I think I may have screwed up my staying in this area. I was tired and trying to save money to get a room so I didnt take my first of the month rest somewhere inside. I ended up really losing it and insulted some kids that seem new to the area. I just didnt recognize them. Yes, a slur was involved. But from my perspective, any of these people should be amazed that I havent done more than go off and be nasty for just a few moments. Considering what I have been through it could be so much worse, for myself or a recipient of rage. This is why the perps in on the system try to mark the person as dangerous. Due to the fact that they know damn well that there is an effort to force the person to snap. Its a total frame up.
Of course these are just kids so they dont even know what pressure is about. Also, they are from this area obviously so once again, they have no idea how f*cked it is in the rest of the US and how easy life is here and how many services and privileges there are.
They also are new to being around here. And mostly they are of a totally different generation.
One that has pushed PC to the point of people not understanding how to deal with real life. People have been so coddled by this protection of this expected ettiquete that when a prickly situation arises in real life, they are totally unprepared.
Its interesting how they reacted. I mean of course when I realized they were 'family' or from the street kid population I apologized and told them I do NOT mess with 'family' out here. Of course being from generation Millenial as well as Cambridge or Boston they did not appreciate an individual point of view or have understanding. Thier first reaction was to turn to 'the crowd' instead of dealing with ME the individual and start asking them "do YOU agree with that? Do YOU see it that way" to each person. I stopped this conformist, mob loving bullshit from this generation raised in daycare like communists, to think only in group think, and got up and physically moved towards them, cut out the third guy who had nothing to do with it and only had something to say about this due to him also being of that ethnicity and once again faced the two boys as well as made it crystal clear my position, my intent and apologized once again.
This of course was not enough and they proceeded to look all butt hurt and say "It shouldnt matter where you're from". I once again stated my position and made my apology clear. It seemed like it was enough. I then realized if I was that stressed out, I was losing it and proceeded to go to a hostel and get a rest. Which means I must have been very compelled by what I had done. I actually recall realizing that the state I was in was not good.
NOW, in order for me to come to that realization to get some rest, I had to unfortunately let off steam inappropriately first. I have become a very stubborn warrior type that does not allow myself anything but the rest I need to keep going. Like a tank that needs just enough gas to keep going and nothing else.
I have to allow for this area to be extra stressful due to the heavy emotional toll it take no me now as well as has taken on my from the beginning of me being pryed out of my life and basically abducted by this system.
Tonight these kids came into the pastry/coffee shop. They STILL looked butt hurt but now it does seem silly to me becuz I explained myself and apologized. Its hard for me to live in this world of fighting this system, and you have no idea just how hard one has to fight when you are Targeted (unless yer a TI also , obviously). The pressure to fight, win, resist AND have a normal front as well as compartmentalize all the bad things or severe abuse is almost inuman in its stress levels. You get to a point in this system, especially if you have been through human experimentation which is probably the most mind blowing and scary thing of all that occurs, where when you are out of it, or like now in a place fairly safe from the worst horrors of it- you are afraid of nothing. People look at me now as if they think I am going to be afraid and i just look through them. I dont know if I like this part of me now. Its frighteningly inhuman. And its not an alter. This has become part of the real me. I dont even know if the real ME exists anymore.
Its so convenient after so much has been done to the person to simply claim they must be mentally ill. Which might be easy if my mother was not a survivor of radiation experimentation along with MK Ultra and if I was not connected to the people I was in the old days..or my uncle's old associates....or my mother's...or my dad's family. The options for how 'heavy' this may be realistically on many levels are many.
And my story is logical. Know too much= silenced victim witness. Its that simple. I was told to my face it was amazing how heavy handed these bastards were being in letting me know I was "inconvenient".
I have to think of where these kids are coming from...they only see thier hurt and insult in this and to thier generation this sort of incident is unheard of or criminalized. It is odd however due to the street usually having different rules compared to the world of civilized people. If they really were street kids they would have done one of two things: immediately gone after me physically or understood that I just had enough and lost it. An apology like the one I gave as well as my honesty is sort of rare out here...Harv Sq does have an old school ethic about it. Self policing as well as stand-up guy or girl attitudes still prevail.
I was told last year some girl got raped and thrown over a bridge by the invading homies or gangs and there has been effort to clean up the place due to it getting just too ugly.
However I get the feeling that whoever protects me through this will do so again. If they try anything they wont live very long. They dont seem to be those kinds of kids but you never know what boys are thinking when thier power has been insulted. Boys are males and unfortunately arent men yet so dont understand females fully. This younger generation seems very intolerant towards females typical bs. I feel my grandfather's WW2 generation may have been the last generation to truly appreciate the emotionally driven, illogical female for what she is: a woman. They seem very intolerant of 'whores' and 'bitches'. Men from other cultures and older men from this culture seem to love women for being a total mystery, a bit difficult and acting unpredictable or without sense. This is very sad. Its like men are no longer men and we are not allowed to be women. Equal rights is great but we will never be men and I am fully in acknowledgement of that. I jsut wish women were allowed to be women and still have power not act like men. Its really confusing and terrible out there now.
I suppose this is why I prefer the primitive traveler types. They seem to naturally understand our limitation as females but respect any power we may have. Its so much easier than the bizarrre, fake set ups and rules in civilized society especially now. People are being conditioned to totally not live in reality. What are those kids going to do if they do downsouth or to northern Cali? Places I have been where people are NOT as willing to bow to PC as here.
