“There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you.” --Maya Angelou

Monday, July 18, 2022

We Aren't Crazy-Simply Underrepresented and Surrounded By Idiots

Gifted, Talented & Creative Adults: Challenges

 https://gifted-adults.com/challenges

"When the conditions listed above do not exist, gifted adults will also suffer greatly. They will most likely experience high levels of stress, anxiety, agitation, depression and depletion. Major bouts of depression and suicidal thoughts and feelings are also not uncommon."

Aside from the harsh and comical title, this perspective is fairly accurate. Unless we've had the benefits of education and opportunities then we are not where we should be.

I often say to myself when annoyed in daily getting around Metro Boston "This better be worth it (helping my partner, family member and writing two books), because I'm sick of wading through the sewage of humanity every day".

As cynical as that may seem it's perfectly natural considering my age and the way globalism has colonized my hometown and destroyed what used to be a culture that prized intelligence above all else, talent secondly and of course physical attractiveness. If you had all three you were seen as a person with POTENTIAL and it didn't matter where you came from or what you had to start out with. The culture here would coddle you, help you, work with you and believe in you. To an extent it still does but it cant afford to so it's probably done quietly. 

The way cities are being gentrified physically and then indoctrinated into a social credit system culture as well as using Asian style public shaming (VERY un-American) to gain compliance with new systems of indoctrination such as corporate Marxism, etc,  people can't be themselves. Especially if they do not fit into the pre conceived very restrictive in definition lifestyles and demographics that this new 'world' if you will seems to cater to or prefer.

In order to get any human decency nowadays you have to possess a Victimhood status or the greedy, consumerists Netizens will disregard your right to exist completely. 

They are worse than the plastic people in the 1980s because nowadays they aren't honest about being self absorbed greedy consumerists living under a feudal system run major private sector 'overlords' like Blackstone Group, Black Mountain or Vanguard Inc. etc. 

They now are self righteous moralists without hardly any true humanity (these are the uptight people our Boomer parents warned us about from the 1950s. They're BAaaACK! LOL.) and worse they now fancy themselves progressive. 

Falling in line with social engineering from the powers that be isn't progressive. It's the same tow the line compliance that's expected from every good citizen and worker bee in the past. 

The theory of GS and being a Targeted Individual is that these bad outcomes occur because the TI is forced to live under conditions that retard their development, oppress them daily and cause them to miss opportunity or deny them opportunity throughout life. Most 'opportunity' allowed or offered is going to be very controlling and conditional-especially if they are targeted due to being programmed and an SRA survivor, ensuring that they remain a mere slave and serving in some way instead of having freedom of association and self determination. 

An uneducated smart person is a huge threat to their system. The mind isn't conditioned or disciplined to think a certain way. Being educated also separates people from common people.

Before I was framed in 2016, when I was oblivious and not realizing the plot that has been put in motion against me, an acquaintance tried to warn me by mentioning "police entrapment" and I just didn't get it. I was preoccupied.

This person said to me one day that in this part of the country you have to be connected to one of the institutions in order to be accepted or get anywhere (or be allowed to). He added the cryptic statement that "Here, natural talent is considered an unfair advantage". 

I never realized just how nasty the old Yankee system (along with their traditional allies, cronies etc) in place was. 

I realize now that without certain ethnic and ethnic based organized crime forces present there's no one to protect my demographic. 

It's sad to think that money and power require a high price such as the brutality and corruption that organized crime causes in order to force them to give up some of what they have. 

Now that's gone, there's no protection and nothing to scare anyone. It's back to running things their way. Rum and bibles for slaves. Goodly Puritans burning witches for sport and to gain their adjoining land, under the pretenses of consorting with devils... Or white supremacists... Or anyone that doesn't agree with the New Inquisition's decrees.

There's no way to run and hide. No place to get away from these people like decades ago. Globalist gentrification and other forces ensure that every last space is taken and accounted for. No underground clubs or book stores. No coffee shops where something new or revolutionary is happening.

The 'revolution' is fully managed product from the corporatocracy. It's such a well managed system of indoctrination that it doesn't tackle the real issues nor allow for any dissent or is it to be questioned even  debated. 

Its an effective diversion that ensures it conveniently leaves things out. 

It's an equation that's omitted figures purposely to produce a desired false answer.. one that everyone readily accepts in order to be employed , buy groceries and avoid being mobbed by angry peasants with pitch forks and torches. 

It's the ultimate censorship. Peoples citizenship and rights as Americans are being censored. The fact you exist is being censored. You're reality is censored. It's selective as to what you perceive and experience.

If you want to stop global warming, floods and bad weather then stop cutting down trees and paving the earth. 

It's a cause and effect situation that could not be simpler. 

Yet somehow they seem to have started to cut down MORE green spaces and pave MORE instead.  All the bike lanes, electric cars and paper shopping bags in the world won't stop what's happening to the earth. 

Again, working with the natural environment is totally disregarded and more industrialism is used. 

Seriously. Has anyone considered that trees provide shade, cool the earth, help stop flooding as well as paving ground causes it to heat up and water cannot sink back into the earth. 
I mean is this just so simple it's ridiculous? 

