“There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you.” --Maya Angelou

Tuesday, January 6, 2015

Eve Ensler-A Thief And A Fraud?

Vagina monologues-stolen? Both the writing and the monologue style delivery?

Who knows how many creative people are Targeted and monitored who get ripped off constantly by the gang stalking system.

Her new stupid production features a mother daughter theme. The daughter becomes a dumpster diver (something Travelers do to get foodstuffs other useful things to survive.) So we have a mother daughter fighting. Ok part of my story.

Then shes got dumpster diving and the daughter living in an alt subculture to keep her ideals. Another part of my story.
(Of many TIs actually.)

Most annoying is the graphic used in the ad which is seen on the side of buses etc here in Boston.
Its a stick person female figure as seen in signs for restrooms etc reaching into a trashcan. But the way it's stylized is exactly like a picture i used on my social networking site.



And of course it wouldve offended her and hers becuz it was a stick figure man throwing the three symbols for the big three Abrahamic religions into the trash (Judaism, Islam, Cjriatianity) and it said "Keep Europe Pagan". I restyled it to make the male stick figure female and it looked just like the figure used in the ad for her recent production OPC


Even though shes supposedly anti Zionist and anti Israel shes still a person from a demographic that has shown to have a larger than usual population advocating for a New World Order. (Even though Jews in France are getting rioted and harassed by Muslim immigrants. Gee why is there no outcry about THAT as anti Semitic?)

She's succeaaful in the entertainment business now a firmly rooted part of the military/entertainment/corporate prison/medical/academic industrial complex.

It's simple-it puts me right back under my biological mother's control which the gs system has been trying to do always. They always try to keep recreating the original environment that the Survivor was in with the mind controlled family of origin.

This also has the effect of potentially making me feel like no matter how hard I try to escape my mother's control (the trash picking stick figure-the Traveler subculture where I reinvented myself) i will never be free of the mothers control or the mother-daughter conflict.

It also creeps me out by having someone once again steal my creativity and use it for their own success.

Its also a privacy invasion and a 'haha, we see you' to have something from my Traveler life and social network site crossed with my life as a Targeted Individual and mc Survivor.
It could also be part of the f*cking NEVER ENDING attempts to psychological push and cause integration of alters by force which is one of the most offensive, destructive and immoral things this system does to targeted survivors of programming.

Its also a bait or bribe. Temptation. 'Oh see. Your creative ideas work. If u would give up your activism and come to the arts or theatre you could be very successful. Why let people steal your ideas?'
Yeah okay.

Lastly the fact shes a Jew may be to fees into the Mel Gibson effect. Which is targeting people with certain content and using only certain demographics so they are made paranoid that every single person of that demographic is responsible which is never the case.

How can you be Politically Correct domestically but a war criminal abroad? Yet again just another scam.

Just ignore it.

There are many artists who steal TIs ideas and this used to be viewed as paranoia. Now with so much gang stalking activism it's obviously totally feasible.

If there were blogs like these decades ago, maybe the obviously targeted Solanis wouldnt have shot Warhol.
(Which they try to push you to the point of doing anyway but it's easier to fight if you aren't isolated and you're informed.)

Sunday, January 4, 2015

Wahlberg Cares SO MUCH For American Special Forces Soldiers He Sideways Insulted Tom Cruise For 'Em!! (Lawyers Included)/Movie LONE SURVIVOR

http://www.thewrap.com/mark-wahlberg-f-ing-dare-compare-acting-military-hear-tom-cruise/

Hes so protective of military huh? He's worked hard for the military-industrial-entertainment-(which could also include academic, medical and corporate prisons)-complex.

Hes been involved in very nasty media psy ops in various movies in his career,making sure to serve the interests of the corrupt organized crime connected Boston area, which made him famous, with other pawns such as Ben Affleck.

Wahlberg is most infuriating however as when he does such things for the Dirty Tricks Dept he does so with such an obvious hatred put forward towards the intended victims.

And he is certainly Satanic in nature with a hatred to match.

I highly suspect that little Marky Mark made it in the business sadly how many young males gain fame-by being victimized by the perverts who hide in the business. Its written all over him, has for years. Whitey Bulger being a pedophile was somehow more accepted becuz he was not Italian organized crime. I have yet to ever see such an accusation and probably never will.

The guy who recently explained to me that a 'dirty faggot' runs things in Boston is now in jail for rape. Its questionable if he's in there becuz of his actions...or becuz he had a big mouth. Ive learned that in cities like this and in businesses like Hollywood-the worst people get protected as long as they are quiet, compliant and make people money or serve their purpose.

