if you're going to hurt someone if you're going to hurt yourself if you're going to give up don't do it because there's a better place for us we have to do just the same thing that we did when they created the feudal systems we have to leave and find some new place colonize create make some place new this has happened before in history and it's going to happen again this is just what they do as long as you have awareness about what's going on especially about the potential for psycho management and the use of psychological warfare to really imprison you to a level where you have no inner life which should not be anything man find is doing I mean the church in the old days of Europe could not have done better possessing men's souls and men's minds now it's done with technology chemical influence and psychological tactics. 

All the worst qualities of every system of control that you can think of in history has been clean for its value to create a prison for humans the ultimate prison.

And you can either live in it or you can leave but either way you're not meant to be a person you're not going to be one if you're meant to be a slave you're going to be asleep you're going to be king we're here anybody meant and you're trying to make sure they get you down because obviously you can't be enslaved. 

Use the information above it to be more aware and have more realization about your value because if they get you down into the homeless throwaway area which is just a dumping ground for inconvenient humans which is why they keep trying to hide it from the public then it's very hard to get out and nowadays there's more auntie homelessness than even before covid covid and the last two years in this area at least has been used to do homeless sweeps and create an environment of almost zero tolerance it's approaching a zero tolerance like in other states. 

And the ignorance and the discrimination and the prejudice that they can no longer put on each other they're putting it on houseless people so it's going to be very difficult to try to function within alternative cultures and some cultures which include mobility and being transient because that's being taken away. 

We've got to acclimate and we have to adapt. If you can relate to the link above you have the intelligence how to do so. 









Wednesday, July 13, 2022

Panic and Anxiety -Electromagnetic Pollution?

 Grueling depression is helped by traveling, heavy exercised and keeping focused but it never goes away. Going inside for too long with crippling anxiety can become agoraphobia the fear of leaving your home. 


Anxiety can be awful and panic attacks can feel like heart attacks. 

I notice that on the buses there's the atypical anxiety around crowds and on public transportation -an awkward and uncomfortable place nowadays especially in summertime where the most unpleasant types are either visiting the city, going to a game from suburbs or aren't well off enough to leave for summer. Post Covid it's been miserable.

However I notice that being on the subway is much worse for inducing anxiety. Every single train ride and moreso certain lines than others. It's very odd..

I've often thought it very suspect that once people get clean and sober off of drugs and or alcohol they have 'panic attacks' where a person is then referred directly to psychiatry. 


Problem is that as Ive traveled often for health reasons I notice that these attacks as well as anxiety is present much moreso in certain geographic locations than others.

It's also interesting that once a person gets free from one form. Of control over them, they experience 'symptoms' that put the person right into another system of control. 

On certain lines here anxiety is crippling bordering on panic attacks that feel like heart damage is being done.

New stations, new trains... And most likely new forms of electromagnetic pollution. 

As one particular station was being completed some years ago, nothin was working. No wifi and no electricfied lines or third rail. Going through the closed station was peaceful and the environment seemed normal as it did 30 years ago. 






Tuesday, July 12, 2022

Combatting Critical Race Theory in Your Community

Combatting Critical Race Theory In Your Community 

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Try This "Critical Race Theory" Checklist
 https://www.heritage.org/education/commentary/try-critical-race-theory-checklist “represented an economic-political compromise between the elite and working-class whites [that] gave to the poor the sense of superiority, while retaining the substance for the rich.”
"superiority"? Listen you dumbf*cks its called survival.

The New Social Justice Makes Everyone Guilty 
The Truth about Critical Race Theory

Sunday, July 10, 2022

Do TIs Really have Time For This Crap?



(please note this was written with speech to text and may require editing)

Especially those of us who decided to fight political oppression and thus became even more of a problem for the system.  

Many theoretically targeted persons find themselves houseless and if we are fortunate (and smart) we can take it to the next level and live in subcultures such as the traveler community urban camping the shared economy even entrepreneurship and outsider art. 

The Globalist society basically is about netizens not citizens (people who exist mostly online in the internet's manufactured reality). The future is one of an isolated consumer and add to that transhumanist designs. 

People can do as they please you're supposed to be able to do that it's America as long as you're within the laws however we've developed a system that's very Chinese Communist and a bit Russian nowadays that we've implemented onto the internet and into social life which now is coming down into making federal laws that are ridiculous totally not constitutional government.

So people can't do whatever they want they have to do with this indoctrination system tells them to do that's not American just because you label something progressive doesn't mean it's progressive for everyone. Take Uber as an example it seems like a good idea however I just discovered through research that the reason that the transit systems in this country are falling apart isn't just age or the mafia taking all the money in the 70s especially in places like where I'm from in the Northeast it's because people would rather take Uber even across a college campus then walk or take part in the public transportation infrastructure. Uber only serves a certain small group of people as well and in that sense it's elitism just like this way of thinking nowadays the people are being indoctrinated into it's elitism.

And that's fine because I can always choose what trap mode of transportation I want as well as I can choose what to believe or how to live however when you start blocking other people from how they choose or if they disagree with you that's no longer constitutional government and of course no one's going to point this out and enforce it except in certain areas of this country because it benefits the corps photography and it makes us continue forward towards the globalist agenda. 


All I have to see is increased anti-homelessness and totally disregarding and writing off homeless people based on making excuses for the system or how they got there with things like white privilege mental illness laziness or whatever it is that people don't want to deal with the realities out here nowadays or is in the old days it was a gray area I don't ask don't tell you had Northeast cities and other areas where there was old money and organized crime running everything and if anybody knows how the world works it's those two groups of people especially since the organized crime people were either Jewish or Catholic and those two people are going to take Kitty on people have a little bit more religiousness or sympathy based on how they're raised and also knowing what they're doing to the community through being criminals they have kind of a Robin Hood outlet on things where they decided to take some of their money and power and help people when they could either through tolerance or outright help especially because in the old days those people were raised in ghetto environments themselves. an old money of course has been around so long that they know the realities of fate as well as how the world really works and it's amazing to me that so many people that know about the gang stalking system they know about being a targeted individual this was common knowledge in the old days it's amazing to me that people try to make it out to be mental illness imaginary they try to make it look like the person's delusional they're actually trying to make it look as if these things don't exist well it's not going to be too hard to do when you don't have areas being run overtly by criminals and old money people because those people no damn well that this system exists because they've either been victims of it living in fear of being victims of it or they've seen it happen especially old money.

But now you have a group of people in this country called netizens and they're extremely ignorant they're really stupid and their arms with the internet and cell phones and they'll believe whatever you tell them as long as they can get on board be part of something I think we all know the problems you're dealing with mob rules and that's why we have law and order and constitutional government because of lynchings because of hangings because of mob Justice because of witch burnings, because of what the Inquisition did in the medieval days because of the Native that have happened just within the lifetimes of our grandparents and great-grandparents. It's because mobs of people who are not qualified or educated or even employed or designated to make decisions about law protocol procedure or the way is that a city stage should be run or even people's lives should be run in that city state should not be making decisions for everybody based on getting into a big mob getting all worked up and burning things to the ground and taking down flags and statues. Also mobs are usually not capable of doing that by themselves and again if you don't know history your damned you're going to repeat it what's interesting is a lot of this stuff is being done in colleges so I guess they're not teaching basic history 101 because I only have an 11th grade education back from the public schools in the 1980s in Rhode Island and Metro Boston.

Without computers with really shitty teachers or teachers that didn't really give a shit aging baby boomers basically I have a shitty education and I had to self-educate myself by hanging out at universities talking to professors talking to people hanging out with rich people in my twenties and reading a lot of books. 

How is it that college kids are doing all this stuff because people are lying to them and directing their actions and when it comes to angry mobs of just any citizen that's all they are online that's all these movements are as angry mobs and that's not supposed to be able to dictate what becomes law and order so the agenda benefits the corporatocracy and it benefits the future that they want whatever forces are involved behind that probably bankers and construction companies and biotech whatever it is whatever it is they're all going to make decisions for us with weaponizing the public against each other basically it's the ultimate game of divide and conquer. 

Because the public are not so bright that's why we have law and order and a constitution people like me right now are actually suffering more after the pandemic and all of the political people in the last two years because the people at the top are smart enough to engineer it that way they know how the public are going to react and think so what's progressive for you might not work for me it might be oppressive for me. And people like me already facing political oppression this vide.


Personally I think we live in a world where people have become spoiled they don't have to sing for their supper they don't have to work for their food outside and it's just easier to go along with this stuff and it's also entertaining and a bunch of nobodies that would never be part of something get to hop onto a bandwag that's the most dangerous kind of person that you have involved in this movement I have seen so many people come around to Liberal college areas in The last 5 years who would have been stuck somewhere in bum fuck Michigan spitting out babies and they come in and they have no business being allowed into a college area they don't have the brains they don't have the talent unfortunately that's the reality and they make a big noise and they start throwing their weight around because they can be part of some movement where all they have to do is say that they're binary and it's all drama and fuss constantly.

The problem is is they're not really doing anything they're not going to write the next Great American novel they're not going to do paintings that are going to be in a gallery someday or even outside or are they're not doing anything they're certainly not colorful characters they're just loud obnoxious leeches on a scene that's created just for that kind of person they're basically just taking stupid people and weaponizing them against the smart people who want true hope and change.


All they've done is created these little armies so they can hijack the hope of change that's really all they've done and they've also hijacked environmentalism. Everybody knows damn well that nuclear is not clean energy and everybody knows damn well that yes we need to make changes to the infrastructure when it comes to fossil fuel of course but the changes should have been done slowly and they should have been started 25 years ago when we Gen x is one of them started or even when my parents were young and the 60s and 70s but they wanted it it shouldn't have been done as a power grab during a pandemic and it's costing us what little money we have left because everything so expensive nowadays.