When I flipped out in Berkeley it was the blacks who understood the pressure. It was they who said they understood, that I was in the street but I was trying to accomplish something so I had little tolerance for bullshit. The hippies had pissed me off I think as I had not learned to be around others and then when it was necessary be totally focused and removed from them to do MY work. NOW a bomb could go off and I just keep typing, unphased.
When I rode through the ghetto today on the wrong train, as usual it was the people from these areas who were most polite. I meant to write a piece on this earlier today- that they seem to always know how to mind thier own business when the bastards in places like Cambridge or downtown on the train take pleasure it seems in being nosy and making it obvious that you are just so dirty poor. I satisfy myself by thinking about how they are allowed to make money but I can write and they, most likely cannot.
As usual I just have to ignore these things that come up. I cant allow anything to stop me. I must stay where I am and get my medical taken care of. I need my allergies controlled so I can get medical stuff done. I am finally realizing that since that Bactrim induced all sorts of food and other allergic reactions I am pretty fucked health wise.
That outburst let me know that I am just too stressed out and its all about being in denial about my health issues. Its just that people in the medical field including dentists (mostly thier secretoaries) have literally terrorized me in past years it make me not want to even try.
Sunday, November 7, 2010
Thursday, November 4, 2010
Machete script leaked..contains one "pissed of Mexican"
http://www.infowars.com/leaked-machete-script-confirms-race-war-plot/
I would have trouble being pigeonholed into one category of person such as a white supremacist. I truly like Mexican culture and have issue with any native populations being genocided as Natives of the America's have had to contend with. While here in the north east just a glimpse at Mex tv on cable or satellite makes me start to thaw from the deep freeze of New England class and racism that everyone thinks is diversity here. And the deep freeze and misery of this area has become permanent as of Bush being in office. Boston, to say the least, is just plain no fun anymore. The place sucks now. You strictly have to fit in with certain demographics or live like a slave class if you dont. A doormat.
The Mexicans in Harvard Sq that own a burrito place are nice enough but they have internalized the rudeness and snobbery of the local lily white privileged classes..and thus they are officially 'no fun' zone either now. But the music, the food and the brunettes with slight tan and dark eyes look enough like me to trigger a sense of happiness in me if only temporarily. I have to say that the population by the border of any state in the US is much friendlier than Mexicans as one goes north. Still being around them I feel more awake, alive and validated in this body than when living in Self-denial, something required in areas like Boston, where one like myself of Mediterranean looks who isnt Jewish or Italian enough to (shame us all) by being Jersey Shore material..and perhaps that last bit is for the best. Italians who never left the Italian ghettos is what that reminds me of and its embarrassing. And by the way can we get some Italians who DONT all need plastic surgery (like typical American women with bad tits, bad ass, bad skin and ugly hair) or DONT have blue or green eyes please? Its like they are afraid of Sophia Lauren or any other atypical true Italian look. It seems the media in America is very afraid of any true European ethnic looks in media. Whatsamatta? Afraid of true classical ancient world beauty standards? Becuz nothing on the screen in American nowadays looks remotely like the women in classical art pieces. In public, once in a while, one sees a natural European beauty. Actually the greatest artistic beauties generally are African American female faces, that often register as little works of art but society wont let them know that. I still hate the way they hate on white girls but you cant beat the beauty of their bones- selectively.
Like on Mex tv they always have a blonde or people are light or go bottle-blonde. I get pissed off becuz when I watch the Mex or Telemundo channels, know that I have had my full share of 'white' people's culture up here and 'black' culture as well. Since Italians no longer exist in thier true form from the old country then I need to shut out everything and just watch people speak a language I do not understand just to see big boobs, big asses, nice skin, black hair, dark eyes, unashamed passion, no fear of female power or sexuality and nice temper tantrums often involving knives being thrown or at least a true firey let out of energy, that is in its way very innocent. I want to visit a world where people look like me for once in a day. Get the blondes out of there, how is that Mediterranean?
I know what the NWO games are about. Its turning us against each other so that the original dreams of true and sane diversity are vanquished in favor of a hateful racial cold war. And shamefully we may have to segregate now (again) to gain a sense of safety. True co operation and understanding between people's should not consist of hate, anxiety, destroying other races or dominating other races.
Human need to look at this urge to dominate and enslave other people's not just keep changing what race dominates the other ones.
There was an article in The Economist about The Angry White Working Class. I didnt have to read it as I have been living its onset and I know better than most that this condition has been brought on by covert activities and social engineering nothing more. Manipulation
and brainwashing.
The very powerful want control of the people once again and the other parties just want to get for themselves..it seems to be working out for them nicely.
I dont have to repeat that Manson predicted this as his father was a very Southern type of older man and like that sort of person typically had insights that were very on the money about what was going to happen in this country- southern wisdom that many Yankees like to pretend to ignore or dismiss but Yankees need to hear such concepts moreso than anyone else in the USA. Yankees who arent the big money whites are brainwashed, plain and simple and can no longer think clearly nor face what needs to be done for the survival of their cultures.
Manson may or may not have ordered those murders. The involvement of the Church of Satan needs to be looked at as the victims were connected to Satanism and the movie industry so its doubtful if it was random. Aside from what everyone knows about Manson, one has to realize that if he was indeed programmed as many people theorize or more mind control projects or experiments were involved (the story surrounding him is eerily similar to Jonestown in some ways- key ways) then you have to understand- in the midst of such a person's insanity some of what they say is often dead on for what is to come or the truth about something going on that's covert.
