New City Already The Jerk Offs Have Shown Themselves

The blacks in this new city (who are obnoxious or into gang stalking) already think its party time and I haven't even gone downtown yet. I'm going to ignore blacks as much as possible here and find where the metal shows are. Hopefully there are like minded people here concerning oppression from other ethnic groups as unacceptable. In this state you'd think so. And less Christians this time please.

The System Is Closing In

Sleeping in the airport last night a guy and his son sat down for a moment and I felt it was a period of being toyed with by perps to see how I reacted becuz alot happened then stopped after a time. Later some idiotic tried to keep shaking the seat and some black lady had her music on from her radio. It was s nightmare but then again I was naive about San Antonio being known as 'military city'.  Its better than New England or NYC any day for GS.

This guy turned to his son as they got up to leave and said "We're very close now".

Close to perhaps a total breakdown of my physical health or perhaps of me losing control or going insane etc?
The tech does feel stronger than it ever has in this past year.

I can't get a lawyer in this condition can I?

Texas Or MA? Which Strain Of Misery Do You Prefer?

i just got easily talked into giving my travel plans away to one of two homeless guys who happened to be at this truck stop but stay at the shadiest shelter in San Antonio.

That is how f*cked up living in that house has made me. Its ridiculous.

Since I became a resident here I.am Targeted with different content. its more about confomring and that i am not important compared to the herd and i have to look at how others see me. I feel Ive lost my inner strength from being MA resident. Yet life seems a bit easier.

Also now my maps are jammed more regualrly something that never happened before. Its like they have carte blanche to do whatever they have to to block or stifle me.

I.am also getting a lot of beat down or the feelings i am JUST a female and not capable of doing things i usually would find natural in my nature to do.

this entire time Ive been blocked and targeted and my maps jammed with the constant ideation to give up and return to that house. WITH repeated vision of the house as well.

It genuinely feels like being cattle herded. A stray steer must be made to go the direction they want it to.

I think this little MA born fishy needs to swim out of here as soon and fast as possible and change my residency back to someplace that though crushingly difficult and holds back its underclass, at least firmly believes in individuality and always kept me going to write my book.

TX is depressing. I don't know why but it is. A depressing sunny easy going place with a fairly easy to achieve good quality of life.

I would prefer being back home in the snow, naturally taking to writing due to the cold weather. Thinking, coming up with ideas and writings. Its the cold that does it.