It's more than just left or right or voting for Trump or by and that's what they want you to think they want you to pick a side stick to it and become a crazy about it and a lot of the people that you see in these crowds a lot of these people that are in college a lot of these people that you see on the internet they're not real people in other words they're cointelpro type people.


Just the same as in gang stalking theory the theory which has been proven over time many times with simple activist stuff from the old days infiltrators saboteurs agitators it's all there their job is to get a crowd get them riled up their job is to spread disinformation this is what they do except now they have the internet.

And what's really disturbing is that no one's noticing that the more they put down conspiracy theory I conspiracy theorists and the more they push these easy fixes online activism feel good activism #easy push a button activism the more they push that and the less that people bring up real issues where agendas might be hidden the more suspect you should be of the easy answers.... And especially the mob rules.


When I say mob in this context I'm not talking about the mafia I know I'm from the Northeast and I'm older and so when I say the mob here we say the mafia for Italians and the mob guys maybe for Irish the Irish organized crime or Jewish even because they were all involved all three of those demographics mostly here in other parts of the country they have the Dixie Mafia they have a Cajun organized crime organization in Louisiana other parts of the country it's Russian now it's Chinese but in the Northeast it was those three demographics mostly but here I don't mean that organized crime I mean like an angry mob in the old days with pitchforks and torches hunting down Frankenstein like in the movies hunting down anybody as if they think committed a crime and they've decided that that's the person they're going to hunt down and they're going to hang them.

For accusing of being a witch or turn them into the Inquisition or the Nazis.


The rule of law and constitutional government is it supposed to pick and choose who's right and wrong this is the problem with this approach we're going right back to an era before The Constitution was created where mob rules and it's usually coming down from some elite group of people that want people to act that way on their behalf with sneaky motives of sjws and progressives. So the rule of thumb should be no matter what you do or believe in if you step on other people's toes or you cancel them or whatever it is because they don't agree with you you have a problem your country has a fucking problem because you have to look back at history and realize that that's not human rights it's the opposite.


And the irony of something like BLM having mob rules when they should realize the history of lynchings and putting people in jail without proper evidence before DNA testing came up the irony of that is just too much to deal with. Always remember that you can't hate on this group of people that are doing this now because number one they're naive their intelligence is really high enough they don't have exposure to what it means to have an agenda or what deception is also a lot of them are pathetic and sad and they really wouldn't have anything else if it wasn't for these popular movements that they're involved in like the person I just mentioned it was from Michigan that is a real girl and she came around Harvard square with someone who brought her back from traveling and years ago when Harvard was hosting a bunch of rich kids gone bad connected kids gone bad and the lost travelers and artists who hadn't found their way yet and activists you know people that belong around an elite University LOL well she just didn't belong there she wasn't doing anything she wasn't contributing and she was a pain in the ass and that's the kind of people that started to come around to the University Street scenes forget the universities and destroy the environment so that the real people who were genuinely needy and yes there are people in the Street scenes around colleges that need to be there they wouldn't survive in any other environment they're not just homeless that's why they gravitate towards the college and not a downtown area so they can smoke crack or do math their brain needs that environment it's unfortunate they're upbringing or circumstances were terrible and that's what we're dealing with now totally destroyed college seeds so if the outside of the college is ruined I can't imagine what the inside of the college looks like or sounds like or the kind of crap they're feeding these kids.

All this is is just a war on elitism by elites that don't like the fact that whatever elitism other people come up with benefits their bottom line so they want to get rid of all the elitism or all of the subcultures that don't benefit them and create one that benefits just them and their agenda.

For instance people have less and less knowledge of my subculture and I don't get the respect I used to get. It could partially be because of the changes from the pandemic people are not nice and tolerant they were before the pandemic and now everyone's kind of an asshole around here and it isn't just gasoline being $7 a gallon it's probably a bunch of different factors including whatever the hell is wrong with the things involved in the pandemic itself either vaccinations or the virus itself both of which have been documented to cause aggression and dumbing down and brain damage especially if you lose your sense of smell etc. Is that aside as far as timing goes it could also be individually in my case my hair is turning gray and in this part of the country I think there is a shelf life for how long you're supposed to be socially acceptable if you're involved in a subculture whereas if I was in another part of the country like Austin or California I'd be considered more of an artist so therefore this is a legitimate lifestyle for me for my lifetime for the Northwest etc in the Northeast especially in Massachusetts it's probably considered something for kids and you're supposed to grow out of it but if you're going according to the theory of gang stalking and being targeted then this lifestyle if you make a lifestyle out of it is pretty much going to be your mode of operation and how you get through it until you can get to where you need to go maybe going inside in an apartment where you're safe the people are not compromised not only does someone like me have health issues where I can just go into any apartment there's the added risk of security.


An extra for anyone who's going according to the theory of being targeted you have to find good people that are decent that have enough resources and not enough corruption so that they're not compromised and they can afford to behave decently towards you just because people have money doesn't mean that they're not compromised actually they're more in danger of being blackmailed or compromised to keep their position or whatever it is so you can't tell who's compromise and who isn't. 

I mean if you're a seasoned veteran in this you can tell just by looking at something you can tell by the way they act and you know all the red flags that's why people need to continue to do internet activism for gang stalking whatever you want to call this system and being targeted the theoretical GS system because once you read the theory read the theory of counter moves read the theory of creating a counter system for yourself then if say for instance theoretically or if it's feasible that it is really happening how can it hurt all you're doing is making a way of protecting yourself from bad people even if it wasn't about being a targeted individual on that scale or its Nationwide or worldwide with some intelligence Network or something what if it's just local or what if it's just workplace mobic which is actually officially legally recognized in the courts in this country? Would you complain a lot but we come up with systems where you can defend yourself and that's for anybody being bullied or harassed or targeted on any level from kids on the internet all the way up to where we are and in the middle like workplace mobbing or community mobbing or if you have an angry pissed off boyfriend a stalker somebody in a position of power who has the ability to come after you just for whatever it is or you're a whistleblower at a company whatever it is internet activism makes it so people can defend themselves. We save lives and it's unfortunate that now they're trying to get rid of us by breaking up the conference calls breaking up the community telling us our causes useless in a world where feel good activism gives people easy answers and tells them that as long as they go along with this system of progressive Insanity it'll solve every problem by convincing people that every problem is right in front of them that needs to be solved when actually the really dangerous issues are the ones that are hidden with webs of deception around you as a citizen as an American or just as a person.


That's another reason I think they don't want us around is because we deal with webs of deception daily or it's always in the back of our minds the long term how we have to conduct our affairs to make sure we get a fair deal really that's all you're doing is making sure that you know all the dangers potentially so you can get a fair deal because the GS system the shadow system will always try to get you a raw deal.


So one of the reasons they don't want someone like me or another activist around who has good ideas about how to make sure you protect yourself and get a fair deal is because look at what they're doing with this indoctrination system and these crazy corporate Marxist systems of thought and ideology and making them actually part of our country's laws and infrastructure. They don't want people who can if you will deprogram the public.


They don't want anybody who can point out the deception and if anyone can do that it's a TI who's an activist but it's definitely somebody who's dealt with SRA high-level programming the deeper reasons that some people are targeted individuals. And it is unfortunate that some people in our movement I think it was just one person went to one meeting one time for targeted individuals and then he went out and did alone shooting that's like saying every gun owner is going to be alone shooter or every person involved in AA is going to go out and do something or everybody but of course that works really well because of the way they marketed and the way that they put out the campaign to make it look as if people who have these ideas are dangerous and of course it helps to frame me back in 2016 and put my reputation in question with emails threatening the police that somebody else wrote using content from my blog I think they framed a bunch of other activists around the same time. Getting rid of Alex Jones anybody who has any opinions they don't like or says things that they don't like if they consider a moral. I don't agree with the way Alex Jones went about what he was doing he was too aggressive and I know for a fact that his wife divorced him and after his wife divorced him because she had connections to Big media that's when he started having legal issues so it's all about who you know which is something I think we all accept as a reality.


I'm very disturbed by some of the things I found in these videos I know it's supposed to be funny and away from us to blow off steam those of us that see through this bullshit and hate it and really it's hard to even watch half this shit but thank God in a lot of areas you're still allowed to be yourself and think your own ideas I noticed it's especially acceptable or actually expected even if you're older they just consider you to be over 40 and you don't know what's going on and you're ignorant which is fine because then you know I'm not going to keep trying to remember someone's name when they change their name every other month to some girl's name then a guy's name then a non-gender binary name I'm over 50 I have gray hair I just called the person by the name that I met them with and they get pissed off and that's too bad I'm getting older I can hardly remember anybody's name at this point and I noticed that our generation is having more health issues earlier in life than definitely my grandmother my grandmother was healthy until she was in her nineties not 100% but she didn't really go downhill until she was really old the baby boomers as well as the Gen xers are having a lot of physical issues and that shows you how bad the environment is and a lot of this is actually due to electromagnetic pollution as well as other kinds of pollution and the food we eat which nobody is focusing on.


A lot of this environmentalism by the way and I'll do a piece on this maybe even a video it's actually part of what seems to be a depopulation agenda and to control people not for the environment think about it if it wasn't why would they have to make it happen during a pandemic?