He predicted a race war and that some influence of "Jews" would be involved. Paranoid and racist as that sounds, many of us are well aware of the suspicion of Mossad being involved in 9-11 or how obvious it has become that the American media focus on social engineering and propaganda.
There seems to be in the NWO a dominance of very wealthy whites and African American influences. That article about The Angry ...Working Class is no surprise considering that the CIA in thier factbook on the internet predicted that this class of people may become militant rebels in the near future. And for those of us targeted by covert factions its very likely that its a self fulfilling prophecy born of covert warfare on the masses- brainwashing, manipulation, social engineering.
To be honest whites have been beaten out of thier original pagan cultures from Europe years ago by the burning times and the actions of the church(es) over thousands of years. They know that if anyone is easy to erase, remake, brainwash or enslave mentally and emotionally its people from European backrounds. Every single culture gave in to Christianity fully long ago. African Americans may have taken on Christianity but they have preserved much of thier culture and ways from the old continent and pagan backrounds. Being enslaved physically and now mentally and emotionally by a racist society as well as the actions of yer own people is quite different from being enslaved for thousands of years mentally, emotionally and spiritually.
Whites in general are already well trained.
The reason they are going after a certain kind of 'white' class is becuz many of the whites from our class exhibit a propensity towards expressing what is most primitive and pagan in European cultures. Getting rid of rock and roll was a brilliant move, especially due to music like the British Invasion of rockers, which supply a constant energy stream of Celtic force to thier listeners, who gladly receive such data with thier DNA.
Every 'white' culture has shown a property that is a resistance to slavery. The Celts have a spiritual Other Side that is akin to another dimension, so how can the enslaver destroy something that does not exist readily on this plane? One must stifle the Celt in order to ensure they can no longer reach such a place in themselves. The German is stubborn, self testing and strong, with a very strong maternal instinct. The Italian secretly keeps the secrets of politics and resisting authority within themselves as well as the knowledge that on some level, we still are smarter and since being rulers of the world once, still hold that power today by understanding the world differently than..the Barbarians.
Talking to other cultures from the ancient classical world is like talking to the only other grownups around on the planet. Other 'white' people are still Barbarians at some level.
The Eastern European is horribly primitive and with a bone structure that I have often wondered do we have any Neanderthal in us? Its fun to think about. In some histories that I have read the Slavs seem to have been considered more peaceful and accepted Christianity more peacefully but there remains an intelligence and a spirituality that cannot be dominated by any one religion. There is also a little habit of fighting oppression without care for consequences.
So how are such people's being driven to mind less conformity, enslavement and being doormats for other cultures deemed more deserving? Mind control, plain and simple. With all its elements such as manipulation, intimidation, fascism, bribery, etc.
The ones who have never have to deal with such things in thier neighborhoods. THEY are more likely the ones guilty of more severe racist sentiment, such as something I read moments ago comparing African Americans to "..retards with black skin". Its sad when more peaceable whites who dont hold such sentiment are the ones targeted or victimized by all the supposed necessary 'changes' in the NWO.
The people- the white YUPpies and the rich who dont have to deal with this on the front lines are the first ones to advocate such actions or changes.
Its like a world wide horror resembling what the rich whites did to Boston during bussing in the 70's. All over again. That created a war zone in this city and without the mind control being used on the masses, what is going on now should be doing just the same. Mass mind control and years of pre planning and priming have succeeded.
No amount of change is good if its based on hate and dominance. There is something wrong with that. Such changes could be done peacefully so why are they not? America itself is being destroyed and poor whites are being totally disrespected and toyed with unless they agree to graduate to the conformity of either going up a class or imitating other races.
Intimidation is going to get nothing but resistance, once again like it got the Nazis, the Inquisitors, the Romans, or the robber barons eventually with unions. And mass mind control cannot stop EVERYONE easily.
I have spent enough time with Mexicans to know that if only they were represented accurately with the positive images you dont see or arent shown on purpose or if the laws were uniform in the USA so they had to become citizens on par with everyone else not exist as illegals there might not be this friction. As for the gangs- you cant change the nature of the Aztecs traditionally brutal as well as what kind of bullshit is it when an entire country cant (or isnt allowed to by US factions) to get thier shit together regarding standards of living and corruption when they are on the same continent and connected to the USA? You are GOING to get 'rebels' or organized crime. The native populations of this country should be the first priority no one else but it seems like they are the last ones anyone considers. And if they are considered its breaks the state (like Cali) and everyone is then blaming them again for some ill in society.
It seems that no matter what happens, the elite, thier houseslaves who choose to side with them, support THEM and benefit from THEM as well as thier bankers are usually untouched and left in an advantageous position no matter what new con or social engineering to exploit whoever comes down the pike.
Another racially charged plot from the industry and once again one has to wonder in the long run of the chess game, just who is really benefiting from such warmongering.
I would have trouble being pigeonholed into one category of person such as a white supremacist. I truly like Mexican culture and have issue with any native populations being genocided as Natives of the America's have had to contend with. While here in the north east just a glimpse at Mex tv on cable or satellite makes me start to thaw from the deep freeze of New England class and racism that everyone thinks is diversity here. And the deep freeze and misery of this area has become permanent as of Bush being in office. Boston, to say the least, is just plain no fun anymore. The place sucks now. You strictly have to fit in with certain demographics or live like a slave class if you dont. A doormat.