Wahlberg has always appeared to me to be a somewhat damaged and very underlyingly angry man.

Hes done well with the cards he got at the table.

Yet movies like The Lovely Bones
http://m.imdb.com/title/tt0380510/
from the ever creepy and evil Speilberg (who hides really well) are revealing in how much hatred he is truly capable of and how offensive he is to those he victimizes...on behalf of the military in any and all of it's goals making movies for psy ops as well as straight Hollywood well timed propaganda.

As he takes part in media for the purpose of ritual abuse and psy ops for MK Ultra type black projects he doesnt seem to have any compassion for the victims of such classified projects, who live through years of torture as has been perpetrated at Guantanamo Bay and Nazi camps (MK Ultra being rooted in Project Paperclip).

People like me- Survivors of high level programming, inter-generational MK Ultra experimentees who now live as Targeted Individuals with no voice, no credibility and even smeared by slander campaigns to constantly cover up the truth with diversions more easily believed by a naive public - we will never see our families again either.

Worse we will never get a heroes welcome or any acknowledgement of our suffering, our triumphs or our fight to assist humanity.
We are shunned by the communities we knew as hometowns.

The title being Lone Survivor is so blatant. The term survivor has been readily abused by media psy op perps and in person gang stalkers alike for years ever since I started using it with a capitalized 'S' to represent peoples who are deprogrammed from mind control which commonly includes Ritual Abuse of an occult nature when utilized by MK Ultra type projects.

I can see clearly that he works for people who are passionate about protecting and acknowledging the military as they not only make them incredible amounts of money through projects like this but through investments...and of course to a special place in Hollywood-aiding and protecting the interests of Israel.

He is their servant and of the connected 'organizations' that made him famous-who's involvement in the business of killing, (which was a natural progression for them as war profiteering. Hey, go with what you know, right?) remains as hidden powers behind the 'industrial' complexes.

We need movies like this-to feel righteous again. As a country America much prefers evil and deception to truth.

Maybe his next 'film' (ahem) will be about innocents killed in drone strikes or the total immorality and insanity of a society that can now kill during war using machines so there is no human consequence to killing in wartime thus ensuring more wars.

Perhaps a sci fi film about how when a civilization reaches such technological and scientific superiority there shouldnt be anymore wars to begin with.

But lets take the public away from the elite's profiteering and insane transhumanism for a minute and appeal to the old reliable all too human, vulnerable mere man as soldier. And the families.
And think of the CHILDREN!!!

It all works so well doesnt it?
And he just appears so damn humble here with his little outburst doesnt he?
Of course then we have to be impressed by the involvement of entertainment lawyers getting involved, which the military only wishes they had.

Imagine being tethered to paying a system for your fame and to protect whatever wrongs or secrets you have-for the rest of your life?

Its what many Americans call work it appears.

Saturday, January 3, 2015

Man Got Involved With (Handler) Seems Tied Into MC System Locally

Now i know why people wanted me away from this guy. Once again a male i get involved with seems to take a piece of my soul or self and ruin my reputation in the community.

I keep having this problem repeatedly. Each person i get involved with just ruins my confidence. How the f*ck does this keep happening.

Most likely these are men who know im targeted and it gains them opportunity and cred to go out with me and drive me to despair.

I will have to make sure that anyone else i get involved with is genuine and understands or at least accepts this situation instead of exploiting me for it.

The northeast sucks. People around the US know who I am and they are all opportunists or treat me like my being targeted is a joke.

At least before this guy i had my dignity and my project now i feel like he's just been part of discrediting me and finally getting me to leave my hometown for good.

I need to find someplace where i am truly safe from people like this.

Whats genuinely creepy nowadays is how much the local mc system seems to be using this guy as a point of control over me.

The mc seena to force all focus to be on him and what he wants or needs.

The system locally is turning me into just a compliant girlfriend of someone who is neglectful, abusive and a gold digger.

Since Menino died and the administration changes in both Boston and Cambridge this area has changed foe the absolute worst. All the magic of the area is completely gone.

My goals once my only concern are being taken from me and Im being discouraged and reduced to nothing.

This guy is totally wrong for me yet im being controlled and manipulated so that i become broken and completed focused on him.

It goes right along with being arrested and having a small offense be treated likke such a big deal.

Whoever these new people are in charge they are noy allies. They are total enemies-of me, my freedom and years of hard work on this project.

Boston or NY are not acceptable places for me to live at this point.

Boston has become extremely anti homeless and NY is dangerous and full of bad elements.

The very fact i am being controlled to stay here and become broken like a horse or a slave or..go to NY and suffer other unimaginable woes shows me I have no allies left protecting me at this time. At least not like i did before.