Anyway what I found in these videos watching some of them I didn't realize it was a lot of mind control programming involved. Stuff that resembles high level programming of survivors of SRA and high-level programming programs like MKUltra in theory. As you know I have a bit of a pedigree if you will because my mother is a documented radiation experiment you both parents US military she was given radium to shrink her tonsils at a US military hospital in Massachusetts and she was born in Maryland and Bethesda which is notorious for experimentation. It's not so far fetched that MK Ultra would be also involved in our lives especially if it was taken away from the US government which has to be accountable and give you freedom of information requests and it was handed over to private sector companies where the public has no accountability and to demand from them.


So however this goes whatever is really going on with cases like mine there's plenty of people who have come forward to written books and made claims that they're programmed and a lot of them I believe that and some of them I believe are being used by disinformation systems unfortunately Arizona Wilder I believe her story that she's a survivor of programming but I believe that David Icke is nothing short of a disinformation agent because if he wasn't he wouldn't really be allowed to run around writing those books and he wouldn't be allowed to do anything they would have gotten rid of him. I think we've seen all the Bond movies and read all of the true information about Britain's long time running intelligence services even in the movie Elizabeth we can see the people that were around Elizabeth I wanted to get her into office to get rid of Rome running Britain which I can't blame them for after the horrible things the Inquisition did. However intelligence services are always going to be around powerful people and they're always going to be either guarding them or getting rid of them decided by whoever what the agenda is going to be.


So if the guy was really telling the truth how would he be able to create an empire based on something as ridiculous as claiming that the Royal family are shapeshifting reptilian lizards who have actually shown themselves to Arizona Wilder? He wouldn't be allowed to exist if he had any real evidence at all he be suicided or get into an airplane accident he would be dead. I have to live out of a storage space and I can't even speak about anything and I get framed and people have this shitty opinion of me with constant disinformation which is worse now than it was years ago because of course people in my family had some power connection some of my other family members had connections I didn't know about so I was protected and the Obama years were much more accepting of activism and speaking out on the internet as well as during Bush but nowadays you're not allowed to do that or they're going to say you're alone shooter and this is what they're doing they're making sure the conspiracy theorists can't put their conspiracies out there because I noticed the same sjw people and that whole progressive movement are the same people that are saying that conspiracy theories don't exist I need some mental illness or you're doing it just so you can push your beliefs forward which is a little annoying considering they're the ones that push their beliefs on people's throats and they're the ones that are crazy and come up with crazy shit.


So this is all a disinformation campaign and this is all indoctrination and it's all bullshit. What I see in these videos frighteningly I just noticed it today of these sjw people and these transgender people some of the stuff sounds like programming and I didn't realize until today and I'll have to dig deeper. Now that doesn't surprise me because that's another reason they don't want survivals of high liver programming to come out and do activism and they want to bury us because we are the ones that are going to recognize things that were in internal programming. Methods and mechanisms of control of human mind and Spirit things like mirroring things like alters things like shifting alter systems they don't want that because I noticing that the people in the video is talking or talking about alters and shifting Ultra systems which is very frightening. I can't determine if these kids are being programmed early on or if these kids are being taught programming from the outside and they're buying into it kind of like when you go into the military and they train you and in a way it is militarization if you look at it. Our society is militarized when people don't see it for what it is.


So don't buy into this stuff it isn't part of what we're doing we need to stay neutral on the sidelines we need to look at things for what they are and make sure that we don't take up sides take up political parties unless it benefits of us at that moment or start to buy into any of this stuff because it really is sort of like the programming of society like a mind control program for a person with high level programming. We have to stay neutral and recognize deception when we see it our job is to continue to expose the truth and make it so people can see what it is because some people aren't going to be happy some people are going to be confused and unhappy in this system and we need to save them and then some people are going to become targeted that we need to especially make sure they have what they need to survive and then if they can survive maybe they can even flourish under those horrible conditions that are life long.


So laugh at the video if you can but a lot of it is hard to watch and it's really disturbing and it's sad because just like with extreme consumerism these people are wasting their lives their lives are being taken up by the systems in a way it's kind of like the way religion used to take prisoner of people it's interesting that these people are probably very anti-religion and they don't even see that the same thing is happening to them complete with an Inquisition. 











Monday, June 20, 2022

Enjoy Your 'Clear Day' Federal Holiday Today

 It becomes so obvious that now after Covid is over as considered by many to be the case, that conditions are much worse than before the pandemic. 


And in the area I am in around Metro Boston in the northeast of the United States in the city area at least the changes are very bad. If they're doing this in other cities or whatever it means it's accomplished then it's no wonder there's a rise. There are theories about the way that that's done which I will go over at some point but I'm not being jammed if I can find a location that's easier to deal with however it doesn't surprise me that with the environment the way it is now with the stressors that are there if someone doesn't know what's happening to them or they're not mentally strong and emotionally sound if they would take that sort of action so in theory this is the powers that be working against the American public to cause domestic terrorism in order to gain control and continue to fear monger and cause chaos.


I've noticed as of this summer there is an increased police contact going on with me and whoever I'm with. Now that might be just because I'm in an area where theres  a large golf tournament this week.

 years ago in Cambridge if there was such an event which was my former home base before I was framed, nothing really changed for me however I've learned my lesson that in the day and age we live in perhaps being around an event of that size with that much wealth might be best to stay away because other bigger forces that say can influence local forces and make it so there's more attention to me especially because I dress very alternatively and live an alternative lifestyle to the norm.


I hope that this increased contact goes away after the US Open goes away is what worries me is it reminds me of the increased contact right before the frame up of 2016 or I was naive and didn't understand that I shouldn't put my interactions on the internet naming names and locations because then the person who sent the emails under my name could easily take the information and use it for that purpose.


Other than increased contact during this short period of time what I am noticing in the environment and this is only theoretical and an observation I noticing that my memory is decreased my ability to plan and execute planning is very bad I feel like I'm floating I feel like I'm out in the clouds I'm not grounded I feel as if I don't know where to go on that day I can't make a solid plan there's a lot of fear there's a lot of feeling disconnected and totally isolated from the environment and the community which was not the case before covid and during covid. The changes in the society and the local environment are actually contributing to this which I'll mention afterwards but of course on a Federal holiday I wake up feeling clear I know who I am I know what I'm doing and I wake up with hope. Lately as of this spring and summer I wake up with complete and total terror which is not normal I feel like I don't belong I feel like I'm old I feel like I need to move on and I'm having a definite problem with being able to write in my blog. My blog posts are all based on instances that occur and burst of fear and anxiety from these things that are traumatizing and then I write about them in a way that doesn't really make sense for my readers. I can't make videos I can't work on my other blogs unrelated to this subject matter I basically feel as if there's a cloak over me preventing me from speaking out at all.


As some of you know also my long time sponsor who helped me out greatly a 5 years has disappeared and I'm very worried about her. Her behavior was erratic in the last year but I never expected that she would stop helping out without even writing me an email or something to let me know what's happening or even without a warning. So this is left me crashing in a way because all of the support I had was taken and I feel like as I've mentioned or you'll discover from reading this the support for me my lifestyle my age group me is an activist I feel like it's all been taken from me all at once like the rug has been pulled out from under me which makes this situation much worse. 

Also isolating from friends and family even on social media or phone calls as if there's something preventing me from reaching out and causing me to isolate like I said on this clear day I don't feel that way this is something caused in the environment it's new post covid if you will because everyone acts as if it's over now.


I also have relief today from very bad aches and pains and a constant feeling of pain in my bones and muscles. This was brought on by taking one of the medications to cure liver disease that came out in 2016, it also has made it so I drop things out of my hands all the time which seems to be a permanent side effect of the liver cure medication. It's so bad that I have a name for it: 'Ha---ni hands' every time I drop something right out of my hands and it makes no sense that that would happen (I don't want to reveal the exact name of the medication personally because I am listing all side effects with my doctor that administered it so in the future is class action lawsuits I will make sure I have recourse because that seems to be the way that big farmer does things. When they know they've made all their money and the amount of people that have been harmed by the side effects only a percentage of them are going to realize there's a suit and file. I've kind of figured out that this is one way they make money off of these medications because if the side effects were listed up front people either would not take them or they would get into trouble right away. Also I can never really talk and express myself and exercise my freedom of speech on this blog anymore because I'm afraid that if I name a company or a police department or a store etc then the stalker that framed me in 2016 or hired hacker whatever the person was is going to take the opportunity to send an email under my name with threats. So I am unable to express myself fully). 

 I'll do a blog post on that at some point. I have arthritis and a lot of physical issues like that ever since secure my liver disease. However I noticed that when I'm in the city Metro Boston proper as well as without these clear days such as federal holidays. I feel as if I'm 75 years old and I'm only 51. So outside Metro Boston these issues are almost non-existent as far as the physical pain and hopelessness. 

So it shows that it's something coming from the environment in the major hub area of Metro Boston specifically. 

Harassment on the public transportation system which is being investigated by the feds for safety violations and multiple derailments and crashes of which are suspicious that might be sabotaged I've always thought,  it's gotten to the point where it's now a sport. Countermeasures have to be formulated and executed as if it's going into a major dangerous Battle zone -a hot area. 


One should not have to live like one is it war in one's civilian life at home in the domestic environment. 


So when there's a clear day such as federal holiday it is a very good time to gauge the new changes in the environment. Get anything done that you can make any plans that you can while you're clear. 


Anti homelessness is very high and discrimination and harassment of unvaccinated people is present, ironically in the very areas that were viscous about masking up during COVID. 


People are mean, arrogant and much more uncaring than before. 


It was a very clever power grab during COVID-19 and potentially the entire thing was for that purpose. The theory is very feasible. 