The Mexicans in Harvard Sq that own a burrito place are nice enough but they have internalized the rudeness and snobbery of the local lily white privileged classes..and thus they are officially 'no fun' zone either now. But the music, the food and the brunettes with slight tan and dark eyes look enough like me to trigger a sense of happiness in me if only temporarily. I have to say that the population by the border of any state in the US is much friendlier than Mexicans as one goes north. Still being around them I feel more awake, alive and validated in this body than when living in Self-denial, something required in areas like Boston, where one like myself of Mediterranean looks who isnt Jewish or Italian enough to (shame us all) by being Jersey Shore material..and perhaps that last bit is for the best. Italians who never left the Italian ghettos is what that reminds me of and its embarrassing. And by the way can we get some Italians who DONT all need plastic surgery (like typical American women with bad tits, bad ass, bad skin and ugly hair) or DONT have blue or green eyes please? Its like they are afraid of Sophia Lauren or any other atypical true Italian look. It seems the media in America is very afraid of any true European ethnic looks in media. Whatsamatta? Afraid of true classical ancient world beauty standards? Becuz nothing on the screen in American nowadays looks remotely like the women in classical art pieces. In public, once in a while, one sees a natural European beauty. Actually the greatest artistic beauties generally are African American female faces, that often register as little works of art but society wont let them know that. I still hate the way they hate on white girls but you cant beat the beauty of their bones- selectively.
Like on Mex tv they always have a blonde or people are light or go bottle-blonde. I get pissed off becuz when I watch the Mex or Telemundo channels, know that I have had my full share of 'white' people's culture up here and 'black' culture as well. Since Italians no longer exist in thier true form from the old country then I need to shut out everything and just watch people speak a language I do not understand just to see big boobs, big asses, nice skin, black hair, dark eyes, unashamed passion, no fear of female power or sexuality and nice temper tantrums often involving knives being thrown or at least a true firey let out of energy, that is in its way very innocent. I want to visit a world where people look like me for once in a day. Get the blondes out of there, how is that Mediterranean?
I know what the NWO games are about. Its turning us against each other so that the original dreams of true and sane diversity are vanquished in favor of a hateful racial cold war. And shamefully we may have to segregate now (again) to gain a sense of safety. True co operation and understanding between people's should not consist of hate, anxiety, destroying other races or dominating other races.
Human need to look at this urge to dominate and enslave other people's not just keep changing what race dominates the other ones.
There was an article in The Economist about The Angry White Working Class. I didnt have to read it as I have been living its onset and I know better than most that this condition has been brought on by covert activities and social engineering nothing more. Manipulation
and brainwashing.
The very powerful want control of the people once again and the other parties just want to get for themselves..it seems to be working out for them nicely.
I dont have to repeat that Manson predicted this as his father was a very Southern type of older man and like that sort of person typically had insights that were very on the money about what was going to happen in this country- southern wisdom that many Yankees like to pretend to ignore or dismiss but Yankees need to hear such concepts moreso than anyone else in the USA. Yankees who arent the big money whites are brainwashed, plain and simple and can no longer think clearly nor face what needs to be done for the survival of their cultures.
Manson may or may not have ordered those murders. The involvement of the Church of Satan needs to be looked at as the victims were connected to Satanism and the movie industry so its doubtful if it was random. Aside from what everyone knows about Manson, one has to realize that if he was indeed programmed as many people theorize or more mind control projects or experiments were involved (the story surrounding him is eerily similar to Jonestown in some ways- key ways) then you have to understand- in the midst of such a person's insanity some of what they say is often dead on for what is to come or the truth about something going on that's covert.
He predicted a race war and that some influence of "Jews" would be involved. Paranoid and racist as that sounds, many of us are well aware of the suspicion of Mossad being involved in 9-11 or how obvious it has become that the American media focus on social engineering and propaganda.
There seems to be in the NWO a dominance of very wealthy whites and African American influences. That article about The Angry ...Working Class is no surprise considering that the CIA in thier factbook on the internet predicted that this class of people may become militant rebels in the near future. And for those of us targeted by covert factions its very likely that its a self fulfilling prophecy born of covert warfare on the masses- brainwashing, manipulation, social engineering.
To be honest whites have been beaten out of thier original pagan cultures from Europe years ago by the burning times and the actions of the church(es) over thousands of years. They know that if anyone is easy to erase, remake, brainwash or enslave mentally and emotionally its people from European backrounds. Every single culture gave in to Christianity fully long ago. African Americans may have taken on Christianity but they have preserved much of thier culture and ways from the old continent and pagan backrounds. Being enslaved physically and now mentally and emotionally by a racist society as well as the actions of yer own people is quite different from being enslaved for thousands of years mentally, emotionally and spiritually.
Whites in general are already well trained.
The reason they are going after a certain kind of 'white' class is becuz many of the whites from our class exhibit a propensity towards expressing what is most primitive and pagan in European cultures. Getting rid of rock and roll was a brilliant move, especially due to music like the British Invasion of rockers, which supply a constant energy stream of Celtic force to thier listeners, who gladly receive such data with thier DNA.