The new reality being constructed and formed is boring, sloppy, lacking in order yet high in being restrictive (you're worrying about what people think or say yet you can't CLEAN human dwelling areas or provide decent services or even possess common decency) and seems to be primarily consisting of buying things and existing online on the internet.

I'm a Gen Xer. I've been using computers and cell phones since 1998 in earnest. We were exposed to big clunky computers that only had green stick figure type text and a black screen no graphics. The beginnings of the reality these kids are born into today.

But it's not real. It was and is created by humans. Just like the lines on a map or the structures we build. All of which arent products of Nature and would fall and crumble and waste away if humans no longer existed. ITS NOT REAL.

After dealing with gadgets for this many years I am officially bored with these things. They were supposed to be tools and nothing else. Once you're done with them, once the task is completed, put them down and aside. 

I now see people behaving as if the dimension on the phone is a world they seem connected to. A place they seem to exist daily.

I've come to the conclusion that only stupid people could at this point still be fascinated by the phones and gadgets. 

Now there's a problem. Now we have crack babies who are born addicted to this online reality and they seem less like kids than a new breed of human.

They don't seem stupid. So they must be caught in the internet dimension because they were exposed since birth and before.

After having full recall of the first time I was out in front of a television and realizing that it was detrimental to a growing young mind-that it actually fractured my mind. Destroyed it. Did damage. (I remembered it was a Puff n' Stuff  rerun which was a pretty fucked up show for kids anyway and was inappropriate like everything else in  the 1970s. The Banana Splits is another glaring example of how tv wasted our minds, our time and pushed drug use and feeble mindedness on us from being infants and toddlers).

I then realized that the first time I really gained true consciousness as a human in civilized western society-where I could conceptualize 'reality' was about 7 years old. There's no way that anyone under that age should be exposed to Pre Recorded Light Images. Sound is a bit different and does not seem as damaging. Though I  am fortunate enough to have been raised in an era where pre recorded sound was accompanied with a healthy amount of live performances. Music in the streets, parks and constant concerts both big and small. 

If you look at modern day globalist colonized metro Boston where is the artist and musician? Where is the true expression of human life?  

People are looking down at screens in huge groups like ants working tirelessly.

Does anyone get that this is keeping people in a CONSTANT state of work and activity?

Everything seems geared towards that. 

So it's not only difficult to exist without any representation, support or place that's safe (the colleges have abandoned us as agendas have changed) but now the design of living spaces at least in cities is just so bad that even existing in these places becomes painful and downright awful. 

People also have forgotten the number one cardinal rule of city life: 
MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS.

That means that whatever I'm doing or wearing you shouldn't be looking or staring especially when a majority of people seem to have that stupid, confused looks on their faces. And if you're getting customer service from coffee shops for example please try to refrain from looking like you're actively SMELLING SHIT while waiting on people who don't look conformist. 

This seems specifically a problem with a new kind of globalist city dweller: the Uppity Third World Shithole Dweller or (1st or 2nd generation doesn't matter).

My great grandmother from Ireland was pissed when she came here realizing the streets are not paved with gold as she was led to believe before immigrating here. 

Well it seems today that that is the case that the streets are paved with gold you no longer have to live in a ghetto unless of course it's what they call a sanctuary City nowadays which is just a new way of creating ghettos without people understanding what the city is doing. 

You can now come here and immediately get a job and you're not required to live among your own kind until you culturally acclimate and get citizenship. You're readily accepted and you can go work on the globalist plantation as a worker be or in a franchise.

Well I'm very happy for you but always remember number one you're not from the place that's hosting you so you really don't know what's going on you don't know anything about the cultural nuances which I know that globalism serves to destroy in the interest of having you come over and be employed here but not everybody is going along with it and there's still some local culture also there's people who are doing things that's called pioneering that you might not be smart enough for ballsy enough or entrepreneurial enough to understand and you need to get out of their way people like me.

So when you see something that you think you understand especially in the city like Boston or New York when you never know who somebody's ancestors are you never know who somebody's family is especially in the Northeast dealing with a very smart person who's families loaded and you would never know it but that's one of the cultural nuances that you don't know because you haven't been here long enough you haven't taken the time to learn about your host City in fact you're obnoxious enough to act like you own the damn place because you're serving as a work would be which is complete bullshit and it's not reality.

Boston is also the kind of place that encourages people of a lower social status to harass other people close to them in the social status so they can appreciate themselves to the higher classes I feel better about themselves compared to the higher classes it's very classist and that will never change. 

Problem is is that I've been traveling for over 10 years and I've seen through that system and I no longer let it control me well if you want to come to Boston to become Bostonian I guess you're doing a good job by falling into mindless classism.

Also let's point out a glaring reality there must have been a reason that you left the place that you come from. 

If it was all that great then what are you doing here then? And that's the thing I keep telling myself every time I get somebody from a third world shithole who gives me attitude because there's too stupid to understand what I'm doing or they're a dumb worker be who is a common person who accepts the local rumors coming down from God knows what authority figures have infiltrated the local authorities who talked to their friends and business people in the area and then they chat with these girls making the coffee.