As an activist who is challenging the system in a way thats genuine and not 'approved of' or 'feel good' activism that's backed by the corporatocracy (race/identity politics or demographic specific police brutality) I find myself abandoned by the college areas as well as the traditional Liberal Left who seem to now no longer be able to 'afford' anyone who questions the system in any real meaningful way especially on subject matter like conspiracy or intrigue. 


Age-ism or discrimination and exclusion of older people is rampant among the young generation who has basically taken over the Boston area. Anyone over a certain age is assumed to be Hitler and the cause of everything wrong with society today. Even Gen X which is laughable. 


The students are gone for the summer so there's the summer time harassment campaign that occurs every summer in this area. Students arent around to observe injustice and I'm sure it's to try to keep the area a certain way for tourists especially since the US Open is here this year. 


It also seems to recruit and employ every loser who can't go away for the summer like everyone else. Believe me there is enough of them. Alot of young people are involved. It may even be a private security company or other organization. 


You can tell it's bullshit because when you arrive in town from being away no one pays you any mind. After a day or two you are treated like a cancer cell and perps are like white blood cells surrounding you, constantly trying to rid you from the body (the area and it's people).


This was all livable before Covid 'ended' this summer. 


Coming back to the city in May I noticed how complete the changes were to the area. 


Less homeless, no Travelers, less artists and musicians less colorful people generally. The building boom of condos has been pretty much completed and the new inhabitants are basically globalist colonists. And they dont understand or like traditional Massachusetts culture (unless it's touristy or corporate) and that includes harboring dissidents, artists, writers and tolerating homeless people as part of the community. Which of course they have destroyed that sub culture with meth and fentanyl heroin and underpolicing so now it's zero tolerance which the new corporations, privatized environment is happy to accommodate. There's also been the sneaky trick of bringing in alot of people from 3rd world countries who hate anything resembling poverty and it's a cultural norm to exclude people (the Indian Caste system). Employing them exclusively along with indoctrinated youth and indoctrinated African Americans or traditionally hateful African Americans in Boston ensures that the privatized and corporate globalist infrastructure is now protected by a stable population of workers and house slaves that will protect 'The Boss's' property and interests against outsiders and undesirables. And every demographic I just mentioned is now protected not only under federal law as a protected class also protected under the new Nazi like rulership of PC culture. So if I say anything about these demographics being used against and there are various different ways the different Dynamics then you immediately get called a racist and no one will listen to you which is another clever trick of all of this globalist design. 

Also a lot of detractors especially during the frame up specifically from one specific college kept trying to save my blog was racist. It's not so much racist as it has to do with point telpro historically and again because I'm foggy and jammed all the time it's hard for me to inform people of that and even for me to feel like I'm in the right because whatever is being done right now around here I feel like I'm public enemy number One even though intellectually I know I didn't do anything. I feel like a haunted animal and this is worse than it ever was before. 

It's interesting that all of the race related and identity politics related movements that have now created a prison from any of us where we don't have the money or the status to be in the bubble to be comfortable or we don't fit into the new, feel good symbiotic relationship that people have with each other. if your a TI and 'white' that might be the only thing you have in your wallet at that moment to get by or to get access to something and that has being taken away in this area. I'm sure in other areas it's worse and that is part of this great reset-to shut out people fighting political oppression unless it's officially recognized. Denying Targeted Individuals exist at all. 

 If it's not that, it's my gray hair if it's not that it's being homeless which makes no sense considering it's supposed to be about inclusion. As part of the community. 

Dealing with all of this racially focused politicizing of everything people interestingly are avoiding or not mentioning the history of COINTELPRO. If they were familiar with the program and research on the older materials especially interviews with people from the program themselves brought to you by black panthers that became CCTV healthy this is the problem with losing touch with history and rejecting it and trying to create something new your destiny to repeat all the mistakes. So not looking at that program people don't understand that maybe they shouldn't trust everything coming out of the black community because it might be manipulation from the intelligence community or other entities in the power structure. You have to study Black culture in America to understand Black culture not just go to a protester put aside like I just buy happenstance has happened to me in my life. You can't understand people going to school and studying because they're going to tell you only what they want you to know and have you certain way that's what school is for. And the environment that was a little bit to the left especially in the Northeast they used to deal with those issues because they genuinely believed in fighting and questioning the system but the system can't afford to be questioned or challenged anymore and I think that is what we're dealing with right now through all of the necessary and it's going to make sure there's no open doors or cracks to let any dissident or rival opinions in. 


All you can do is try to notice the differences between the clear days and how the environment has changed such as I'm noticing it's changed when everyone feels like covid's over as of this spring and summer. Even with the issues I mentioned occurring. For all we know it might be something or in covid itself it's designed to make people this way.


The environment itself is almost deadly to me at this point and the fear and confusion and disorientation that's created is making it impossible to function and get anything done. It's good to notice these things because then you can either counter them or go to an area where they're not as severe. Wondering how much of this is an overdose of electromagnetic pollution and how much of this is adding 5G slowly to the environment. I am not familiar with the effects of satellite the way it's being set up as 5G as opposed to microwave and other electromagnetic interferences in human energy fields human thinking human life animal and plant life as well. 


Most people don't even know that 2G 3G and 4G come from cables huge cables laid at the bottom of the ocean that's our internet and then 5G satellite and I'm sure they don't understand the changes to the environment which you totally not environmentally friendly that are necessary to put more satellites out into space and I'm sure that they haven't been told about the future issues that that's going to cause pollution and even danger to us here on Earth with space junk.

Any activists goes against the system of meaningful way is real life and making life unhealthy and unpleasant on this earth when it's our birthright to have it be healthy and pleasant allowing for the dangers of nature of course and each other. 



Make as many observations as you can and try to get done what you can because tomorrow it will all come back again and you'll basically be put back into a prison. And actually as of this summer it's more like solitary confinement with the guards messing with me all the time in the dark with no lights as opposed to just being in a prison with other inmates that would be everybody in the city as well as me. 


Wednesday, June 15, 2022

DNA Test Available Traces Maternal Line More Specifically For African Ancestry/Race Weaponized In The NWO-kmow the truth

AFRICAN ANCESTRY MatriClan Test Kit
 "Men and Women - Test your mother's maternal ancestry. Your DNA is destroyed. We DO NOT sell or share your genetic information. The MatriClan Test will reveal the African country of origin and ethnic group (tribe) that you share maternal ancestry with during the past 500 - 2,000 years.* This test will not provide percentages of different regions."

You know my opinion on this-stop the Divide and Conquer and we can have a truly functional society. Ive always written about the purposeful disinformation, deceptions, even campaigns of creating identities for African Americans. In this way they keep African-American people enslaved. Every generation or every couple of decades.

If you really want to even up the playing field for African Americans then they need to know who they are,  where they come from and what their DNA has inside of it.  they're not honest with African Americans or the rest of us about these issues. Nowadays taking a hard look at reality is considered offensive even though people act like they're keeping it real by politicizing everything and making everything about identity.

Cult like, religious fanaticism is regularly used in Europe as we can see as recently as world war II and you're getting the same thing in Europe now, a sort of an inverse Nazism from the other side of the coin but it's the same tactics and the same extremist people with the same extremist plans (Leftists say that the world will be perfect once there's a race created from everyone interbreeding-thus a 'master race' and eugenics is once again, the answer instead of freedom, natural selection, free association and self determination.)  See nutcases like Barbara Spectre from Sweden. 

That's why we have this country and the US Constitution (of course I always allow for acknowledging the Native American genocide which also we should have a little more respect for by understanding that those people have been wiped out pretty much in order for us to have this country- we give them absolutely no respect every time we shit on the United States and the US Constitution. The US is not strictly a supremacists replica of Europe-Native Americans, their culture, their land and even their flesh in the ground we live on, eat food from and breathe, has made the USA the unique nation it is. Their contribution to music especially has been completely ignored. Jazz wasn't created anywhere else in the world-why? America is a very communications based country-think the Natives and speaking over The Peace Pipe. No European nation is like ours. All of our unique qualities are due to the people who were here before us and the people who came here afterwards. You bitch about history but you are more than happy to exist in the infrastructure and architecture that was laid by people in the past. Even the Lefts recent agenda wouldn't exist without the pioneering and suffering of the Baby Boomers and the brats pushing PC culture today have no respect or recognition other than a disrespectful 'okay, Boomer' disregard and refers to Covid-19 as a 'Boomer remover'. If I didn't visit, pay attention to, assist or respect older people I would have been in trouble.

That is why tribalism is so important to the system to create divide and conquer.
 I've grown up in Boston where before globalism set down here which is nothing more than a new kind of colonialism imperialism.
 everybody here lives so close to each other we had a culture all our own which is a form of diversity as they call it and we knew a lot about each other and shared each other's cultures, contrary to the ignorant separatism being taught now being marketed as unifying people.

Globalism hates local culture and it has to destroy it in order for it to colonize.

So I've seen black different kinds of African American culture of which in Boston was very common for us to share the same music or club scenes even if we didn't live in the same neighborhoods which sometimes we did especially in the 90s.

In my point of view from my life experience, age and demographic generally I feel as if globalism has taken African Americans away from us as allies, friends and as a people and as an ethnic culture that we shared in. 
It's almost like having a family member ripped away from you and then turned against you.

And after traveling the country and seeing the different regions in our United States- and they really are regional cultures this country-theres all different variations of ethnic cultures.
And that's what ancestry does and that's the reality we're not admitting to ourselves which I don't know why because getting to the truth is never a polite process. It's kind of like a doctor trying to dig out a tumor so the person can heal and grow again. It's never going to be an easy process to go and have surgery and have something removed or to fix something medically but sometimes it has to be done.