Every 'white' culture has shown a property that is a resistance to slavery. The Celts have a spiritual Other Side that is akin to another dimension, so how can the enslaver destroy something that does not exist readily on this plane? One must stifle the Celt in order to ensure they can no longer reach such a place in themselves. The German is stubborn, self testing and strong, with a very strong maternal instinct. The Italian secretly keeps the secrets of politics and resisting authority within themselves as well as the knowledge that on some level, we still are smarter and since being rulers of the world once, still hold that power today by understanding the world differently than..the Barbarians.
Talking to other cultures from the ancient classical world is like talking to the only other grownups around on the planet. Other 'white' people are still Barbarians at some level.
The Eastern European is horribly primitive and with a bone structure that I have often wondered do we have any Neanderthal in us? Its fun to think about. In some histories that I have read the Slavs seem to have been considered more peaceful and accepted Christianity more peacefully but there remains an intelligence and a spirituality that cannot be dominated by any one religion. There is also a little habit of fighting oppression without care for consequences.
So how are such people's being driven to mind less conformity, enslavement and being doormats for other cultures deemed more deserving? Mind control, plain and simple. With all its elements such as manipulation, intimidation, fascism, bribery, etc.
The ones who have never have to deal with such things in thier neighborhoods. THEY are more likely the ones guilty of more severe racist sentiment, such as something I read moments ago comparing African Americans to "..retards with black skin". Its sad when more peaceable whites who dont hold such sentiment are the ones targeted or victimized by all the supposed necessary 'changes' in the NWO.
The people- the white YUPpies and the rich who dont have to deal with this on the front lines are the first ones to advocate such actions or changes.
Its like a world wide horror resembling what the rich whites did to Boston during bussing in the 70's. All over again. That created a war zone in this city and without the mind control being used on the masses, what is going on now should be doing just the same. Mass mind control and years of pre planning and priming have succeeded.
No amount of change is good if its based on hate and dominance. There is something wrong with that. Such changes could be done peacefully so why are they not? America itself is being destroyed and poor whites are being totally disrespected and toyed with unless they agree to graduate to the conformity of either going up a class or imitating other races.
Intimidation is going to get nothing but resistance, once again like it got the Nazis, the Inquisitors, the Romans, or the robber barons eventually with unions. And mass mind control cannot stop EVERYONE easily.
I have spent enough time with Mexicans to know that if only they were represented accurately with the positive images you dont see or arent shown on purpose or if the laws were uniform in the USA so they had to become citizens on par with everyone else not exist as illegals there might not be this friction. As for the gangs- you cant change the nature of the Aztecs traditionally brutal as well as what kind of bullshit is it when an entire country cant (or isnt allowed to by US factions) to get thier shit together regarding standards of living and corruption when they are on the same continent and connected to the USA? You are GOING to get 'rebels' or organized crime. The native populations of this country should be the first priority no one else but it seems like they are the last ones anyone considers. And if they are considered its breaks the state (like Cali) and everyone is then blaming them again for some ill in society.
It seems that no matter what happens, the elite, thier houseslaves who choose to side with them, support THEM and benefit from THEM as well as thier bankers are usually untouched and left in an advantageous position no matter what new con or social engineering to exploit whoever comes down the pike.
Another racially charged plot from the industry and once again one has to wonder in the long run of the chess game, just who is really benefiting from such warmongering.
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
More drama from famous rich kids who gave my ex his reward for assistance..and thier self rightous managment
I hate these f*ckers. One of these arrogant over privileged jerks gave my ex a job after he assisted the elements in the community (who wanted to protect my old associate during the fed investigation) that destroyed my life.
http://content.usatoday.com/communities/idolchatter/post/2010/09/joe-perrys-jealous-of-steven-tyler-says-former-aerosmith-manager/1
It was mentioned to me in passing once that thier management has a problem with drug use..as if I had something to do with that fat asshole ex of mine getting busted with a trunk full of drugs in the Middle East Club parking lot. (someone recently told me it was a trunk full, which Jake made it out to be far less severe than that).
I can imagine thier management are a group of powerful American-Jew asshole types who hate gentiles to begin with and, since those were a large group of those types who were clients of my ex associate, we can see how assisting her in getting me discredited would be beneficial to them.
All of these assholes can drop dead for all I care. They should have disappeared a long time ago. And I am sure that, like Mitt Romney, that prick who was governor when all this happened to me, who's family member was friends with Jake, these guys will do anything TO ANYONE to get something they want.
Except for the drummer. I wont get into it but I get the feeling that as i was being heavily targeted, as it was planned that this would end up with me being totally destroyed- I was given an inkling that he may have been the only one with any decency, I dont know if that was disinformation or not.
Anyone that helps my ex is on a permanent sh*t list with me and I curse them and thier offspring till the end of time. F*ck all of them. The beauty of all this is that if Gen Xers stick around long enough, we can watch thier funerals- once and for all.
This f*cker brags about having 600 guitars and I sleep outside while he assists my ex in getting a permanent name for himself in Hollywood.
I will have revenge someday, probably by moving to Europe where people know this country sucks and gives into rich kids all the time at the expense of everyone else.
Its so easy to just write me off as a nutcase...I know. Too bad that when my story is mapped out it makes perfect sense.
The system, you could tell, had all these traps for years for me especially concerning protecting the pricks who helped f*ck me over. The local cops or retired cops as security (like at Emerson College- which gave my ex his little certificate in movie making) would act like I was a dangerous person and all this frame up crap. Knowing of course that i had every right to be angry and still do if not more so now considering its obvious that my looks are gone and I will never have the opportunities that I had at that juncture in time.