So firstly let me just say that people like me really do not give a shit about what you think. 

Secondly you're supporting the bad guys every single time you get in my way or give me a hard time.  Which you will do anyway because that's what's required of you to live and work here. 
And because where you come from so horrible and because when you come from is death and drug cartels and rebels who rape and kill and cut people up and constant war constant dictators constant chaos murder in the streets disorder no Constitution no Bill of Rights because where you come from was so bad you had to leave I have to assume that you haven't fully internalized the Constitution the Bill of Rights people's right to exist individuality entrepreneurial pioneering trailblazer very American concepts. Therefore it would make sense that you would take your third world governing and bring it here and start spreading it wherever you live and work which of course I'm not going to put up with because I'm in American. Being an American requires more than just getting a green card and getting a job in a franchise and making money and buying a car and getting a house or an apartment. 

and if you're only judgment of another citizen especially somebody that's been here for generations before you is by those Petty standards that you can go fuck yourself squarely go fuck off I am so not interested but somehow I'm being mobbed by people to think that their opinions actually mean something.

Which of course is one of the greatest reasons why they're being let loose in the cities on all of us is because they can be manipulated to be weaponized as an army against people like me.

So what makes you think that you can come here and get a job and somehow that makes you important because you're behind a register serving coffee you don't even own the franchise most of these people are working in drug stores in stores in coffee shops they're simply just worker bees and by the way let me remind you that you are so damn low on the totem pole here regardless of how you want to inflate your fucking eagle because it's easy for you to just walk right off and get a job by the way let me remind you that if we still had factories you would away from the rest of society on a daily basis working at those factories you would not be serving coffee and you would not be working in the drug stores with your paranoia your superstition your backwardsness your hive mindedness or tribal mindedness and you're complete lack of internalizing American ways and our Constitution which is freedom and liberty for all not just for you because you have a J O B.

Only is it painful the above link that I put up there but now it's a living hell because you have to realize something this place and I'm sure other cities are basically set up to be like presents. Complete with LED lights glaring in the prison yard complete with tribalism making it so everyone has to be in a different prison day all coexisting together but separate.

If you don't realize that they're building prisons not new cities and you need to open your eyes.

And the only people that are going to really want to live here are people that are facing such a desperate situation someplace else or people that are never been allowed to get out of their desperate situation we've been here for generations or people that are desperate to make their careers work and will do anything and so their soul to this shit in order to get a job or get an education if you're a real person as you fit the description of the link above it doesn't matter if you are homeless or have a million dollars you're still going to be miserable in these new globalist psychomanaged constructed as a zoo or an ant farm for human type cities.

all you can do is try to start gearing up because guess what we have to do we have to do with our ancestors did we have to flee and we have to go find some place new or we have to go and conquer and colonize and build new places because that's what we do. Remember these places are being provided for people that don't have those qualities they're comfortable in prisons they're insects.

It's getting harder and harder for anybody who's a real person it isn't like one or two dimensions and a Netizen in order to exist and look forward to reality. But this is a big planet and there's got to be some place for us to go and even though globalism and the gentrification that comes along with it seems to be all about controlling the physical spaces that we live in inside and in public spaces if you notice all public spaces with globalist gentrification become pseudo public spaces tightly controlled designed for a very restrictive use and activity natural spaces are never allowed to exist any longer.

if you're upset if you're angry if you're going to do damage if you're going to commit suicide if you're going to do alone shooting if you're going to hurt someone if you're going to hurt yourself if you're going to give up don't do it because there's a better place for us we have to do just the same thing that we did when they created the feudal systems we have to leave and find some new place colonize create make some place new this has happened before in history and it's going to happen again this is just what they do as long as you have awareness about what's going on especially about the potential for psycho management and the use of psychological warfare to really imprison you to a level where you have no inner life which should not be anything man find is doing I mean the church in the old days of Europe could not have done better possessing men's souls and men's minds now it's done with technology chemical influence and psychological tactics. 

All the worst qualities of every system of control that you can think of in history has been clean for its value to create a prison for humans the ultimate prison.

And you can either live in it or you can leave but either way you're not meant to be a person you're not going to be one if you're meant to be a slave you're going to be asleep you're going to be king we're here anybody meant and you're trying to make sure they get you down because obviously you can't be enslaved. 

Use the information above it to be more aware and have more realization about your value because if they get you down into the homeless throwaway area which is just a dumping ground for inconvenient humans which is why they keep trying to hide it from the public then it's very hard to get out and nowadays there's more auntie homelessness than even before covid covid and the last two years in this area at least has been used to do homeless sweeps and create an environment of almost zero tolerance it's approaching a zero tolerance like in other states. 

And the ignorance and the discrimination and the prejudice that they can no longer put on each other they're putting it on houseless people so it's going to be very difficult to try to function within alternative cultures and some cultures which include mobility and being transient because that's being taken away. 

We've got to acclimate and we have to adapt. If you can relate to the link above you have the intelligence how to do so.