 My view is that they're sparing African-Americans the pain of looking at reality so they can keep them sick so they can perpetuate sickness and dependency and learned helplessness and all the things I grew up seeing in Boston and things I've seen in other places. People in Boston have no idea how good they have it compared to Baltimore, Maryland, Tampa, Florida, St Louis. Even California where they take bad areas that are homeless or ghettos and they just sort of corral them off from every place else and the police don't even patrol in there. It becomes like a third world country.
 In the Northeast you just don't have that because everyone lives so close they always have patrols and access to resources.  in the Northeast where I'm from the rich liberal elites would look like idiots if they didn't take care of their impoverished populations so it's a reflection on them it also makes it less likely that they'll want to rob their neighborhood which is often a few streets down the road from a bad neighborhood.  so the liberal elites do things because it benefits them.
 of course our culture has an element of wanting to help people and that's ingrained in us especially with the medical and educational communities here, however people do things for selfish reasons because they're human.

One of the reasons that slavery never caught on in the north especially the Northeast is because of the way the land is laid out and it just wasn't profitable which is one of the reasons why the Northeast was helpful in freeing slaves and in the freedom movement. 
now imagine if dealing with Yankees as I know them and Ive described them in my blogs- imagine if the Yankees did find slavery profitable. Can you imagine how much sneakiness and deception would be involved in keeping African Americans in shackles?

 In a way the Northeast and other Liberal elitist areas still do the same thing except they do it's psychologically and culturally. Humans are animals and whatever is useful to them is what they're going to want for themselves to benefit them and theirs. In the Northeast there's an attitude of 'we have to keep things in order to benefit us and we have to retain our position at the top but we still want to make sure people have what they need and are taken care of' much moreso than the South. 

Well as you can tell I'm not a person that believes in keeping the order of things if the people that are benefiting have the audacity to pretend that 'keeping the order of things' is to preserve their dominance such as a  progressive agenda and it's unifying people and it's freeing people. I simply cannot stand or stomach that much hypocrisy especially when I'm being screwed the most out of anybody or if conditions only seem to be changing for those in their service not for the worst communities they claim to be trying to help. 

Also in my age group we remember busing in the 70s used as an attempt to create equality we've seen these people do these social experiments with no consequences to themselves but they destroy the lives of people and social classes underneath them so we have a great mistrust of these social experiments because it's never at any cost to them ever.

So it kind of serves the purpose for the system to shovel bullshit at African-Americans. what's interesting is that it's so threatening to simply systematically look at this issue as a scientific issue and genetic issue. I'm simply putting forth fact in reality that is the greatest crime right now because it doesn't benefit the systems plan to repurpose African Americans in their new identity. So a lot of this is all more identities created by the system or simply just complex engineering with social engineering but in the end of course benefits them and it benefits globalism and the corporatocracy.

tell them where they're from, tell them the history about what happened without being angry and tearing down statues because that doesn't change history-you have to just realize people are a product of their time and let's move on. 
 if you keep statues up that are offensive, you will always have a reminder of the offense therefore you won't repeat it again.
I am very suspicious of this movement to tear down statues especially with terrorism and lawlessness in the streets during a pandemic. that's not how things.  It should be done through proper channels and African-Americans should feel that they have a say in government. Using terrorism only reinforces their alienation and separatism and it turns them into an army under whoever is guiding and shaping them to intimidate the rest of us...which people like me will absolutely not tolerate because I see it for what it really is.

 If the communities are involved then we would have arrived at a society that functions with African-Americans included. 

I don't understand the term 'post-racial' and if I think I know what it means I don't believe in it because there's no such thing because our DNA signals us every second of the day to judge who the other person is based on genetics. (For many African Americans, they say 'the gaze' they get from Caucasians is uncomfortable thus their need for 'safe spaces'. The gaze is anything ranging from fascination with their looks or coloring to appreciation for their appearance from an  asthetic point of view. And yes it can consist of dislike or suspicion due to varying reasons. What isnt being discussed is what goes on in the white brain when the gaze occurs. It could be that due to genetic cues, the gaze is  result of our unfamiliarity with African sub Saharan DNA and we are scanning for something genetically familiar for a reference point. To be honest as a visual artist many African Americans have some features that one is unable to ignore such as skin coloring, build, structure and even movement. However I personally scan for familiarity based on Africaness or European DNA. Often I can detect Native features. All of these are due to my own differing genetic ancestry as well as whoever I'm looking at as well as social cues and influences from the environment I was formed in. It's a very complex process. Instead of defining racism the way we do today, it would be more useful to understand what race difference causes in humans and how it's processed, detected etc.) 

 no one can have an honest conversation about that right now because they compare it to Nazism if you do which is complete nonsense they're just doing that because they want to have control. How does it make sense that the system is doing genetic testing on everyone and everything you can imagine to find out who's who they can have an edge the social engineering and controlling everything at this point in time they're doing that but yet they're telling us that race is a social construct and that these things don't exist? Again it's double think.

The best solution to this as far as I am concerned is to get people tested these tests should not cost $299 they should be fucking free if you can show that you come from any kind of slavery anywhere in this country the test should be goddamn free. And there should be a guarded family tree and DNA math of course the genetic material should be thrown away so it can't be used in any sinister way, as this test on this site says your genetic material will be thrown away we don't sell your genetic information which African Americans worried about some would say their paranoid but I completely agree. After the Black Panthers and everything that happened African-Americans regularly get set up for crimes by myself personally had reason to be worried that if somebody has my DNA they would set me up at a crime scene I know exactly the feeling and I relate completely to that fear.

So there needs to be somehow with  precaution taken against misuse or sinister use of the genetic materials make a genetic map and a family tree and signed out who's who and from where and who's related to who. I think this is a wonderful idea and I think that it's necessary and like I said it should be free and there should be more research taking everything available and putting it together which of course we can assume by the information we do have is nothing more genetically simply than a small gene pool of African-Americans from very specific areas that came over here and survived on ships came in for slavery remained here and through whatever circumstances games European DNA as well as African Americans and also I notice a lot of white Southerners are African american. By the way I also noticed that there's a lot of Caucasian people in the United States that their families hide their African American ancestry in the past so they look Caucasian but I have been dealing with people that are native Americans both foster parents from different native tribes so therefore I'm very familiar with spotting features that I now know are native American in white people. Especially down south it seems like most of the people down there that are Caucasian are actually mixed with me I see a very high instance of that down south in African American and Caucasian people.

He was also a realities about the Jewish community that they don't want to face the fact that a lot of them come from native indigenous Artic peoples through their  Russian, Slavic and even Scandinavian dna.

Too many people are held together by religion tradition superstition shared enslavements or oppression it's hard to present genetic realities because they see it as an attempt to tear them apart from what unifies them.

Well we have to look at the fact that this is being used to destroy the United States which is the only game in town. As a person of European ancestry who's been studying what's going on in Europe for the last 10-15 years and is fully aware that it's just another game like the Nazis were played on the country and they were used against the country and the whole war was created by elite and banksters to destroy Europe and create everything we have now and this is what the forefathers saw over and over again in Europe and as a person of European ancestry he was fully aware of the history in the Middle ages that also never should have happened was used to destroy Europe time and time again things are brought in that take away mankind's ability to evolve properly to keep us in this reality.

There's things that European people and people of European descent in America don't want to face about their background especially dominated with terrorism and torture by the Inquisition representing the church which owned All European land for a very long time dealing with the plague which went on for 600 years unlike our plague which went on for 2 years thanks to modern technology, there's a lot of different gaps in history that people don't want to look at and it's making it hard to create a truly honest unified society that functions without divide and conquer.

People are trained and they are threatened and they are indoctrinated to avoid these realities and the truth and as long as I keeps happening we're never going to have a functional society which only benefits the people who make money off of us who enslave us who work us to death and who are now charging us $7 a gallon for gasoline it's going to keep on happening as long as we're dishonest about 9/11 the Boston bombing racial issues were never going to be truly free which is what the forefathers were trying to get to with the constitution.

So if African-Americans who are the backbone of American society culture and history are trained and indoctrinated to feel like they're alienated permanently they're told separatism is the only way to success and they're made to feel like they're not Americans and they become anti-American that is extremely dangerous to this country and everything it stands for. As a person of European descent I really don't want to be in this country anymore I want to go back to Europe but that's been completely destroyed the way that it's always been destroyed by the forces that are always unleashed on Europe because they don't have what we have in the United States. So I can't go home to the Homeland so I might as well fight here I was born here I'm essentially an American my ancestors have lived here in Boston most of them just for about 150 years with the exception of a French Canadian and sister from 1600 but that would make me a Canadian colonial when it comes to being an American I'm third wave immigration which means the Irish is a German the Dutch the Polish the Italian at the turn of the last century.

So if Latinos who are essentially Americans like Mexicans Puerto Ricans etc as well as African-Americans are alienated away from being Americans and simply put into these specialized separatist groups then that's destroying the United States which we actually cannot allow. Happened like it's happened to our homeland in Europe I now realize there's a very good reason all of our ancestors left. 

People don't understand why Mexicans would want to be for Trump. We have to understand something Mexicans are basically Americans especially at the border that's there and sister land they're natives mixed with Spanish DNA and I highly suspect some visitations from the Vikings, who essentially come from Sammy type people Arctic indigenous people so they're natives indigenous Scandinavians who became blonde people through natural selection again it's all very complicated people of color is a lie it's an easy way for the core photography to get people under control in a world that would be chaotic otherwise but that doesn't mean that it's right for everyone and that doesn't mean that it's the honest truth.