I read that book by one of these jerk's ex wives. Perhaps a gold digger but most likely most of the expose was accurate or much of it was. ANYONE who is targeted should read that book especially women. WHY? Becuz its always, always a very good thing to see what really goes on behind this business. We live in a world now that has gone about 'cleaning up' alot of corruption supposedly which is bullshit. What its done is made corruption harder to detect as now there is this shining beacon of perfection and goodness that is supposed to be anyone left standing that hasnt been caught with their pants down or caught being corrupt.
The cameras and the media have given this impression that they are the ones who catch the bad guys and put them before the mob for judgment and reform. Do you think Brittney was such a bad person that she needed to live through what the American public put her through? No. She was a child, a victim of mind control in an industry that uses such tactics readily to control thier talent. And the American public HELPED that system by focusing on her and crucifying her for being just a human being that can only take so much for her age and life experience yet these same cowards bowed before Bush and his SS like forces like the cowards that most people are.
Humans are actually worse off then they ever were. No one has any gauge in which to judge anymore it seems other than what is popular, what yer therapist or some scientist says you should be thinking or what the mob is doing. Human decency and civility are rare and people who know how to conduct themselves is extremely rare. Everyone just judges on popular standards like money, fame or to follow what everyone else is doing. That is NOT how to judge character properly or to know how to conduct one's self properly in a given difficult situation.
In this era, we will see who are the princes and the kings by nature- who, even if low of birth- always know who the f*ck they are. If you are just born knowing how to handle things with a bit of class you are ahead of everyone else right now, as the general public have lost thier sense and thier souls replacing thier God and thier morality with what Dr Phil thinks we should do or the mob. The idiocy of the masses has reached a level of stupidity that harks back to the middle ages..humours anyone? Maybe a good bleeding will cure my "insanity". That is the level people are acting on right now. There is absolutely no common sense anymore.
Know why? Becuz the powers that be have conned the public with thinking they are being evolved by technology and a great standard of living but conversely they have been trained to not think for themselves or have morality or decency that ISNT judged by a mob mentality. THIS is what stupid animals do end of story.
What people need to do is drop the psychiatrists and the meds and get VERY into psychology, mind control, brainwashing, social control and alternative ways of taking care of one's health in consideration of our changing environment. What good is tech or alot of money going to do you if you are just a cell in an organism that cannot exist unto itself? Like a hive of insects. What good is all that going to do you if you are easily conned with psychological warfare tactics?
The world may have gotten smaller due to the internet and communications but now its become like a small prison. Its crushing humanity and reducing our lives to what the media machine wants us to think, feel, see and hear. Being human and experiencing life used to be like living in one's own vast limitless universe. Now you feel like some f*ck over in a country on the other side of the planet is yer next door neighbor.
There is alot of playing with the inner dimensions of human beings and the reducing of the human consciousness. This is to destroy what it means to be human and especially the idea of each person having a godspark where they can express thier own godhood.
Being famous is not expressing yer godspark. Its an alternative to missing out on the real thing- a really sh*tty consolation price.
The world should NOT be this small. We have been reduced, the world got smaller and during Bush they made sure that there were established parameters and jailers for that world.
You are being conned. I personally want revenge for everything taken from me. But I also want people to see how being human has been reduced to almost a mechanism unto itself. Its interesting that having privacy affords people a sense of dignity and self reflection that is made NOT POSSIBLE otherwise. Its very important for this system now to pull everyone in to the web. Remember: "Disconnection is danger". And that applies to taking enslaving humanity.
The people that helped destroy my future are now in positions to never have to pay for what they did to me and I have been targeted so heavily for so many years that its most likely that no one will believe me or even listen to me. But years from now, when all these clowns are dead, people will know the inhuman pain and suffering via torture that Targets have suffered, especially during Bush who's militant forces covert and otherwise DID use torture on people when it was not necessary.
I think the prick who gave my ex his way to walk off into the sunset is very much in support of scum like Bush and has spouted neoconservative bullsh*t out of his mouth in some interviews I had the displeasure of catching. Funny, with those dark glasses on being so robotic, one in the know might wonder if such a person is programmed or perhaps just going through the motions of what needs to be done to get what one wants.....
Indeed.
By the way. The next time that anyone within the management of some clowns from this industry start judging me (probably with Julie crying that she wants to get rid of me and they need her services and her silence) or messing with me or my affairs you need to realize that Jews are not the center of the universe nor did you invent crime, math, business or being slick and sneaky.
You may want to read up on Rosicrucianism or anything else connected to ancient Egypt, I know how much Israel loves other ancient religions that prove they are not the beginning of GOD, religion or Man himself. But too bad, other ancient rival religions will always be and protection cannot always be seen by standards such as wealth or who yer connections are.
Oh and we all know Mossad agents were by a van clapping and waving at the 9/11 tragedy becuz as one Israeli said once "It makes our problems your problems".
I also will not forget nor never forgive that very VERY Jewish man in the long black robes around Brookline that looked like he wanted to kill me or really hated my guts...with a bit of fear involved for good measure of course. It seems he and his got thier way. For a time perhaps. But Tables turn...and every-single-person who assisted in my demise no matter how powerful is GOING TO PAY. They will all pay something.
Becuz that is the way its gone thus far and will continue to go. You can steal but payment is always still due. Seems yer book keeping is off. You should look into that..its so..out of character for you.