Also Mexicans like I said that's their made in Homeland and they essentially treated like the border is like a door for them every day they just go back and forth so when people come up from the northern triangle from Central and South America to them Mass immigration destroying their culture taking their land away from them and invading their area that's why they want the border is secured not against Mexican people but against South American and other kinds of people invading Mexico and the Mexican border where they have lived for thousands of years.

Now leftists especially in the north where people don't know anything about border life down there they'll lie to people and tell them that it's all about these racist white people and they don't understand why Mexicans are voting for Trump and their traders but they're not looking at the reality of your basically asking native Americans to give up their land no one's putting it that way because of course they don't want people to see the truth they want to push their agenda.

So when you know the truth about who you are or your ancestors were what the culture is like why you behave the way you do who you're related to and even genetic information about illness in the family or genetically disposition to illness is very valuable obviously, when you find out who you really are you always have that strength to depend on. People can't understand how I've survived so long being targeted one of the reasons is because I was raised in a white European ethnic strong working class and poverty culture in Boston. That would be the Irish the Italian polish working class. As well as I know who my ancestors are and I can trace them back and I can study them who they are what they did where they lived what they ate whereas when I talk to a kid in Boston I asked him about his ancestry all he can tell me is that his ancestors come from down south and maybe he can tell me the state and that's it and then I'll ask him well what part of that state and he'll look at me and say well we don't know who the semi painful look and I can feel that vibe but it's just something that they live with. Well Maya it's attitude is that you shouldn't have to live with that because then you end up depending on the culture that they put in front of you and the repurposing and the reshaping of you by who knows who in the power structure. When you have a solid understanding of what's in your double helix, your genetic code you have facts that you can base things on not fairy tales deception stories cultural whims or trends.

We even have music for instance from Ireland that we can listen to and feel Italian to the power of that ancestry of course it's from the Irish presence that was here so long and so strong in Boston and I can say that my grandmother has told me that my great grandmother used to listen to this Irish music traditional music and it was considered part of the culture here that people would have it in the pubs or listen to something like The chieftains. That's another thing I noticed that they don't want tradition through music or clothing or anything else to be passed down through families or through ethnic groups. They always have to make sure that Father and son listen to very different music and that the sun hates what the father grew up with or would he listens to it's a kind of way of dividing conquer it with generations. It used to be in the old days that you would carry on the traditions of the ethnic music within the family and was in the neighborhood and the culture and perhaps young people would go out on a whim and listen to whatever was popular with the youth and of course it's natural that parents wouldn't like what young people or older people would like what young people are into but there would always be this background respect for tradition and the preservation of culture that would be ongoing from generation to generation that's another thing that globalism does it ensures that that no longer exists which is another indication that it's very important for globalism to make sure that they keep brainwashing us with the lies about how it doesn't matter where you're from.

It's very simple game, African Americans don't know who they are so they have to keep perpetuating that and then they have to put a strong importance on African Identity or African-American identity when it hasn't really even been established factually or scientifically through genetics with any kind of honesty or respect for the people themselves, and then they have to downgrade deny vilify and basically get rid of any European connection to ancestry and identity especially ethnic identity because of course as I mentioned that is one of our strengths. 

So they're playing with weaknesses in downplaying strengths of the people that they want to enslave it's a very simple game if you look at it that way in the big picture.

So not only do I care very much for my African-American allies that I grew up with I care too much to indulge them in the current nonsense that's being pushed because unlike other people I don't have white guilt I'm not going to let you gorge yourself on lollipops so that I don't have to feel bad anymore. In fact I may get made to feel bad everyday nowadays because everyone's labeled me a racist as part of the character assassination but of course I can take the heat which is why I do what I do. For the greater good in the long run it's all worth it. Don't even have the same view as the disinformation campaign they know me for years in the homeless seen and they've known me around the community and it just makes the campaign to vilify me look stupid but there's not enough of them for the general public to know my true character which is fine. What's most laughable as an example is that when I was framed by college in Cambridge was involved I would go to this college to use the computer when I would come home from traveling and get my business tended to and then go off and travel again. Well there was a long-term African-American woman working in the library that I would go to every time I would come home and she was from the old days like it was amazing she was even working there being African American she was long-term and I think she was from that civil Rights era in the old days when she understood the real threat to women that made feminism necessary I get a lot of help from older African-American women from the real civil Rights era because they can relate to me being oppressed as a woman you don't make it a racial thing which is a division more so of course that's what the system wants.
When they went to frame me they had all these new librarians who had started working there when the play started to go downhill which of course later on we found out that that's when the president had come in to take over at the college who was fraternizing with Jeffrey Epstein and college was taking all kinds of funding from Jeffrey Epstein and coming to the college frequently and so of course you realize as a woman why I was being subjected to abuse because it was more misogyny and corruption from the male professors and president involved in the college when the college was headed by a woman president in the era that was prior to that I had absolutely no problems and the librarians were male female they look like librarians they were grown ups and their 30s late 20s they look like normal people they had a degree in being a librarian and it was peaceful and well-run. During the time that this new male president took over and that's when the Jeffrey Epstein era of fraternization and funding really started to occur, that's when all the other librarians left except for this African American woman I knew that had been there forever, all the other librarians left and they came in with this group of young people who didn't even seem old enough to have degrees to be librarians and instead of having two librarians involved they had like five of them behind the counter at the library and they're basic character was they were causing division in the community they were aggressive they seem to be more interested in covert warfare and psyops than being librarians it wasn't peaceful they were causing trouble that means that there's something up there's something going on anyone who's been doing this long enough knows that that means there's something covert going on and there's more than what meets the eye. It probably means that they were brought in by a private security company and they're either posing as librarians or their people who understand the library system but they're working for the private security company the agenda was probably to get rid of all of the homeless out of the libraries who use the computer but also any activists I avoided the libraries where other homeless people were I made sure I was doing research and doing what I was supposed to be doing and getting out of there and doing other business when I had to I wasn't there to waste time in the library. So I was well tolerated by The librarians that were there and that's how you can tell that there's something up they remove all of the good and honest people where things felt normal and it was like a nice peaceful vibe and things ran according to the way they're supposed to and then there's troublemakers come in and they try to make you look like you are the troublemaker. This is what's up with gang stalking. It's the same thing as the textbook noisy neighbor moves in after you move into an apartment that's definitely part of being a targeted individual and it's laughable about how many people have had this happen because it's just such a textbook common tactic I don't know how they do it but I guess it's easy enough to get some asshole somehow that wants something or is owed something or is being protected from being exposed for a crime or whatever it is to move in upstairs. But there's been so many TI's that I've talked to who have the ever presents noisy neighbor upstairs who does crazy ass things to make noise we're talking about outrageous normal people do not make noise like this and they always move in after the ti moves In so it's like a major thing you have to be careful about with apartments, you have to watch out for the Noisy Upstairs  Neighbor. It was the same thing with the librarians they take out everybody normal and incomes all these new people that look way too young and they look like a collective group almost like an army that's another thing about gang stalking and covert warfare these groups of people resemble armies and soldiers or mercenaries and that's why you feel like you're in a war zone that's why it's stressful. They're not random they work as a collective they work as a unit like a military unit.

So when I was trained this African-American woman was the only person left from this peaceful era also remember that the president who was fraternizing with Jeffrey Epstein as were his colleagues also he was determined to make this college into a contractor not just a college that produced scientists and engineers to go work for contractors so now they're not just getting funding for land air water and space to produce scientists for the military industrial complex they're now going to become a contractor themselves which would explain a lot of the changes that went on as well as the corruption from the Jeffrey Epstein connection.

So my lawyer who was working for the other side because unfortunately the place I live has a lot of money and power and people don't realize that it's packed with money and power that basically runs the city but the courthouse is no longer in the city because if it was none of this crap would go on it's now over in a county courthouse and the county that I live in or existing basically or did it that time makes all of its money off of military industrial complex contractors, prisons, and institutions of higher learning that have way too much money and power, and biomedical and biotech. So the courthouse for the people unfortunately is nothing but a kangaroo court and most of the judges that I've seen are just lap dogs for the money and power that's in the very small City. So it's an absolute joke unless you bring in the feds which I will at some point because it's so cohesive and it's such nepotism here it's outrageous and they think no one's going to do anything because of all the money and power in this tiny little space they can do whatever the hell they want or they better do whatever the powers would be here want them to do.

So as my lawyer who's working for them not for me turns around and tells me to read all of these emails from these fake librarians if you will who the whole time that they knew me was all about trying to vilify me and trigger me and and wait and everything you can imagine the typical activist jamming techniques of saboteur agitator infiltrator that's what they are infiltrators essentially if you go by that rule book The activist jamming rule book. The cointelpro rule book. 

The only person left was this African-American woman and my lawyer told me to read all these horrible emails that were written back and forth between the The librarians that essentially seemed like they were from a private security company and not real people that are random LOL and of course it's all horrible stuff and stuff where they just make stuff up and they have these perceptions that are purposefully negative and there's so much damage I could do legally with the shit that they tried in that case it's outrageous but that's their job of course they're fighters their soldiers and they want to win by ruthless means and by any means necessary. So I'm reading these emails and I'm looking at how outrageous this crap is these emails between these librarians and then my crooked lawyer is telling me to read the emails and and asks me if any of those librarians are people that can vouch for me. Well I read the emails because of course me reading the emails is part of teaching me a lesson silencing me teaching me my place you have to understand this is what Cambridge does this is what they've done if you read history books this is what Cambridge does to get rid of people that they find inconvenient it's actually documented in history in historical records and stories that this is the way Cambridge gets rid of people that are inconvenient to their power structure this has been going on for centuries it's just my turn that's all.

So they're trying to torture me by making me read these emails because after I read all of the emails I turn to my lawyer and said well there is a librarian there there's two of them one of them is this old African-American lady who has been there forever who knows me really well and is familiar with me and my travels and then I come in there work on my blog work on whatever it is and then leave and I'm not there for many months on end cuz I'm traveling somewhere warmer and she's never had a problem with me and we're actually pretty friendly well the second I told her that she backed out completely away from the emails the emails were not even an issue anymore nor was anything from the librarians then she turns to me and says well it doesn't matter anyway because the emails are not admissible in court. Why did she make me read them then? Because number one I believe it was to torture me like I said make me know my place just to psychologically torment me with that content also I now am leaning towards understanding that it was probably to find anyone in the college who was actually going to be a potential ally of mine so that they could stop that person from helping me or testifying or verifying that I'm not this horrible person they tried to make me out to be because if that wasn't the case then why didn't the lawyer turn around and get a hold of this woman and get her to help us with my defense?
Why did she immediately disregard the emails if I had to fucking read them and tell her if there's a librarian who can vouch for me?

I saw this librarian downtown in Boston and I filmed the interaction secretly, remember this is out in the public place so there's no reasonable expectation of privacy-and I asked her how she was doing she was down with a friend of hers in the theater district going to a play or a movie and she said that she had retired from the college library and she was very nervous about the issue she seemed intimidated and pressured. This was not the woman I was used to dealing with in the library for many years she was always confident at ease polite educated had a very nice manner about her and was friendly in the way that people from the '60s and seventies are friendly. I always wondered if they either forced her to retire so that she couldn't be asked to testify at any time or if they offered her retirement with a very fat pension or some kind of extra money or something in order to keep her quiet knowing that she could vouch for me also if she is my only Ally there to a greater extent than anyone else it also shows that I'm not this rabid racist Nazi like everyone was trying to meet me out to be so it totally countered the frame up and did not serve their purposes at all. It could also be that they pushed her out because she's the last reasonable same grown up who is an actual librarian that's worked there forever and they just want a bunch of psyops people working there who are hooked into the agenda who work for the system. Well years later during Trump that college got busted as well as another college in Cambridge for the Jeffrey Epstein fraternization and I could not have been happier because I couldn't defend myself legally because I don't have the know-how or the finances and I said before that this city is a closed system so I didn't understand that I probably should have brought the things in to break up their little party. 

And the reason I napped that out and I know it has nothing to do with the post but whenever I can make a reference to gang stalking theory so I can help people if they can understand how a frame up works then I will do that even if I'm going out on a limb away from the subject matter.

My point was is that the woman due to her age and growing up in an arrow where there was a lot of heavy racism she probably was the only African-American person working there I don't even know how she got the job she's actually part of a past cultural norm in this city I'm speaking of where African-Americans were allowed to work and Fridays and be in the community but they had to be well mannered and educated they had to sort of reflect the old money and educational institution culture it's there. Nowadays with this be yourself at work and in this area hiring people regardless of if they're qualified or not as long as they're reaching their racial quotas it's a very different world now and I understand the world she came from because she always had a little bit of that look and that feel to her vibe these older people that I know that are black that have experienced racism it's older forms and that's what creates true pride. The fact that she worked at that institution in that position was an unbelievable feat for African-American people everywhere and I acknowledge that every time I interacted with her not verbally but in the way that I had respect for her and in the way that my fraternized with her. And you see how institutions employ African-American people but if it's in their interest to use them against somebody or if they can't use it again somebody will do whatever it takes to save their own skin so they really don't care about progressiveness etc not when it comes to their bottom line. I believe a African-American professor from Harvard wrote a book recently and he's basically claiming that they used him as nothing but a poster child in a house slave. Well the thing about life is that you have to realize that this is just what power does and this is what power structures do you have to take what you can get out of it and leave the rest.

This is what doing business with power is like. Take my subculture The traveler culture we were indulged and tolerated and coddled until recently when these college institutions decided that it was more beneficial to start caring about race politics and catering to that and that our demographic being based in Americana train riding the hobo culture etc was no longer something that was the grassroots of today. If anything it's being brandished as white supremacy or a culture that's too white even though you've got Woody Guthrie hobos etc which are the people that were seasonal workers and suffered and died you want to talk about police brutality there's some whopping examples there when he Guthrie wrote a song about it, so that now you have unions and better work conditions. Well that's not what's important to power or liberately lead us. They don't have a continuous line of History where they want to make things right and where they want to make a world where are they keep a linear line of evolving towards a better society. If you look at what they do it's always towards a new game of divide and conquer a new poster child of oppression and victimhood repurposing people as this professor said using people as house slaves or poster children or for political purposes, and it's really only in the end at the end of the day and at the end of the decade or even the century about them keeping their position of power.

When I see those signs on their lawns in these libtard areas with money and it says hate doesn't live here and of course there's no listing of anyone homeless on all the people that they list that they support, I'm going to start having signs that say "hate doesn't live here- but greed does".

So part of getting along in this world you understanding the games that they play and that you shouldn't take it personally do it to everybody and you just have to wake up in the morning resist do what you feel is right and then you get old and you die and if you can make some changes while you're alive that's great but it's not to say that after you die someone won't tear them down there is no guarantee and there is no promised Land either that's another thing that they date African-Americans with and that makes me the most angry and that's probably the saddest thing that I've seen.

In those Obama posters made by Shepherd ferry who by the way was it RISD when I was modeling there and he began as someone that was interesting and amusing and a Maverick and you would see the Andre the Giant has a posse stickers at gas stations which was like a new thing coming from culture people would just put these public art stickers everywhere you see it now like it's paste but back then it was considered breaking down the commercial system. Now it's sickening to me to see t-shirts that say obey and maybe there's a stylized version of Andre the giant's face at the top of it and the kids don't even know where it comes from and it doesn't even look like what it started out to be. And this artist is taking this thing and just made an entire living off of it I'm glad he got called out a few years ago for being full of shit because I got sick of seeing this goddamn artwork hanging in Cambridge everywhere because he's celebrated because he did the damn Obama posters. All he did was make these horrible posters that have started this Marxist communist revolution that's nothing more than corporate Marxism and started the ball rolling with causing all these problems and disenfranchising people and indoctrinating people and I was very upset about how he manipulated the African American community with his posters that made it look like Obama was a messiah and the Promised Land theme.

Maybe once people know where they're from I know who their ancestors are without embarrassment or pain or suffering involved what shame involved and then realize that they are Americans they're the backbone of America they built this country with slave labor then we can live as Americans in one country instead of the globalist trying to tear us apart and people won't be as angry or offended. And I feel like that culture was sort of what was happening in the 90s and before that African Americans were just a normal part of whatever area they lived in especially like I said in these areas where cultures over that. To a person from the Northeast this separatism is very bizarre and it's very manufactured.

What's especially frightening is young kids now are indoctrinated with racism and separatism to immediately assume that 'white' people collectively don't understand them, don't know anything about their culture history race ethnicity or even the neighborhoods they live in nearby and that they're the enemy. This also is unnatural contrived and manufactured and totally engineered. 

You have to understand one of the reasons why the people from the northern triangle are so popular especially up here in the Northeast. Mexicans are from down at the border their Texans they're Californians and they're kind of bigger than life. If you're from the Northeast you know what I mean if you travel, they tried to bring Mexican people up into Cambridge and they had a little run in with the cartel up here trying to take over power and that didn't go over it seemed to actually be helped by the Chinese who owned businesses here. Cambridge is like bringing a bull into a china shop which is kind of a apropos description of a Mexican and of the culture that's here. 

After that sit didn't quite work I noticed that a lot of people from Northern triangle started timing brought up here and I think that Mexican people from my experience with them traveling the border for years they have a mind of their own, the warrior class survived down there so they're much more tolerant of people that are alternative like travelers punk rockers people with tattoos etc. This was explained to me by a man from Peru because I certainly don't understand it. And they're also foreigners essentially I understand that they're native and they're from the Americas but they're not native North America that would be native North Americans Mexicans Puerto Ricans and other people that are essentially from in and around North America. We grew up with people that were native North Americans in different forms of Latinos and Hawaii if you want to include that,  we don't get much exposure to here in the Northeast.

I suppose you could also include Santa Domingo and the Caribbean but I noticed the Caribbean has other influences may be French maybe direct from England.

So when you bring up people from the northern triangle you have people that are much more collective-minded they're much more conformist their worker bees they don't seem as friendly as Latino is from around North America they seem more separatists they seem much less respectful to the local population and that's more so the young males and they did not have a surviving warrior class so the Peruvian man explained to me that they are much more traditional Spanish Christian which means no tattoos no funky clothing nothing that stands out that's colorful.

Now this sort of person lines up a lot better with the Communist capitalist type system you're creating that serves the globalist design. So they're not really trying to get people of color jobs or have people immigrate up here that need a place to go from bad conditions they want people that are going to act like the Chinese version of collectivism it seems to work so well for globalism and they want cheap labor and they want people that don't have a streak of Independence like Mexicans or have anything that's artful or colorful or rebellious in their nature or their culture. The reason I can put this theory together is because I have actual first and knowledge of these different kinds of people. Which of course makes me dangerous because they want everybody to assume that every white person is ignorant if everybody but themselves and that white culture is this bizarre 1950s type thing.