Oh and F*CK the industry. I used to be very pretty when this all started. I heard that there was jealousy enough from local scum like this to try to mess with my mother in the old days as well. F*ck my mother...shes a weakling and my father was an idiot. Interesting how I just dont fall to the same traps eh?
Everyone of these local f*cks can suffer. The cops who think they got away with everything- smug arrogant assholes that they are, the mob connected people...the Southie guys are the worst. They have the audacity to still f*ck with me and call me 'smiley' on trains due to the fact that I look so down much of the time. When you dont have any brains worth a sh*t due to being LOW class Irish it makes sense to go after a woman who's great-grandmother was from a country seat in Cork, who was SPONSORED to come here and work as a nanny in wealthy homes in Weston. Places low Irish wouldnt be welcome. Is it a bit of old jealousy? Becuz you stupid backwards assholes can go f*ck yourselves as well. MY great grandmother shut the shades on Queen Victoria just as much as any of our ancestors did, but you want to assist my enemies and make fun of me? You will pay for going against other Irish and if you really are Celts, ask your grandfathers to tell you a morality tale of what happens to males who go after females when they are vulnerable. It doesn't come without consequence thats for sure.
I will be smiling when every person who helped destroy my life and laughed at the Bush administration using torture is a pile of smoldering ash- literally, figuratively or metaphysically speaking- anything will do.
I think about my ex alot..for years now. I am sure he thinks nothing of me at all...if he does may he suffer like the hell of earth I have had to suffer. And may his shiny, flashy friends exist in a living hell with him.
Hmph, Southie is already a living Hell, its just he occupants are to stupid to realize it. The most sensible Southie kids might be the ones that leave and come to Harvard to shoot dope. At least they are smart enough to be bored with that dump.
http://content.usatoday.com/communities/idolchatter/post/2010/09/joe-perrys-jealous-of-steven-tyler-says-former-aerosmith-manager/1
It was mentioned to me in passing once that thier management has a problem with drug use..as if I had something to do with that fat asshole ex of mine getting busted with a trunk full of drugs in the Middle East Club parking lot. (someone recently told me it was a trunk full, which Jake made it out to be far less severe than that).
I can imagine thier management are a group of powerful American-Jew asshole types who hate gentiles to begin with and, since those were a large group of those types who were clients of my ex associate, we can see how assisting her in getting me discredited would be beneficial to them.
All of these assholes can drop dead for all I care. They should have disappeared a long time ago. And I am sure that, like Mitt Romney, that prick who was governor when all this happened to me, who's family member was friends with Jake, these guys will do anything TO ANYONE to get something they want.
Except for the drummer. I wont get into it but I get the feeling that as i was being heavily targeted, as it was planned that this would end up with me being totally destroyed- I was given an inkling that he may have been the only one with any decency, I dont know if that was disinformation or not.
Anyone that helps my ex is on a permanent sh*t list with me and I curse them and thier offspring till the end of time. F*ck all of them. The beauty of all this is that if Gen Xers stick around long enough, we can watch thier funerals- once and for all.
This f*cker brags about having 600 guitars and I sleep outside while he assists my ex in getting a permanent name for himself in Hollywood.
I will have revenge someday, probably by moving to Europe where people know this country sucks and gives into rich kids all the time at the expense of everyone else.
Its so easy to just write me off as a nutcase...I know. Too bad that when my story is mapped out it makes perfect sense.
The system, you could tell, had all these traps for years for me especially concerning protecting the pricks who helped f*ck me over. The local cops or retired cops as security (like at Emerson College- which gave my ex his little certificate in movie making) would act like I was a dangerous person and all this frame up crap. Knowing of course that i had every right to be angry and still do if not more so now considering its obvious that my looks are gone and I will never have the opportunities that I had at that juncture in time.
I read that book by one of these jerk's ex wives. Perhaps a gold digger but most likely most of the expose was accurate or much of it was. ANYONE who is targeted should read that book especially women. WHY? Becuz its always, always a very good thing to see what really goes on behind this business. We live in a world now that has gone about 'cleaning up' alot of corruption supposedly which is bullshit. What its done is made corruption harder to detect as now there is this shining beacon of perfection and goodness that is supposed to be anyone left standing that hasnt been caught with their pants down or caught being corrupt.
The cameras and the media have given this impression that they are the ones who catch the bad guys and put them before the mob for judgment and reform. Do you think Brittney was such a bad person that she needed to live through what the American public put her through? No. She was a child, a victim of mind control in an industry that uses such tactics readily to control thier talent. And the American public HELPED that system by focusing on her and crucifying her for being just a human being that can only take so much for her age and life experience yet these same cowards bowed before Bush and his SS like forces like the cowards that most people are.
Humans are actually worse off then they ever were. No one has any gauge in which to judge anymore it seems other than what is popular, what yer therapist or some scientist says you should be thinking or what the mob is doing. Human decency and civility are rare and people who know how to conduct themselves is extremely rare. Everyone just judges on popular standards like money, fame or to follow what everyone else is doing. That is NOT how to judge character properly or to know how to conduct one's self properly in a given difficult situation.
In this era, we will see who are the princes and the kings by nature- who, even if low of birth- always know who the f*ck they are. If you are just born knowing how to handle things with a bit of class you are ahead of everyone else right now, as the general public have lost thier sense and thier souls replacing thier God and thier morality with what Dr Phil thinks we should do or the mob. The idiocy of the masses has reached a level of stupidity that harks back to the middle ages..humours anyone? Maybe a good bleeding will cure my "insanity". That is the level people are acting on right now. There is absolutely no common sense anymore.