So they are manipulative they are social engineering they know about culture they know about genetics and they keep the rest of us ignorance and brainwashes with a cult control system to make sure we don't really know who we are anymore as long as we live under their collective rule. So in this way they're going to make sure that if you're African American you respond to the plantation environment which is what your brand for they're going to make sure that Europeans respond to the feudal system and the church and the Inquisition and the threat of invasion and war from the East as is in our history which Europeans have been bread and raised over 2,000 years to respond to.

It's extremely important in this game in the long term for cultural survival and the survival of real humans not automatrons not a transhumanist agenda not collective enslavement but to really have true freedom true Liberty and to move on and evolve as we were meant to not under their rule it's very important to know who you are where you come from and what other people are like and where they come from it's important to know history genetics ethnic backgrounds it's important to know a little bit about everything and everyone.

And by the way different people have different natures in the 90s we saw that some people are comfortable living among their own kind that includes every kind of people that I just meant and you can imagine there's African-Americans I remember years ago that would much prefer living in their own neighborhood but then there's people that do want to venture out people that are curious people that do want to live in a diverse environment and those people will do so regardless of indoctrination or requirements. We had diverse neighborhoods in Cambridge long before it became a requirement to living in the United States or working in a job. and they don't even mention that and they have absolutely no respect for that pioneering effort because they don't want you to realize that some people want to live in a diverse environment and it's natural to them and then other people don't and it's natural to them they don't want you to understand that you have the freedom to choose free association self-determination which is what that was in the 90s and it would have evolved into something like we had today but not by force not by terrorism and not by perpetuating ignorance and cult mind control on the public.

They want you to believe that everyone's a racist and everything is awful and everything's been slavery up until last year and that now you're free and they're going to give you everything and they're going to tell you how it's going to be as long as you go along with them and  the new world order if you will globalist agenda then everything will be hunky-dory and you'll get to the promised land finally.... Which of course is just more other bullshit it's almost like a religion. It's almost like with the Inquisition was pushing and for a European person who's naturally a person who still has an instinct to Buck up against an inquisition religious type rule which is an abuse of power by the authority figures it stings to people like me when you have an inquisition telling you what your morality should be when it's clearly just to preserve the elite position and to enslave you.

So if you have a DNA test done and as far as I'm concerned like I said this thing should be free or there should be financial hardship help for this thing you shouldn't have to pay for it because that means only a small class of people will benefit from it, I want to see everybody get a DNA test and have a map of where African Americans are from how they're related to white people how they're related to natives I want to see it because then we can just get it over with get it done with and move on like we were supposed to before the powers to be hijacked political correctness hijacked opportunity for everyone hijacked a movement that was supposed to be real inclusion not in slavery in a prison.

It is more and more looking like a prison look at the LED lights outside just the glare in itself is harassment and intimidation. They're taking away the world that's out there at night they're taking away your sleep they're taking away more and more of your right to exist as a natural human and natural environment well of course handing you a bunch of BS with a fake environmental movement. So I totally advocate for this test because let's move on realize that you're not African you're African American but that doesn't mean that your Indian American or that you're European American or native America. That means that you're African and American. You're not an African living in America.

You're African your European and probably native American and that's just the end of it maybe with something else maybe Jewish or Chinese or Indian or something in some small instances and actually the DNA test that is on this blog with the link clearly states that your test could come out with other results but they can't tell you the details because it's supposed to be African specific afro-specific. What I found amusing of course is it said that the result cannot be guaranteed to be African which makes me wonder why somebody would take the test?

And of course Im having these funny visions I could use for a comedy skit of a Wigger  type character who's hopeful but living in denial and an illusion, taking the test and getting disappointed when there's no African DNA findings. 
Maybe they should have given the test to anyone who wants to be leadership of any African American organization like the NAACP scandal some years ago when the head of the organization turned out to be a white woman identifying (posing) as African American. 

It depends on how important truth is to you. If you are happy with the system the way that it is presently, if this works for you or you're getting the most out of it that you can no one is telling you to not go along with this if it's what works best for you your survival or you and yours flourishing in this nation. Genuinely believe in the system the way that it's set out now you believe they're telling you that's also your period I don't advocate changing people's minds if they're already set in their ways or an agreement with the system the way it's set up. However like me there are people that are unsure feel to see they're uncomfortable they're confused they're angry and I've also been lied to so much being a Target theoretically of gang stalking and so many people have abused their power like I mentioned I was praying in a way that I haven't seen since cointelpro in the 60s so outrageous or something from Russia it shouldn't even happen in the United States much less Boston Massachusetts. So if you have dissatisfaction the system the way it's set up like to know how to have a different way of existing in it or if you simply want to know the truth because it's important to you because the truth is something that they can't manipulate, like your DNA code which is truth they can't manipulate it, then take whatever you can out of my writing. As far as I'm concerned my goal is to make these writings of value at a later time when the world is so caught up in the system as it's being laid out now. Just like a lot of us see a future where transhumanism is the new religion and people are being primed to live in domed cities where everything is controlled including the weather there's going to have to be alternatives because not everybody wants to live that way. But isn't that what we do especially those of us with Norman invader and sister? Create new societies and big lands and create new colonies? That's why a lot of old behaviors from European DNA and other kinds of DNA has to be villified right now by the system. Because naturally it would deviate from the norm the  NWO system is creating.

For instance I just read a study about how the Warrior Gene causes females to express it as an ability to remain happy despite bad circumstances. the Warrior Gene had only been studied in males, therefore the expression was tempered by  testosterone resulting in antisocial behavior, drinking and fighting. Well, the problem is that the great warriors or figures in history conquering or creating new colonies either warring or pioneering basically people that had these behaviors but they are unacceptable in the modern pseudo-civilized world.  

 The traveler Gene is also an issue the modern world doesn't like (traveler gene drd4-7 20% of people have as opposed to the 'normal' drd4 80% of people have). Our western society doesn't like how the Wanderer Gene expresses itself. So in modern society in the archaic school system, still geared towards producing worker bees and more than ever preventing deviations children and adults are medicated to force conformity or create behavior that's acceptable. 

 people of European ancestry like myself who have studied and sort of broken through our historical enslavement perpetrated by the Church and the Inquisition during the Middle Ages, we view modern systems as being not as good as they could be because they're based on the ignorance of the Middle ages.
Imagine if we evolved our sciences from the worlds of ancient Egypt, Rome, Africa, China and Europe, Myan/Aztec etc and bypassed the destruction of these due to the Church, Inquisition and Dark Ages?  We developed from people reading humours. It took thousands of years to fall that far and then climb out of that hole. And I believe it was on purpose to keep humanity down because all that time the initiated, the elite and those in power retained ancient knowledge and privileged information. 

The archaic school system is now nothing but indoctrination like Hitler youth and therefore doesn't want to deal with any deviation from the norm even if it's actual expression of a gene. So my theory is in the future especially if people like the push this theory medicating kids who they claim have what they call ADHD with drugs to make them conform to a certain standard in an archaic system will be looked at as eugenics because you're basically masking the expression of a gene that's supposed to be there naturally. Which is why they're rushing so fast towards genetic engineering because the cure for this is going to be CRISPR babies. CRISPR is the system of canceling out certain genes before your child is born. 

As far as I'm concerned our system is still so biased and still so screwed up and based on abuse of power,  lack of ability to be responsible and good stewards of our planet we have no business being able to do any kind of genetic engineering. 
When people get rid of nuclear everything on this planet and admit the humans have no business splitting atoms because it doesn't occur naturally in Nature then maybe you can start looking at being able to play God but first you have to stop polluting and shitting where you sleep like a stupid monkey primate.
Thats the problem with humans is that we are Simian creatures and we refuse to look at that and accept our nature, include our limitations into our view of our reality. It takes extra effort to behave like a human and living a human society not an animal society posing as something humanitarian which is exactly what the NWO is.

Globalism with the shadow system that's coexisting with it which people refer to collectively as a whole as the New world Order.

when you have an equation with an answer after an = sign, not all of the data was put in to get that answer. You have a deceptive answer.

this is a very simple kind of deception that is really common among academics and people that are really really smart smarter than us.
It was illustrated very simply by a Russian man Grigori Perelman who solved a century old math problem. He was so disgusted by the world of elitist mathematics in America he stated flatly that this elite in the USA use their superior knowledge to manipulate the public. He refused to take his million dollar prize and returned to Russia instead.  

 taking you away from Nature away from your ancestors, denying genetics, keeping you asleep in this Judeo-Christian-Afro culture where tv and actually existing in another dimension called The Internet is more acceptable than living in reality. 

 they even want to make sure that you cannot sit by yourself for 5 minutes.  you're not supposed to exist in Nature. it's all about keeping you busy and working constantly... these are conversations I've had with people around the country especially this area who work in these fields or know what's coming in the future. they want you to have an electric self-driving car so you can spend more time busy working on the Internet. they want you to sit down and play video games which is working. It's all about keeping you plugged in and engaged instead of in a natural environment. 

True evolution of humankind would be to take nature and fuse it with science.

 I truly resent the enslavement and it's obvious that that's the goal because that's always been the goal throughout history. 

I hope some people find information through this test that gives them peace and a sense of belonging and doesn't contribute more to the separatism and false pride. Knowing who your ancestors are gives you true resistance. Because guaranteed even though you're the poster children of today and you're celebrated, the way the system works is they will turn on you when you're no longer useful and they will come for you as they're coming for us now. 

So knowing who you are in the future no matter who you are.