Know why? Becuz the powers that be have conned the public with thinking they are being evolved by technology and a great standard of living but conversely they have been trained to not think for themselves or have morality or decency that ISNT judged by a mob mentality. THIS is what stupid animals do end of story.
What people need to do is drop the psychiatrists and the meds and get VERY into psychology, mind control, brainwashing, social control and alternative ways of taking care of one's health in consideration of our changing environment. What good is tech or alot of money going to do you if you are just a cell in an organism that cannot exist unto itself? Like a hive of insects. What good is all that going to do you if you are easily conned with psychological warfare tactics?
The world may have gotten smaller due to the internet and communications but now its become like a small prison. Its crushing humanity and reducing our lives to what the media machine wants us to think, feel, see and hear. Being human and experiencing life used to be like living in one's own vast limitless universe. Now you feel like some f*ck over in a country on the other side of the planet is yer next door neighbor.
There is alot of playing with the inner dimensions of human beings and the reducing of the human consciousness. This is to destroy what it means to be human and especially the idea of each person having a godspark where they can express thier own godhood.
Being famous is not expressing yer godspark. Its an alternative to missing out on the real thing- a really sh*tty consolation price.
The world should NOT be this small. We have been reduced, the world got smaller and during Bush they made sure that there were established parameters and jailers for that world.
You are being conned. I personally want revenge for everything taken from me. But I also want people to see how being human has been reduced to almost a mechanism unto itself. Its interesting that having privacy affords people a sense of dignity and self reflection that is made NOT POSSIBLE otherwise. Its very important for this system now to pull everyone in to the web. Remember: "Disconnection is danger". And that applies to taking enslaving humanity.
The people that helped destroy my future are now in positions to never have to pay for what they did to me and I have been targeted so heavily for so many years that its most likely that no one will believe me or even listen to me. But years from now, when all these clowns are dead, people will know the inhuman pain and suffering via torture that Targets have suffered, especially during Bush who's militant forces covert and otherwise DID use torture on people when it was not necessary.
I think the prick who gave my ex his way to walk off into the sunset is very much in support of scum like Bush and has spouted neoconservative bullsh*t out of his mouth in some interviews I had the displeasure of catching. Funny, with those dark glasses on being so robotic, one in the know might wonder if such a person is programmed or perhaps just going through the motions of what needs to be done to get what one wants.....
Indeed.
By the way. The next time that anyone within the management of some clowns from this industry start judging me (probably with Julie crying that she wants to get rid of me and they need her services and her silence) or messing with me or my affairs you need to realize that Jews are not the center of the universe nor did you invent crime, math, business or being slick and sneaky.
You may want to read up on Rosicrucianism or anything else connected to ancient Egypt, I know how much Israel loves other ancient religions that prove they are not the beginning of GOD, religion or Man himself. But too bad, other ancient rival religions will always be and protection cannot always be seen by standards such as wealth or who yer connections are.
Oh and we all know Mossad agents were by a van clapping and waving at the 9/11 tragedy becuz as one Israeli said once "It makes our problems your problems".
I also will not forget nor never forgive that very VERY Jewish man in the long black robes around Brookline that looked like he wanted to kill me or really hated my guts...with a bit of fear involved for good measure of course. It seems he and his got thier way. For a time perhaps. But Tables turn...and every-single-person who assisted in my demise no matter how powerful is GOING TO PAY. They will all pay something.
Becuz that is the way its gone thus far and will continue to go. You can steal but payment is always still due. Seems yer book keeping is off. You should look into that..its so..out of character for you.
Oh and F*CK the industry. I used to be very pretty when this all started. I heard that there was jealousy enough from local scum like this to try to mess with my mother in the old days as well. F*ck my mother...shes a weakling and my father was an idiot. Interesting how I just dont fall to the same traps eh?
Everyone of these local f*cks can suffer. The cops who think they got away with everything- smug arrogant assholes that they are, the mob connected people...the Southie guys are the worst. They have the audacity to still f*ck with me and call me 'smiley' on trains due to the fact that I look so down much of the time. When you dont have any brains worth a sh*t due to being LOW class Irish it makes sense to go after a woman who's great-grandmother was from a country seat in Cork, who was SPONSORED to come here and work as a nanny in wealthy homes in Weston. Places low Irish wouldnt be welcome. Is it a bit of old jealousy? Becuz you stupid backwards assholes can go f*ck yourselves as well. MY great grandmother shut the shades on Queen Victoria just as much as any of our ancestors did, but you want to assist my enemies and make fun of me? You will pay for going against other Irish and if you really are Celts, ask your grandfathers to tell you a morality tale of what happens to males who go after females when they are vulnerable. It doesn't come without consequence thats for sure.
I will be smiling when every person who helped destroy my life and laughed at the Bush administration using torture is a pile of smoldering ash- literally, figuratively or metaphysically speaking- anything will do.
I think about my ex alot..for years now. I am sure he thinks nothing of me at all...if he does may he suffer like the hell of earth I have had to suffer. And may his shiny, flashy friends exist in a living hell with him.
Hmph, Southie is already a living Hell, its just he occupants are to stupid to realize it. The most sensible Southie kids might be the ones that leave and come to Harvard to shoot dope. At least they are smart enough to be bored with that dump.
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